Changing relationship to penis

[Poor_pup_no_balls (imported)]

Lately I find an increased interest in nullification.

[keyman419 (imported)]

Having just been nullified 2 weeks ago, I was rather amazed at how fast I lost the image in my mind of what my penis and balls looked like. I can put rather vivid images of lots of things from my memory but my penis seems to have faded fast. Since surgery I have a certain sense of peace and as if some sexual pressure has been released. I didn't know what to expect tbh. Overall I'm very pleased with the end result, my surgeon did a fabulous job with a straight incision that should disappear very quickly and more importantly my brain also seems happy. I'm on T and have no interested in orgasm. Maybe down the road but I'm a very asexual person, hence the surgery.

I hope everyone who is nullified gets to feel the same positive energy that I'm experiencing. I'm glad I've done it and so far, no regrets.

[Nidaho Rachel (imported)]

It's great that things are going the way that you were hoping for.!

[SuperBald (imported)]

I have a similar experience. I stopped using me penis for sexual pleasure awhile ago. In fact, it stays locked in a cage on a permanent basis (just get unlocked for clean-up). A few times a year, I would unlock it a try to get an erection and masturbate. This is getting virtually impossible. The more I don't want to use my penis for sex, the less I can get a hard-on. Last week, I tried very hard, even using a vibrator. After an hour and ample stimulation from the Internet, watching photos of nullos, I did get off, but me penis stayed semi-soft, and I had almost no orgasm. It was essentially milking, the liquid came out and that was it. I think this is the last time I am trying this. It will stay locked for good. Long term denial proves that I don't miss it. Ideally I would like it gone. I might as well just keep a pee-hole and not have this thing between my leg. The look would be cleaner and my body would match how it should be.

[SuperBald (imported)]

This is awesome. I am happy for you. I will be seeking a similar outcome.

[Jerrbear (imported)]

I feel the same. I’m locked also and the last time I tried to have an orgasm it took over 45 minutes, I didn’t get hard and it was painful when it happened. While I’m locked, my balls feel like they are just in the way.

I am trying to find a way to become the nullo I know I am supposed to be.

[black1980 (imported)]

Having just been nullified 2 weeks ago, I was rather amazed at how fast I lost the image in my mind of what my penis and balls looked like. I can put rather vivid images of lots of things from my memory but my penis seems to have faded fast. Since surgery I have a certain sense of peace and as if some sexual pressure has been released. I didn't know what to expect tbh. Overall I'm very pleased with the end result, my surgeon did a fabulous job with a straight incision that should disappear very quickly and more importantly my brain also seems happy. I'm on T and have no interested in orgasm. Maybe down the road but I'm a very asexual person, hence the surgery.

I hope everyone who is nullified gets to feel the same positive energy that I'm experiencing. I'm glad I've done it and so far, no regrets.

Is that what Eunuch calm is like?

[Valery_V (imported)]

Is that what Eunuch calm is like?

I have similar feelings.

It's like I was born that way.

True, I have never suffered from increased sexuality .

I treated removal of genitals at me quite calmly.

I had no regrets and no sense of loss...