Learning What I am

[Michael2614 (imported)]

Hi all, I’ve come to a stage in my life that I want to just be me. I had penectomy fantasy. My testicle twisted when I was younger. So Stiches. I never got to play with them. I tried needling with some poppers. Just the cock head. It felt good. The next night after seeing guys do it online. I stuck the needle in slowly into the right testicle It felt amazing. Instantly wanting to be castrates through needle play over time. Keep my cock and just see. I’ve always had a lower end testosterone but the ability to put muscle on. I don’t want to have kids and the thought of a man twisting the needle around over different times. I’m not interested in putting a needle in my cock. I’m trying to come out and say I’m a mostly gay guy that wants needling castrations. I have some penectomy fantasy. The needling could happen daily but I’m sensible. I want to enjoy it because it actually feels so good. The knowing that over time will destroy them. I’m happy with that.

[Valery_V (imported)]

I envy your entertainments which are not available to me after realization of my imaginations about penectomy.