TgEunuch (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 15, 2019 3:57 am
You mentioned that you feel (and look) more younger than your age, travel writer Jan Morris in her 1974 book "Conundrum: From James to Jan..." noticed during her transition that many people commented how much younger she looked? Is Estrogen the Fountain of Youth or not having Testosterone flowing through you less stressful for your body and your mind?
ps: Thanks for sharing a photo of you, you present very well as a female and no one would guess that you are a ex-male.
Thank you for the compliment. Wow! What a blast from the past. That very book "Conundrum" gave me the sense that all would be ok in life. I must've read it 4 or 5 times during my twenties when it first was available. I Identified on so many levels from Jame's early childhood memories that something was not right as well as her sense of adventure of mountain climbing. While I didn't do the mountain climbing mine was sailing which afforded me plenty of time away from people to be insulated from so many doubts that society constantly forces upon those who are different. Everybody who has gender doubt should read the book.
And it's a great question as to whether estrogen or the lack of testosterone or both or just simply staying active and stress free helps us to feel younger. I personally think that we are kept feeling younger when we stay the course in achieving all of our life's goals. And of course we typically look the way we feel. When we FEEL haggard we look haggard or feel happy we look happy etc so it stands to reason that when we feel younger we look younger.
Begoneboy (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 15, 2019 4:39 am
Thank you for the compliment. Wow! What a blast from the past. That very book "Conundrum" gave me the sense that all would be ok in life. I must've read it 4 or 5 times during my twenties when it first was available. I Identified on so many levels from Jame's early childhood memories that something was not right as well as her sense of adventure of mountain climbing. While I didn't do the mountain climbing mine was sailing which afforded me plenty of time away from people to be insulated from so many doubts that society constantly forces upon those who are different. Everybody who has gender doubt should read the book.
And it's a great question as to whether estrogen or the lack of testosterone or both or just simply staying active and stress free helps us to feel younger. I personally think that we are kept feeling younger when we stay the course in achieving all of our life's goals. And of course we typically look the way we feel. When we FEEL haggard we look haggard or feel happy we look happy etc so it stands to reason that when we feel younger we look younger.
You are very welcomed!
I came across "Conundrum" in the mid-80s while I away at college and I wanted to know more, but there was not much available outside the adult/fetish bookstores and no internet.
The kids today are so lucky that there is so many others out there to network with and a ton of information and services to ease one's journey through Genderland.
I came across "Conundrum" in the mid-80s while I away at college and I wanted to know more, but there was not much available outside the adult/fetish bookstores and no internet.
The kids today are so lucky that there is so many others out there to network with and a ton of information and services to ease one's journey through Genderland.
Boy did you hit the nail on the head with how lucky the young folks are today with all that is available. Yes, those days before the internet certainly brought many challenges that have been tamed since it's vast intrusion into our lives. And back then it was pretty much of a pariah to even park on the same block of the few adult book stores that existed. I have never been in an adult book store even to this day. I actually stumbled across the book Conundrum in a library and as a result had to buy a copy. I rather suspect it is available as an online download by now. Fast forward to today and we have wonderful web sites such as this very Eunuch Archive. Oh how I wish I could have read these pages found here back in the day. Not that it would have changed the direction my life took but it would have been so much easier. Well, I may have not abused estrogen had I known of the changes that would eventually happen with my body. Although I have fully embraced who and what I am and would never go back to what was before. I am after all simply me.
BiBikerFL (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 09, 2019 11:49 am
How many other guys here have boobs and love their boob growth like me?
I nicely fill a 38A bra and enjoy them. I just started HRT so they'll grow (I hope) some more. Hopefully, long term use of hormones will also cause permanent sterility.
Begoneboy (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 14, 2019 10:24 am
If you think that's something, wait until they get larger and then you get rid of the penis. After that the orgasm is FAR more intense and totally from within the body. You'll be in for a treat!
While I never imagined the way orgasms effect me prior to nullification and the estrogen having it's way with my body, I've grown to absolutely relish orgasms now. Since I have no idea if this is the way a female feels an orgasm I'm all in on orgasm now. Perhaps a bit too much I might add. And when somebody else is playing with my breasts at the same time they're seeking their own ejaculation through penetration and softly while forcefully caressing the rest of my body I completely lose myself in the moment. And if they happen to be able to keep going? My orgasms will just keep piling one on top of another.
While this may have been a tad over the top on personal explanations, it is one of the very facts of my life since my body has changed through removal of the male junk and abusing estrogen over many years. While I may well be in my early 60s now I feel as though I am in my early 40s sexually speaking. And I don't know? perhaps a little more youthful look as a result. http://tinypic.com/r/24n17jr/9 I'll let others be the judge on that one.
Your orgasms certainly sound like what women describe. I'm also aware that I'll never know how a cis-woman experiences orgasms but I'd love to experience what you describe. I'd probably see my male junk as even less desirable than I do now. Interesting how these transitions lead step-by-step. We really don't have any basis to judge until we've experienced them.
Begoneboy (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 14, 2019 10:24 am
If you think that's something, wait until they get larger and then you get rid of the penis. After that the orgasm is FAR more intense and totally from within the body. You'll be in for a treat!
While I never imagined the way orgasms effect me prior to nullification and the estrogen having it's way with my body, I've grown to absolutely relish orgasms now. Since I have no idea if this is the way a female feels an orgasm I'm all in on orgasm now. Perhaps a bit too much I might add. And when somebody else is playing with my breasts at the same time they're seeking their own ejaculation through penetration and softly while forcefully caressing the rest of my body I completely lose myself in the moment. And if they happen to be able to keep going? My orgasms will just keep piling one on top of another.
While this may have been a tad over the top on personal explanations, it is one of the very facts of my life since my body has changed through removal of the male junk and abusing estrogen over many years. While I may well be in my early 60s now I feel as though I am in my early 40s sexually speaking. And I don't know? perhaps a little more youthful look as a result. http://tinypic.com/r/24n17jr/9 I'll let others be the judge on that one.
I've become a complete convert to evoking orgasm through nipple stimulation. I never think of masturbating with my penis any more. What's really fascinating is that I feel much more receptive to the idea that my breasts could be attractive to someone else, female or male, and that I would let them bring me and my partner to orgasm however they choose. This sounds a bit like what you describe.
Just started taking progesterone, hoping I'm one of the lucky ones who experience accelerated breast development. They're already far enough along that the timing seems good.
Progesterone is definitely helping them fill out. I just experienced my first under-breast sweat accumulation. There's now a nice crease at the bottom where they meet my chest.
Is that an acoustic bass? I play an 8 string tenor guitar.
Progesterone definitely works. I prefer Smokey Mountain Naturals. I alternate Natural Breast Enlargement between Pueraria Mirifica 60 day dosing then Bovine Ovary for two months. Myboobs keep getting bigger, though I think I’m nearing the end of their growth. I’ve been on NBE for about three years now. I love the way estrogens work on my body & brain. It’s wonderful. Red Reishi Mushroom & White Peony are very strong herbal AA’s. RR is stronger at blocking DHT than Spiro, I’m told. They definitely put your dick in the dirt. I’ve got a drawer full of sports bras, but I have no normal bras. I’d love one, though. Im going to need one soon. Going braless is starting to show. I’m getting saggy boobs. Haha.
AnneK_TG (imported) wrote: Sat Apr 20, 2019 10:43 am
I nicely fill a 38A bra and enjoy them. I just started HRT so they'll grow (I hope) some more. Hopefully, long term use of hormones will also cause permanent sterility.
I've been on Estradiol for almost 4 weeks and am definitely getting breast growth. I'll soon be looking for 38B bras!
