Penectomy fantasies

[Penectomy Fantasy (imported)]

Hey, just thought i'd do this and see how it goes. I've been having penectomy and glansectomy fantasies for a couple of years now. Lately i've also been fantasizing hardcore about getting breast implants. I've wanted tits for ages. I love editing my face onto images of women and loooove seeing myself dickless and/or with tits.

I'm not sure if i'll go through with it but fuck me, the thought of being internally frustrated is so hot. The humiliation would be intensely erotic. Same with getting fake tits. Being publicly humiliated 24/7 with no way to hide it with huge fake tits would be incredible. I suppose I get off on regret a lot too. I've done some super risky things before and sometimes I slip up but the regret makes me hotter.

[Cut_Rose (imported)]

Maybe you just hate your masculinity?

I relate somewhat to your experience. I wanted to be “forced” feminized, “forced” penectomized, etc. For some reason it was easier for me to cope with untreated gender dysphoria by channeling it through BDSM fantasies which I did for years.

Now I have real tits, am dickless with a female face (thanks to facial feminization surgeries) a female voice (thanks to voice feminization surgery) plus I now have a vagina that gets wet and very sensitive clit. Being a girl for real rulz!!!

[Penectomy Fantasy (imported)]

I would love to be female somedays but I kinda like having my balls too. I dunno, I know it works for a lot of people but I enjoy feeling these things from a male perspective more than if I were full on female. I feel like if I went full female i'd lose a lot of what makes it exciting for me. For instance, I want breasts badly. I've wanted tits since I was like 13 years old. But I don't feel like I need to be a woman to have them.

I totally get it though, being a girl looks fun but I don't think going full one way is for me. I like tiptoeing in between I guess. I dunno if I even want my dick removed but the thought of it is thrilling. Seeing myself with a vagina is kinda hot in pics but it seems like a lot to take care of compared to the basic male package. And again I do really like having balls.

I can see the appeal of being a full woman though, for sure.

[seanthomas (imported)]

How funny that as a non-voluntary Eunuch as my penis began to shrink my breast began to grow due to the absence of testosterone. Both caused some degree of anxiety as I not only like being a male but would make one ugly ass woman. However, as much as I like being male I recently began using estradiol hormone replacement for health reasons, as me and testosterone replacement never seemed to play well together. My breast are still small (an A-cup) but growing and I wear a bra to hide them when out in public. Further, I just spent a chunk of money on treatment to restore my sexually useless and withering penis back to normal size and as a bonus got some function back.

Anyway, sounds to me like you have some form of gender dysphoria and hopefully you can work your way to a physical state that matches your desires. Just be careful what you wish for as it can easily come true.