New Adventure

[seanthomas (imported)]

I'd recently asked a gay friend if gay men would be interested in dating a Eunuch. He is in a relationship but has hooked me up with one of his friends. Date tonight. It's been over twenty five years since I was last with a man. Until recently I had not been really interested enough to pursue it, but I think starting estradiol recently as well as encouraging my wife to explore her gay side, well, it's been on my mind increasingly.

Jeez...... I feel like a schoolgirl on her first date.

[TopManFL (imported)]

I'd recently asked a gay friend if gay men would be interested in dating a Eunuch. He is in a relationship but has hooked me up with one of his friends. Date tonight. It's been over twenty five years since I was last with a man. Until recently I had not been really interested enough to pursue it, but I think starting estradiol recently as well as encouraging my wife to explore her gay side, well, it's been on my mind increasingly.

Jeez...... I feel like a schoolgirl on her first date.

I would wish you good luck - but, you already have it. I would tell you to be yourself - but, you already are. So, I'll just tell you to have fun - because, that is what going out with someone is all about.

[Cseriess (imported)]

That's awesome. Hope you had fun. Hope your wife is supportive.

[seanthomas (imported)]

Well it was fun and I'm glad I did it. But something was missing and although physically satisfying I left feeling unsettled. Perhaps comparing it to a time I was much younger and full of raging hormones diminished the experience. Perhaps returning to a woman I love passionately left a shadow over the affair. Yet if nothing else it now gives the wife and I a commonality of experience on which to explore our own relationship. And then today I reflect on the time, effort and energy involved in pursuing a polygamous relationship - gay or not.

[The Maintaner (imported)]

Well it was fun and I'm glad I did it. But something was missing and although physically satisfying I left feeling unsettled. Perhaps comparing it to a time I was much younger and full of raging hormones diminished the experience. Perhaps returning to a woman I love passionately left a shadow over the affair. Yet if nothing else it now gives the wife and I a commonality of experience on which to explore our own relationship. And then today I reflect on the time, effort and energy involved in pursuing a polygamous relationship - gay or not.

;)One Time is not going to be the answer. You will need more. Ernie of Maine:)

[seanthomas (imported)]

;)One Time is not going to be the answer. You will need more. Ernie of Maine:)

Yeah, we shall see. Truth is, a man inherently knows how to satisfy a man and now having revisited being with another guy I'm reminded of how gratifying the sex can be. First the fellow has to call me back and if he does, I'll decide then. If he simply wanted the novelty of being with a Eunuch once he may not.

[Stevenator (imported)]

I read your last two blog posts as if I was writing them. I’m glad you finally satisfied your curiosity, as I know it’s been on your mind for a while.

[Losethem (imported)]

Yeah, we shall see. Truth is, a man inherently knows how to satisfy a man and now having revisited being with another guy I'm reminded of how gratifying the sex can be. First the fellow has to call me back and if he does, I'll decide then. If he simply wanted the novelty of being with a Eunuch once he may not.

That is something you need to watch for and I've had plenty of guys use me as a tourist attraction. Sometimes I just wanted my basic male needs met and was ok with it, other times it was hurtful. Just keep in mind often that will happen and it may take time to find a reliable male partner.

[seanthomas (imported)]

I dawned on me this week that estrogen therapy has turned me into a woman. No, it's not the boobs but feeling like a girl when waiting for my "boyfriend" to call me. Yes, mildly neurotic. Well he did call and invited me to play golf this weekend. Problem is, I'm a horrible golfer but I love riding around in the cart. So with the condition he accept my low aptitude for the game I agreed. Sex aside, I could see just being a buddy with the fellow.

[Stevenator (imported)]

That means you get to drive the cart, look cute and fetch the beers. Be sure to wear your kilt!