Loving' my Boobs

[2barbells (imported)]

If breasts grow large enough and begin to sag, the crease that forms just underneath can be tested to see if it can hold a horizontal pencil. That's one criterion some cite as when a girl needs a bra.

PM should work. I received a message last week.

Thanks! I figured it was something like that but wanted to make sure.

[Robert567 (imported)]

Before i came be Transgender Woman was guy with Boobs. I do like my big Titties i them when i was man now as a woman them more.

[notsomanly (imported)]

Before i came be Transgender Woman was guy with Boobs. I do like my big Titties i them when i was man now as a woman them more.

Even with low T and taking female hormones, I still feel pretty much the same guy as always, just better. Nobody would suspect that I'm not the reasonably manly guy I appear on the outside, but I've long been aware that I have some feminine personality traits and they've gotten stronger while most of my undesirable male traits are reduced. Not sure if I'll ever feel like becoming a transgender woman, but I wouldn't fight it if it comes. If I do I'll already have boobs. Did you always know or did becoming female just sneak up on you?

[Stevenator (imported)]

I’m kind of in the same boat as NSM. All guy on the outside, bra & panties, hair free with boobs underneath. I was running a chainsaw the other day. I stacked about 1/2 cord of wood. Granted, I get really tired, really fast now, but I wouldn’t change nothing for the world. I have zero illusions that I’d ever “pass”, so I don’t even entertain such a silly notion. I’m just me. I adore the feel of my viscous nightgowns. I wear skirts 365 days a year, unless it’s brutally cold. I took to wearing kilts in public last year. I hated changing from my skirts to pants just to run to the store. I’m now having to wear a bra every day now. So much so that I now feel naked without it. Before I could somewhat camouflage my profile without a bra. Mainly button-up shirts. Now I don’t care. I’m wearing my bra everywhere I go now. Tight shirts only accentuate my curves. It will be interesting next summer with my kilts, and bra. But, I do strike a manly appearance, on the whole. My gait & mannerisms, etc. Any notice of myboobs in mybra only result on confused looks in other people’s faces. To me this is comical. I don’t ‘act’ girly and I never will. Another thing that amuses me is now that I’ve been wearing my padded bra daily for several months, even with tight shirts with my wife on public errands, shopping, around the house, etc. Although she’s obviously known about my growing boobs for several years, the obvious larger bustline in a padded bra is starting to show subliminal effects on her with acceptance & “our” normalcy. I wore a tight t-shirt and my padded bra the other day. I was obviously showing curves. My wife was out with friends and I got a text from her saying they were coming home, and to get dressed because they were coming in. That was my code to change out of myskirt. I could see the look of consternation & worry when she saw myboobs, but I never carried on any different, and her friends did not seem to notice or care. I mention that as it’s my perception that if I act like a normal guy, then no one bats an eye. Sometimes I get a confused look, but with mybelly & the prevalence of bigger & bigger man boobs these days, I can see the rationale being worked in other people’s minds. I guess what I’m saying is I tend to get away with myboobs & bra more better because I don’t have a feminine public persona. I wear overalls all the time. I’m most likely to be seen in the summer covered in dirt & sweat from working in the yard & garden. But, I’m reeeally enjoying & getting used to wearing my bra wherever I go now. I’ve been doing it for over three months, so now mywife sees it as part of my normal day to day attire. Over time it seems to be a slow conditioning for her. That makes it easier on me. LoL. Because I’m seriously considering HRT/implants & very possibly an oriecthomy in retirement. I have zero desires to try to look femme. I’m more in tune to bull dyke lesbians, tbh. So I definitely have something to look fwd to. I’m the meantime, I’ll continue my natural breast enlargement with my herbs, and slowly building my feminine wardrobe. I choose kilts that look like tennis skirts. I hate bulky, over-the-top overtly manly kilts that go out if their way to distinguish themselves away from any semblance of a skirt. I prefer kilts that look like a cross between shorts & a skirt. I apologize for the rambling post, but myboobs have finally filled out. I believe I’ve reached my peak growth, unfortunately at a B-cup. That’s why I’m considering augmentation. It’s going to be about five years away, and tbh, I probably would wait until my immediate family was no longer in a position to pass judgment. Work, too, for that matter. I’ll still dress as a man in public, but at home, I adore my smooth body, b-cup boobs, bra’s, panties & night gowns. I do want bigger boobs though. Lordy, I do. Nothing cartoonish, but certainly more bigger, suited to my frame. B-cups look small on me. They’re a handful, but still too small for me. I apologize about the rambling post. It’s a rainy cold day here. Time for a cigar.

[GordonGG (imported)]

What a beautiful post Stevenator. Way to go. To hell with anyone else, we got to live our lives as we see fit. I too wear kilts and skirts but only every once in a while. I'm growing some boobage too, but so far just about an A cup. My wife hates it when I wear a bra, of course I don't really need one yet. Hopefully some time in the future, and maybe by then she'll be more open to it.

