My third chemcastration trial

[Cseriess (imported)]

trying to understand why guys keep going back and doing second and third chemical castrations sets. is it just a way to feel castrated rather than doing it?

Read my reply in the other thread where you asked this question.

[experiment (imported)]

Don't let personal reasons stand in the way of achieving your dream of being a eunuch. Stick with it and don't give up. Nothing is more important. Everything else is secondary. Definitely try it again asap. Once again don't give up.

I am unable to consider it for the present due to family circumstances. There may be a point in time when I no longer have a need to be male driven to maintain my male sexuality and I can try an extended period on chemical castration to see if it is the right path for me. The experience of not being controlled by male stimulations and arousals probably would be beneficial for me. I look forward to that opportunity

[mattman59 (imported)]

I am unable to consider it for the present due to family circumstances. There may be a point in time when I no longer have a need to be male driven to maintain my male sexuality and I can try an extended period on chemical castration to see if it is the right path for me. The experience of not being controlled by male stimulations and arousals probably would be beneficial for me. I look forward to that opportunity

I understand. I just want what is best for you. Good luck.

[Delleunuch (imported)]

Severe physical loss and very much fatigue were the main reasons to stop me from taking it.I want to be a eunuc, but low physical strength and too easy fatigue make my life very uncomfortable.

Long-term medication is a great burden on the liver，I have been out of medicine for three days now。

[erikboy (imported)]

T +6 or a full week now.

It looks like every chemcastration trial feels different.

Changes so far:

Erections: no daytime and morning erections. Last one was 2 days ago. It takes more time and effort to get hard. Also, my penis is much less responsive. Porn wouldn't make it hard. It needs manual stimulation to get hard.

Orgasm: yesturday I had none. 2 days ago 1 orgsm, 3 days ago 2 orgasms, 4 days ago 3 orgasms. Yesturday I tried to have an orgasm, but I gave up. We'll see what coming days will bring.

Sex-drive: it isn't gone yet, but is readuced. I don't feel that constant buzz anymore, that is nice.

negative effects:

insomnia started on third day. I just couldn't fall asleep. When I close my eyes, my brain starts to generate various and very different images, while they are clear and detailed. Like a crazy cartoon. But today I somehow managed to sleep quite well.

I started to experience muscle weakness about 2 days ago. It is like I want to run up the staircase like I usually do, but then I notice my muscles barely handle that and become little painful.

I feel slower when I walk, but I try to upkeep my previous pace.

About tiredness... There is something different, but I haven't experienced any real tiredness. Mostly related to a bad sleep.

There were brief moments of brainfog, but it disapeared.

hot flashes: I don't consider them negative, as they aren't too bad. I've had only warm waves starting from day 2. None yesturday. And serious cold shiver 3 days ago. My temperature regulation has gotten worse, that is for sure.

Previously, before I started Androcur, I complained breast tenderness and growth. Tenderness is gone now.

I have been physically very active

last weeks. It is almost like a training what I do. It would sound crazy, but I have lost 4kg of weight with the help of changing my eating times. We'll see how I manage loose weight as eunuch. But my blood pressure is little lower now and my heart rate is slower. Ideally I want to loose 10 more kg. So, there is some room for loosing weight. I have done that before. So I know it wont be easy to keep regimen of eating. And forcing myself out of house. Probably my motivation gets weaker. We'll see how I cope with that.

But otherwise I am happy and try to enjoy all the effects.

[erikboy (imported)]

One more interesting thing: Post coital tristesse is gone. I don't feel it anymore. As I did not feel it during my previous castration. It took me to return to T and start a new trial to notice that.

[erikboy (imported)]

T+9 days

All the chemcastration trials feel different. That is strange. I was expecting to have more negative side effects than I have. The first one felt more bad. Perhaps it was because of big unknown.

For example insomnia. It is not as bad as it was during a previous time. Also it seems that it is very personal effect. Many Androcur users do not report that bad insomnia as I am experiencing.

Tiredness so far is much less pronounced than it was during the last time. It manifests mostly in weird muscle weakness feeling. There is some slight brainfog at times, but at the moment I do not feel much different at all, except there is no sexdrive buzz. Which is quite nice.

Yesturday and today I had phantom morning erections. It means it feels like I have one, but in reality there is none. I haven't masturbated for 3 days which already a big difference. There is some weird pain in testicles. And strangely Even these warm waves I had from the days 2-6 are almost gone now.

But there is a big difference compared to all previous chemcastrations.

I have been physically very active

now for 3 weeks. Probably that is why I feel muscle weakness to be the most pronounced negative feeling. Yes it is a feeling not something I have measured. During that period I have lost 4kg of body weight. And I start to believe that being physically fit helps a lot to overcome negative side effects of castration. So far I haven't lost too much endurance. May be my exercises require more effort now, but only little. I haven't developed shortness of breath yet. Also my mind is much more clear and peaceful. Physical activity helps to keep your brain in a good health. That is a long known fact.

Of other good signs my heart rate is lower along with blood pressure. I feel better and sharper without coffee. Which I drink less now.

Damn, when I read it all I wrote, it seems it is too good to be true. We'll see how I will feel after 2 weeks, after a month. Can I keep up with my rather agressive activity. I spend 2-3 hours every day. Some days 4-5 to my activity. I can say that the activity has low intensity most of the times. But I push my pulse up few times.

One more important thing is that you gotta like what you do. Otherwise it lies purely on your willpower which is very limited.

[erikboy (imported)]

T +12 days

It seems like I am starting to have problems with being out of breath. Discovered that yesturday while was climbing uphill. I did not feel like my legs were tired, vice versa, my legs were happily running up hill while there seemed to be not enough air for my lungs. Normally my legs got tired at least little bit before I started to breath heavily.

Today I had that weird feeling. Like I had lost all the happiness in the world. For no reason. I guess it might be because of lowered dopamine in brain that gets reduced as T reduces.

As I recognized that feeling from previous trial and have at least some logical explanation, I did not feel bad. I think that many people start to feel first signs of depression. Many stop chemcastration at this point as it does not feel funny anymore. Certainly most people feel somerhing negative. People are different.

I know from previous experience that one month from now I will feel it difficult to continue with chemcastration. Then it will get better. Brain is able to compensate lower dopamine level somehow to some degree.

But things are much better than last time. I suspect it is because of my physical activity. And that despite my bad sleep I still manage to get enough rest. I haven't felt as much tiredness as I did last time.

Today morning there was no morning wood. I tried to masturbate, but I failed. Only 2 weeks ago I had raging hard on in the middle of the day. Nice progress.

Yesturday I was able to have an orgasm after 5 consecutive days without.

[experiment (imported)]

Just curious, was the orgasm as intense as a "normal" one? Was the volume of the ejaculate and consistency the same as before T + 12 days s well? My own experience at that time frame showed definite signs the effects were in progress, volume down, watery ejaculate and weak contractions. Thanks.

[erikboy (imported)]

Orgasm felt different, but not drastically different. You should take into account that 5 days had passed since last one. Penis hardness was less. Ejaculate amount seemed to be normal. But looked more yellowish and more watery. Intensity was different. May be less than it should have been after 5d. Pause.