Short term shrivelling

[Annual2007 (imported)]

Hi all,

I am a fan of chastity.

However, I have one testicle that didn’t drop fully and was surgically lowered as a youth. From that, it never developed properly and is of an abnormally small size.

This makes wearing ball trap chastity devices very difficult. Unless I wear the tightest ring possible, the small ball always slips out of the ring and becomes painful. This leaves me vulnerable and never able to fully lock myself away for great lengths of time.

I am also uncircumcised so not able to wear PA devices. I could get it done and then have the PA done, but it would take a very long time to come about and would have to be explained to people due to absences etc.

I am also a long time cross dresser, since prepubescents in reality.

I am also increasingly turned on by the idea of shrinking my genitalia and rendering it useful. I am in my mid 30s and have been single for long time and don’t think I shall ever get into a long term relationship due to my complicated sexual orientation.

Because of all of this, I want to chemically castrate myself. Initially short term, hopefully with shrivelling benefits. Potentially long term, depending on how it goes.

I have no use for my seed so am not bothered by sterility, tho I shall miss producing my own semen for consumption lol

What is the best way to go about this? I don’t particularly want to increase any feminine shape to my body, although it wouldn’t be a solid barrier.

Any advice gladly received.

I guess, the main question is, which chemical is best for genital shrinkage and erectile dysfunction?

Please note, I write this with a sound mind and body.

[TopManFL (imported)]

Hey @Annual2007,

Welcome. There is so much information on here it can be a bit confusing. Most importantly is that here on the forum, you'll find some really great advice. Don't confuse that with the fiction section or the chat rooms (chat is great, but also full of fantasy).

http://forums.eunuch.org/showthread.php ... This-First

Is the "sticky" on chem castration. I'd recommend starting there.

[Annual2007 (imported)]

Thanks for the reply and welcome. I’d say the user Wannabesmall is informing me greatly tho there is no shortage of information here.

[Hopeful1 (imported)]

Your story is almost exactly the same as me. Crossdressing since around age 6. I had an orchipexy as a child to bring down an undescended testiclle and it atrophied just like yours except mine moved back up into the abdomen. I did the chemical castration for a while but due to severe pain in the "good" testicle, my doctor finally agreed to do a bilateral castration, removing the painful testicle and the atrophied one from my abdomen. Chemical castration is nice but I much prefer being surgically castrated.

[Annual2007 (imported)]

Oh wow, that is some crazy synergy. Were you ever tempted to have fake ones installed? Did you stop at testicle removal?

[sparkey49 (imported)]

I never wanted fake ones myself! Love not having any it is very comfortable!

[Hopeful1 (imported)]

Oh wow, that is some crazy synergy. Were you ever tempted to have fake ones installed? Did you stop at testicle removal?

No, not at all. When I was little, before puberty, I would push the other one back inside because I liked the look.

[Annual2007 (imported)]

Ah ok. Fair enough.