Keep on keeping on!

[Begoneboy (imported)]

While I've made a lot of errors along my eunuch journey (to what may be my point of view) I truly enjoy reading you fellows remarks and comments about breast growth. That wasn't my goal but it happened over time. I was able to embrace it eventually and in doing so became a better person in my opinion. I especially enjoy the remark by Stevenator of cutting firewood. I do the same. And even more so the remark about time for a cigar since I enjoy the pleasure every chance I get at the end of a day sitting around with other guys. Granted, they don't see me as a male but accept me as one of the guys. Those would be other folks at bike rally's, up in the woods or out shooting. Thank you all for making me feel at home with these things hanging on me.

[Stevenator (imported)]

Thank you Triple-G & BGB. I sometimes feel out of place posting here because it’s mainly a site for Eunuchs. My wife could swear I was one already though. LoL. Susan’s is too militant for me. I cross-post one one of the NBE sites for feminizing with herbs. Some of the folks at the skirt cafe are jerks and I don’t really post anywhere else. I’ll say this, when any male tries to grow boobs, the boy bits *will* suffer. I’ve been assaulting my gonads for about four years now. I’m extremely interested in how other members of this site pitched voluntary oriecthomy to their spouse. Aside from my interest in TG goes back to early childhood, I’ve never wanted to transition. I just don’t think it would look good on me. I have however been interested in the other 99% part of it. I spent a good 15-25 years in a mostly gay/bi lifestyle. So much so I came very close to coming out as gay, several times. “They say my mammy left me, the day that she had me. She hit the road, and never once looked back. And I just thought I’d mention, that my Grandma’s old age pension, is the reason I’m standing here today” ..... I love that song. It fits me to a T. I was surrounded by my slightly older female cousins as a child. Raised by my Grandmother, I’ve been drawn to older women, ever since. I only had sex with boys as a teen, so yeah, it’s no surprise that I’m sitting here now wearing a nightgown, bra & panties. I’ve been wearing panties on/off for decades, but only in the last couple of years has it been full time. I initially eased the wife into my CD with a request for lounging kilts and/or modest skirts

. I used to have huge balls, and

I hated the binding from pajamas & briefs, so she cut out the legs of two pairs of gym shorts, and bought me two cheap A-Line skirts from the thrift shop. That was seven years ago. My desires for mild TG increased and I sought out natural breast enlargement, and started shaving my legs again, which lead me to a Home IPL Laser. Best decision EVER. While I really do not want to ever try to publicly transition, I’ll most likely develop/maintain as androgynous as I can. I ordered 120 capsules of Cimetidine the other day. I’m going to hit my nuts hard again soon. While my initial dosing of Cimetidine shocked me at how quickly my bits shrank, I quit right away. That was over three months ago. While initially cessation of Cimetidine did not result in any recovery in size, I kept wanting to try more. I finally broke down a few days ago and ordered more. At the time I realized that I am finally recovering size, so while it took several months, recovery is possible. FWIW, Vitamin B-12 has been listed many times in medical studies as an Antidote for Cimetidine induced Leydig Cell Apoptosis. So, I’m about to start assaulting the gonads again with Cimetidine Chemical Castration. I have 12 acres of land and it is hard work taking care of this property. From cutting down trees, to planting (lots) of ornamental trees, clearing scrub growth, tending to the vegetable garden, dealing with carrion, to just mowing this vast lawn .... Someone has to do it. So, the more I change myself, the harder all that gets to do. Add on that and my wife recently spent several weeks in several hospitals and all the inside housework I’ve had to be responsible for the last many months. So, yes, I gleefully wear an apron while I’m doing the housework that needs doing weekly, etc. I do go target practice shooting here and I wish I had a fire pit, I smoke my cigars in the garage or on the front porch. I play guitar, too. Maybe I’ll find a way to perform as TG one day. Who knows. But, I’m looking fwd to blasting Cimetidine again. I greedily await the flood of prolactin and I can’t wait to see how much I’ll be able to shrink the bits. I remember about 20 year’s ago when Brian Zembic made national news about taking a $100,000 bet to get implants for a year, and wound up keeping them for twenty years, or so. I thought, if he can pull it off, so can I! We’ll see what happens, but I can’t see how this desire of mine will diminish in five years time. My long term goal is an improved bustline. Whether via HRT and/or Augmentation, and oriecthomy & scrotectomy. You’ll never see me in wigs, make-up & jewelry. I just want the body I want. Thanks & sorry for the long post. I do love myboobs.

