Exactly one year ago I had my nullification surgery!
Somehow unbelievable how fast time flies. The first five months as a nullo were not too comfortable, as there developed a stricture quite immediately what caused lots of problems and required a revision. And these problems hindered me from leading a normal life quite a lot. But now everything is ok, despite of some minor aesthetic issues. And life is good now and I enjoy the smoothness down there every single day. No regrets and I can say that all my expectations became true. Really nice feeling!
Happy nulloversary! Glad that all your expectations came true. It's great that more people seeking nullification are able to receive the procedures they want.
T van Keel (imported) wrote: Sat Apr 24, 2021 7:47 am Exactly one year ago I had my nullification surgery!
Somehow unbelievable how fast time flies. The first five months as a nullo were not too comfortable, as there developed a stricture quite immediately what caused lots of problems and required a revision. And these problems hindered me from leading a normal life quite a lot. But now everything is ok, despite of some minor aesthetic issues. And life is good now and I enjoy the smoothness down there every single day. No regrets and I can say that all my expectations became true. Really nice feeling!
Congrats on your first full year as a nullo! I'm coming up on my sixth anniversary... I'd not have my cock back even if I could. I LOVE being a nullo!
You had the same complication I had. I'm sad I went through that as my original urinary opening after the penectomy was quite sensitive, but I have to be able to pee! So revision it was, but not with a lot of sensation. I can still have orgasms though, so not all is lost!
How are things with your life? Getting pleasure from your new body, all past the difficulties?
It's really a little bit weird, as the lack of genitalia felt absolutely normal from the very first moment. It really seems that my brain was really born wether male nor female. I'm really a litte bit surprised that having no penis feels so normal, I never had such a deep feeling of being "normal" before the nullification. Strange, but true.
Quality of life improved a lot, especially after the revision of the reroute. I simply don't have to think all the time about how I could get rid of my parts down there anymore. That's a big relief. Touching myself is now more enjoyable, even though there is not much sensitivity left. The urinary opening (or the end of the uretra itself) is quite sensitive, and some litte area around the openings seems to be, too. In january I had almost an orgasm completely by accident, a few weeks later I tried it, but without any success. Seems I still didn't find the right spots or ways of stimulation. But that doesn't bother me much, as having less need for sexual activities was one of my goals. My libido is now way less than before the nullification, even though my testosterone level ist currently higher, but still within normal range.
All in all I'm very happy and enjoy the new body. You notice there's more space between the legs, but that's really comfortable. Activities like cycling benefit from that. So far I made no negative experiences. Removing the penis is a quite big barrier in your mind, but in my case it showed that living without a penis is not only possible, but even better. Penis and balls are superfluous or even disturbing in most situations of daily life, at least in my life.But keep in mind: ymmv!
It's really a little bit weird, as the lack of genitalia felt absolutely normal from the very first moment. It really seems that my brain was really born wether male nor female. I'm really a litte bit surprised that having no penis feels so normal, I never had such a deep feeling of being "normal" before the nullification. Strange, but true.
Quality of life improved a lot, especially after the revision of the reroute. I simply don't have to think all the time about how I could get rid of my parts down there anymore. That's a big relief. Touching myself is now more enjoyable, even though there is not much sensitivity left. The urinary opening (or the end of the uretra itself) is quite sensitive, and some litte area around the openings seems to be, too. In january I had almost an orgasm completely by accident, a few weeks later I tried it, but without any success. Seems I still didn't find the right spots or ways of stimulation. But that doesn't bother me much, as having less need for sexual activities was one of my goals. My libido is now way less than before the nullification, even though my testosterone level ist currently higher, but still within normal range.
All in all I'm very happy and enjoy the new body. You notice there's more space between the legs, but that's really comfortable. Activities like cycling benefit from that. So far I made no negative experiences. Removing the penis is a quite big barrier in your mind, but in my case it showed that living without a penis is not only possible, but even better. Penis and balls are superfluous or even disturbing in most situations of daily life, at least in my life.But keep in mind: ymmv!
Hey @T van Keel,
First, congratulations. I know you did all the work before your surgery. Still, the possibility of regrets is still there for MtN surgery. I think that the effort you put in prior to surgery shows.
Kristoff would have to approve it. You write so well that I think an account based on "What it was like, what happened, and what it is like now" would make a great sticky note in the forums. So many people ask questions that you have the answers to and your experience, strength and hope would help.
First, congratulations. I know you did all the work before your surgery. Still, the possibility of regrets is still there for MtN surgery. I think that the effort you put in prior to surgery shows.
Kristoff would have to approve it. You write so well that I think an account based on "What it was like, what happened, and what it is like now" would make a great sticky note in the forums. So many people ask questions that you have the answers to and your experience, strength and hope would help.
Again, happy re-birth day.
TMFL
I would be delighted if TVK wrote up such a biography, complete with social and personality issues, as well as the physical conditions. It would make a great reference article, and would certainly be worthy of being a "sticky" article. I encourage such writing.
It's really a little bit weird, as the lack of genitalia felt absolutely normal from the very first moment. It really seems that my brain was really born wether male nor female. I'm really a litte bit surprised that having no penis feels so normal, I never had such a deep feeling of being "normal" before the nullification. Strange, but true.
Quality of life improved a lot, especially after the revision of the reroute. I simply don't have to think all the time about how I could get rid of my parts down there anymore. That's a big relief. Touching myself is now more enjoyable, even though there is not much sensitivity left. The urinary opening (or the end of the uretra itself) is quite sensitive, and some litte area around the openings seems to be, too. In january I had almost an orgasm completely by accident, a few weeks later I tried it, but without any success. Seems I still didn't find the right spots or ways of stimulation. But that doesn't bother me much, as having less need for sexual activities was one of my goals. My libido is now way less than before the nullification, even though my testosterone level ist currently higher, but still within normal range.
All in all I'm very happy and enjoy the new body. You notice there's more space between the legs, but that's really comfortable. Activities like cycling benefit from that. So far I made no negative experiences. Removing the penis is a quite big barrier in your mind, but in my case it showed that living without a penis is not only possible, but even better. Penis and balls are superfluous or even disturbing in most situations of daily life, at least in my life.But keep in mind: ymmv!
I join congratulations! Once I had similar feelings. And it is valid: "
T van Keel (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 25, 2021 4:35 am
Penis and balls are superfluous or even disturbing in most situations of daily life, at least in my life
". For example, being engaged in taekwondo I felt unpunished at a sparring:).
T van Keel (imported) wrote: Sat Apr 24, 2021 7:47 am Exactly one year ago I had my nullification surgery!
Somehow unbelievable how fast time flies.
Congrats on your progress. Just passed 18 months for my nullification. Fortunately I had zero complications and I had some revision surgery about 5 months ago to make it more flat. I had liposuction to remove the mons pubis and it's way better. I may have a little more removed still. I have another consult with my plastic surgeon in just over a month and he's willing to take a little more yet. I'm still having electrolysis and I love the totally smooth skin with no stubble or hair.
Glad things are going well for you. Thanks for the update.
Exactly one year ago I had my nullification surgery! 
I can still have orgasms though, so not all is lost!