I did it!

[Stefan (imported)]

Sorry, I misunderstood your post. I guess I enjoy an slightly different way of sex, stayi'ng soft and tucked but without chastity, while being fucked hard.

While on Androcur, as low testosterone continues, shortness of breath and fatigue got worse for me. Before I knew it, I just lost all interest in staying fit or healthy and just gained a lot of weight, until depression and anemia began to wake me into doing something about it. Luckily, by then, I was already castrated and no worry of libido and erections returning, even with some moderate testosterone replacement.

Separately, I did not achieve no libido on Androcur alone. I supplemented Androcur with Tamoxifen, and then my libido really dropped significantly.

I can't say anything of fatigue and shortness of breath just now, but I'm sweating very easliy. That's one of the descripted effects of Androcur. I'm okay with that and hope it'll be gone soon.

I can't say, that I don't have any sexdrive, it's there. My penis tries to get hard in chastity, but it not it was before I went on Andorcur. I like this result.

I'm slowly calming down, and that's what I need. So at the moment I will stay on Androcur.

Fit and healthy is very important for me. Last time at the gym I was sweating immediatly, but I did my full cycle. But it was the 1st time after our long Lockdown since last November. So let's see what'll happen to me.

[Cseriess (imported)]

The shortness of breath on androcur was not a side effect of diminishing testosterone, but just the chemical makeup of androcur. The Spiro was a very different experience. I had all the desired effects of blocking T, it doesn't stop it's production, but none of the unpleasant side effects. One major difference was that I had almost immediate breast growth when I started spironolactone. I was suprised how quickly it started. It was proper breast tissue, and not just fat. On tamaxofen at the moment to try and reduce it. The swelling and tenderness has reduced, and the tube like structures have definitely shrunk.

[Stefan (imported)]

I can't still tell anything of shortness of breath. I still sweating easily, but not so much as last week. On the other hand, even without Androcur I will sweat easily. At the trainig today I did again my full cycle without any problems. Since yesterday I'm still horny, but I don't get hard-ons like before.

[Cseriess (imported)]

lol, when you lose interest in posting your progress daily, you will know it has taken effect.

[Stefan (imported)]

lol, when you lose interest in posting your progress daily, you will know it has taken effect.

Event without Androcur I sometimes lose interest to look at this pages

[Cseriess (imported)]

It happened to me, and I have chatted with several people who had the same experience. I bought a journal and even callipers to measure my testicles. I did the journal every day. Could I still jerk off? What was my semen like? I had ordered T testing kits that arrived every 90 days. My T had dropped to less than 7 ngdl, and I thought I had best record the results. It was then that I realized that when my T had dropped to a certain level, and I was chemically castrated, I had lost interest in "it" as a thing. I loved the mental and emotional state. I loved the nonsexual or asexual person I had become. The only things I didn't like was my obviously growing boobs and the shortness of breath. It was such a strange realization, that once I had I had become the person I wanted the interest in getting there disappeared. Sadly, that sweet spot was not something I could maintain. I tried spironolactone, and it was way more of an enjoyable experience than the androcur, but again, I was unable to stop at the place I wanted to be. Now I am getting back to where I started and looking on how to make the journey to the exact place I want to be.

[Stefan (imported)]

I never planned to buy a journal or something else. I not interested what's my semen like and I won't do T testing. I will go down the road until all blisters are empty, when I can. I really don't know, if I will stay chemical castrated.

[Stefan (imported)]

Here is another little update of my chemical castration trail. I taking androcur 20 days now (50 mg/day). In the First time I was tired, then I was sweating. All known side effects kicked in. Since last week there no side effects anymore. Since yesterday spontanous erections are back. I don't why. But on the other hand, I don't fell any urge to wank and cum. At the moment I will take the others 30 pills. I hope at some point the castration shows some more effects. I need some more patience as is looks like.

[sftineun (imported)]

It happened to me, and I have chatted with several people who had the same experience. I bought a journal and even callipers to measure my testicles. I did the journal every day. Could I still jerk off? What was my semen like? I had ordered T testing kits that arrived every 90 days. My T had dropped to less than 7 ngdl, and I thought I had best record the results. It was then that I realized that when my T had dropped to a certain level, and I was chemically castrated, I had lost interest in "it" as a thing. I loved the mental and emotional state. I loved the nonsexual or asexual person I had become. The only things I didn't like was my obviously growing boobs and the shortness of breath. It was such a strange realization, that once I had I had become the person I wanted the interest in getting there disappeared. Sadly, that sweet spot was not something I could maintain. I tried spironolactone, and it was way more of an enjoyable experience than the androcur, but again, I was unable to stop at the place I wanted to be. Now I am getting back to where I started and looking on how to make the journey to the exact place I want to be.

That's amazing. Your journal is precious as it is probably one of the very few records of how a person's chemical castration journey went.

I kept something similar on a spreadsheet, recording day by day the dosage, libido, erections. And during that, I recorded the sporadic measurements I made.

I too shared your experience that when I got to be totally asexual and impotent, I lost interest in even the idea of castration. Indeed, I stopped coming onto EA for so long that my old account "hkeunuch" got closed and locked. Years later, I had to create a new account to return to EA.

Just wondering, how long have you been on this journey. Sounds like you have not yet passed the permanent castration point (typically around 6 months)?

The reason I came back, with renewed interest in the topic of castration was not because I have gotten back my T. I have well passed the permanent castration point and no longer need any anti-androgen meds to keep my T low. Perhaps, as a warning from my experience, my low T has gotten me osteopenia (the precursor to osteoporosis). And my low T gave me health and depression issues. So, sadly, I had to be put back on some T supplement and osteoporosis med. With the T supplement, I regained some libido (my sexual need went back up from a low of once every 4 months to once a week) and interest in castration, even as a castrated person.

[sftineun (imported)]

Here is another little update of my chemical castration trail. I taking androcur 20 days now (50 mg/day). In the First time I was tired, then I was sweating. All known side effects kicked in. Since last week there no side effects anymore. Since yesterday spontanous erections are back. I don't why. But on the other hand, I don't fell any urge to wank and cum. At the moment I will take the others 30 pills. I hope at some point the castration shows some more effects. I need some more patience as is looks like.

If you wish to reach the castration state, androcur alone never did it for me. I used a combination of Androcur and Tamoxifen . For a while, I was totally asexual, with a complete blank feeling on sex, and was having dry orgasms. Then I lowered the dosages to a level that I felt comfortable with and stayed on that for a few years till I became permanently castrated.