[kristoff]

Thank you Triple-G & BGB. I sometimes feel out of place posting here because it’s mainly a site for Eunuchs. My wife could swear I was one already though. LoL. Susan’s is too militant for me. I cross-post one one of the NBE sites for feminizing with herbs. Some of the folks at the skirt cafe are jerks and I don’t really post anywhere else. I’ll say this, when any male tries to grow boobs, the boy bits *will* suffer. I’ve been assaulting my gonads for about four years now. I’m extremely interested in how other members of this site pitched voluntary oriecthomy to their spouse. Aside from my interest in TG goes back to early childhood, I’ve never wanted to transition. I just don’t think it would look good on me. I have however been interested in the other 99% part of it. I spent a good 15-25 years in a mostly gay/bi lifestyle. So much so I came very close to coming out as gay, several times. “They say my mammy left me, the day that she had me. She hit the road, and never once looked back. And I just thought I’d mention, that my Grandma’s old age pension, is the reason I’m standing here today” ..... I love that song. It fits me to a T. I was surrounded by my slightly older female cousins as a child. Raised by my Grandmother, I’ve been drawn to older women, ever since. I only had sex with boys as a teen, so yeah, it’s no surprise that I’m sitting here now wearing a nightgown, bra & panties. I’ve been wearing panties on/off for decades, but only in the last couple of years has it been full time. I initially eased the wife into my CD with a request for lounging kilts and/or modest skirts

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. I used to have huge balls, and

I hated the binding from pajamas & briefs, so she cut out the legs of two pairs of gym shorts, and bought me two cheap A-Line skirts from the thrift shop. That was seven years ago. My desires for mild TG increased and I sought out natural breast enlargement, and started shaving my legs again, which lead me to a Home IPL Laser. Best decision EVER. While I really do not want to ever try to publicly transition, I’ll most likely develop/maintain as androgynous as I can. I ordered 120 capsules of Cimetidine the other day. I’m going to hit my nuts hard again soon. While my initial dosing of Cimetidine shocked me at how quickly my bits shrank, I quit right away. That was over three months ago. While initially cessation of Cimetidine did not result in any recovery in size, I kept wanting to try more. I finally broke down a few days ago and ordered more. At the time I realized that I am finally recovering size, so while it took several months, recovery is possible. FWIW, Vitamin B-12 has been listed many times in medical studies as an Antidote for Cimetidine induced Leydig Cell Apoptosis. So, I’m about to start assaulting the gonads again with Cimetidine Chemical Castration. I have 12 acres of land and it is hard work taking care of this property. From cutting down trees, to planting (lots) of ornamental trees, clearing scrub growth, tending to the vegetable garden, dealing with carrion, to just mowing this vast lawn .... Someone has to do it. So, the more I change myself, the harder all that gets to do. Add on that and my wife recently spent several weeks in several hospitals and all the inside housework I’ve had to be responsible for the last many months. So, yes, I gleefully wear an apron while I’m doing the housework that needs doing weekly, etc. I do go target practice shooting here and I wish I had a fire pit, I smoke my cigars in the garage or on the front porch. I play guitar, too. Maybe I’ll find a way to perform as TG one day. Who knows. But, I’m looking fwd to blasting Cimetidine again. I greedily await the flood of prolactin and I can’t wait to see how much I’ll be able to shrink the bits. I remember about 20 year’s ago when Brian Zembic made national news about taking a $100,000 bet to get implants for a year, and wound up keeping them for twenty years, or so. I thought, if he can pull it off, so can I! We’ll see what happens, but I can’t see how this desire of mine will diminish in five years time. My long term goal is an improved bustline. Whether via HRT and/or Augmentation, and oriecthomy & scrotectomy. You’ll never see me in wigs, make-up & jewelry. I just want the body I
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want. Thanks & sorry for the long post. I do love myboobs.

Please use paragraphs. Posts like this are quite difficult to read.

[thoughtful1998 (imported)]

So far, seven months after being castrated, my body is growing more shapely so i could tell i've little tits, more round hips. Made periodical controls on my hormones' level, and it's lower, but it seems to be stabilized (adrenal testosterone production). So it seems' i've the body of a girl with tiny breast and a "jumping" clit and yes, i love it so much. My master loves it too; it seems he likes i've a softier body to grope and spank.

My first Christmas with "natural-grown" titties on my chest and balls only on the Christmas tree was very hot.

[notsomanly (imported)]

Today I gave myself the gift of an incredible orgasm using only nipple stimulation. No need of any visual stimulation and it was a different kind of eroticism. It didn't involve even thoughts of sex with another person. I simply enjoyed the pleasurable sensation of rubbing my nipples moistened with body lotion. I was in no hurry to reach climax. I knew it would happen eventually, but the journey was amazing in itself. As my breasts continue to mature, they are becoming more sensitive and what started with sensation mostly in the nipples has been spreading to the areolas and the breasts themselves. My skin has been becoming softer and more sensuous to the touch. Being on female hormones has been a wonder.