From Wannabe to Soon-to-Be

[michieboy (imported)]

Hi, i'm michie from Minneapolis. For well over 60 years my dream had been to one day become a eunuch. Even before i knew the meaning of that word, i prayed that my penis and testicles could somehow, someway be permanently removed from my body. From the time of puberty onward, i felt an utter hatred for everything that hung between my legs. Until i was in my mid-twenties, it never dawned on me that there were others who might have the same feelings about their private parts. I felt very alone until i started to hear about men who were voluntarily being castrated for one reason or another. I felt a glimmer of hope, but lacked the courage to do anything more than be curious about it.

It wasn't until i received the somewhat bad news that the cancer i thought long gone in my prostate area had returned returned for a second time. After surgery to remove the prostate entirely, the cancer returned a dozen years later. For that second round of cancer, radiation seemed to work its charm for a while, but then my PSA level rose again a few months back, alarming my urologist enough to say that i should probably consider doing hormone therapy to slow the cancer's growth. The doctor's prognosis included a detailed report on what to expect if and when i start the therapy. One of the effects of the hormones would be me becoming a eunuch. Not a word he wanted to use but yes, he agreed, that is precisely what i would become. My heart leapt for joy! The elation i felt abated somewhat when i asked if it would be possible to be surgically castrated along with the chemical procedure. He said the only way they might ever consider that would be if there was some disease in the testicles and/or the penis. That was disappointing, but after i take the first step towards emasculation with the hormones

This site, by the way, has given me a wealth of information on anything and everything on this subject. For the first time [really!] in my life i feel comfortable just knowing there are others like me in this world and that they are more than willing to help welcome me into join their club. I feel very grateful.

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[TopManFL (imported)]

Hi, i'm michie from Minneapolis. For well over 60 years my dream had been to one day become a eunuch. Even before i knew the meaning of that word, i prayed that my penis and testicles could somehow, someway be permanently removed from my body. From the time of puberty onward, i felt an utter hatred for everything that hung between my legs. Until i was in my mid-twenties, it never dawned on me that there were others who might have the same feelings about their private parts. I felt very alone until i started to hear about men who were voluntarily being castrated for one reason or another. I felt a glimmer of hope, but lacked the courage to do anything more than be curious about it.

It wasn't until i received the somewhat bad news that the cancer i thought long gone in my prostate area had returned returned for a second time. After surgery to remove the prostate entirely, the cancer returned a dozen years later. For that second round of cancer, radiation seemed to work its charm for a while, but then my PSA level rose again a few months back, alarming my urologist enough to say that i should probably consider doing hormone therapy to slow the cancer's growth. The doctor's prognosis included a detailed report on what to expect if and when i start the therapy. One of the effects of the hormones would be me becoming a eunuch. Not a word he wanted to use but yes, he agreed, that is precisely what i would become. My heart leapt for joy! The elation i felt abated somewhat when i asked if it would be possible to be surgically castrated along with the chemical procedure. He said the only way they might ever consider that would be if there was some disease in the testicles and/or the penis. That was disappointing, but after i take the first step towards emasculation with the hormones

This site, by the way, has given me a wealth of information on anything and everything on this subject. For the first time [really!] in my life i feel comfortable just knowing there are others like me in this world and that they are more than willing to help welcome me into join their club. I feel very grateful.

{{{ EDITED: Please Do Not Use or Recommend "Cutters" }}}}

Hey @michieboy,

First, welcome home. You are very important to the community here. We all need your experience and your strength.

When ADT is required, either chemical castration or bilateral subcapsular castration are normally offered. The only reason I can think of that your uro would not do a bilateral subcapsular castration is if the ADT will only be required for a very short period of time.

TMFL

[JesusA (imported)]

Hello Michie,

The annual gathering of EA members will be in the Twin Cities in August. Once you've made 5 posts, you can use the <Private Message> system on the Archive. If you would like to meet with us, send a message to either Kristoff or to me with an email address that will accept a PDF attachment. One of us will send you directions to the gathering.

[The requirement for five posts was added after trolls who had never made a single post began writing to new members who didn't know what to make of them. The requirement has eliminated such trolls.]

[michieboy (imported)]

Thank you so much for the information. I would love to join the gathering in August, so i will be in contact with you. I must say i feel very much at home here at EA. Thank you.

[michieboy (imported)]

TopManFl, thank you for welcoming me to this great place and for speaking to the fact that i have not received the okay for a bilateral subcapsular castration. I also appreciate your advice on being checked for my painful orgasms, which you sent in a private message that i somehow lost before reading [and understanding] it thoroughly.