events leading up to this were quite stressful and I may have been kind of rude or disrespectful to those who tried to be helpful - here and someone at WPATH. I do apologize!!! what can I claim but a lifetime of self harm and damage to those parts, numerous times getting quite dangerous and not able to find a way to safety. just feeling lots of desperation.
but now I'm T free and without a part of me I always felt was an affront to my life. so happy now