Desire for castration

[erikboy (imported)]

It is certainly quite individual, but I have noticed a pattern that after stopping chemical castration, it takes in average 6 months for castration desire to return. Thought about getting castrated appeals again and feels difficult to resist. While during the first 2 months of castration when all negative effects are strongest there might an opposite desire, to stop it. I wonder why this castration desire returns? Although sex drive returns fully already much earlier. While loss of libido is freeing and enjoyable, return of strenght and stamina is also enjoyable. Funny. I have read that there are some steroids that work as steroids on muscle and bone, but do not activate sax centers in brain. May be scientist are able to develope a castration drug with very little side effects in the future.

[DerKastrierte (imported)]

I never got rid of the wish to be castrated for my whole life what means the I finally will go for it. At least I won't long again for castration when I'M finally done!