SlipperyOtter (imported) wrote: Tue Feb 08, 2022 8:07 pm
I've read some of your posts and I am interested to know more about you and your experience. Do you have some more posts on your experience?
I do want to say, I own a Harley and we're not all that bad, are we?
I also have a Harley but keep it in the garage. Mainly because it's a 1978 1/2 FXE Superglide. There were only 8,000 of `em made so it's kind of a special piece of American history. I ride a V-Star which is far more to my taste. No, we Harley owners aren't all that bad any more than saying all men are bad or all women are bad. Which is the point, not to lump folks into categories which is the first step to bigotry of one sort or another. And I have to say that anybody in the position that we share in common here on the archive, society already places in a category as different from everybody else. Sort of like the early 70's social view of anybody on a motorcycle. I began my journey long before that and didn't even know there was a name for it. "Eunuch" or "Nullo" Sort of like the book Conundrum by Jan Morris. He/She felt like something was trapped inside a body different than the body was. Although I never felt like there was a woman trapped inside this body I also felt like the body didn't belong as it was. "A male" At least in the warped view I shared with society, there could only be two sexes. I had no desire of becoming female but certainly desired to rid myself of the male parts. Which I was finally able to find a decent surgeon with a private hospital who simply traded money for whatever a person would desire. That was in the early 90s when it was very different than today. I had and still have no desire to carry a banner and go shout upon the mountain top to everybody to "look at me, And change everything in society to cater to me". As the gay community does. Oops, I'm on my soap box again.
My journey began simply to rid myself of the physical signs of being one sex or another. Note I used the word sex and not gender. I don't confuse the two words. Sex is a physical thing and gender is a feeling thing. You don't go have great gender, you go have great sex. Again, a physical thing. I mistakenly thought that after I had removed what society designated as the sex organs that would be the end of my journey. Nothing could have been further from the truth of course. In time the body rebelled over not having this hormone or that. And I began suffering from the lack of hormones or shall we say no where near enough. It took some ingestion of some hormone to balance my body and take away what I was suffering. Which was a diminishing amount of strength and stamina. I chose to use "E" rather than "T".
Which is the point at where you are now. Making a choice. I wasn't well informed in making my choice and may well have made some wrong ones at the time. I'm responsible for those choices and happily live with them. You don't need to go down the path of experimentation. There is now a lot of sound medical advice and help available and with a well thought out decision and plan as to what you really want for yourself it can be achieved. I have made many posts here on the archive to share some experiences of what perhaps to avoid in our journey. They are all over the forum and can all be searched. Feel free to PM if I can help in any way.
