Begoneboy (imported) wrote: Mon Mar 11, 2019 2:40 pm
While it may be said by many that I present rather female. The truth of the matter is that I don't try to present anything. I am just living as me. To be sure, my body shape probably projects something that I don't attempt to project. Yes, I wear a skirt at times (easier to make water on the side of the rode) as well as my favorite style of custom made jeans most of the time. I don't cut my hair since I once lost it all do to medical treatment and vowed never to cut it again. So I put it up in rubber bands to keep out of my eyes. Ever rode a motorcycle with long hair beating your eyes to death? I've never worn any sort of make-up and wouldn't know how. If I seem to be female to some I must have one of the most butch female looks on the planet from my point of view. But then again, rarely do we see ourselves as others do. Again, I am just me!
Thank you for this response.
You give me hope in that "I am just me."
I can better live as me as I get better at understanding and loving me.
I do love my journey and I do love my breasts and someday soon, probably after the virus is dealt with, I will need that mammogram as my doctor has placed it in my needed tests category.
Some days I am a boy and somedays I am a girl and as time moves along, my breasts are getting hard to hide.
Through it all, I am finally becomming me.
Aj