sftineun (imported) wrote: Sat Aug 14, 2021 1:45 pm
That's amazing. Your journal is precious as it is probably one of the very few records of how a person's chemical castration journey went.
I kept something similar on a spreadsheet, recording day by day the dosage, libido, erections. And during that, I recorded the sporadic measurements I made.
I too shared your experience that when I got to be totally asexual and impotent, I lost interest in even the idea of castration. Indeed, I stopped coming onto EA for so long that my old account "hkeunuch" got closed and locked. Years later, I had to create a new account to return to EA.
Just wondering, how long have you been on this journey. Sounds like you have not yet passed the permanent castration point (typically around 6 months)?
The reason I came back, with renewed interest in the topic of castration was not because I have gotten back my T. I have well passed the permanent castration point and no longer need any anti-androgen meds to keep my T low. Perhaps, as a warning from my experience, my low T has gotten me osteopenia (the precursor to osteoporosis). And my low T gave me health and depression issues. So, sadly, I had to be put back on some T supplement and osteoporosis med. With the T supplement, I regained some libido (my sexual need went back up from a low of once every 4 months to once a week) and interest in castration, even as a castrated person.
