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JesusA (imported) wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 9:19 pm
2 Are you castrated? (Your answers are important whether you are castrated or not.)
No
3 If you could be born again, what sex would you prefer to be born as? (Male and female are not the only possible answers.)
Nullo, or male
4 If you ARE castrated, at what age were you castrated?
n/a
5 If you had the opportunity to live your life over, at what age would you prefer to have been castrated? (Never is a possibility for some who post here.)
n/a
6 If you are NOT castrated, but wish that you were, what age would you prefer?
16-17. Perhaps 2-3 years later, or maybe even 2-3 years earlier. (castration and penectomy
JesusA (imported) wrote: Tue Dec 18, 2018 9:19 pm
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7 WHY would you prefer castration at that particular age? (This is the piece of information that we most need. The more information you provide, the better.)
I always had a feeling that I'm not really male, but also not female. Today I identify as a non-binary transgender. That's why I don't want to have any genitals. This feeling of being somehow neutral started already during puberty, so that caused me an increasing feeling of discomfort having genitals. So I think an relatively early nullification would have been a good thing, but with T replacement, as I want to have an outwardly male appearance, even though I strongly dislike male body hair.
The exact age I would have wanted to be nullified at is somehow difficult to determine, as it would depend on how much information on castration and (non-binary) transgender would have been availabe to me at that age. Lack of information about these things was a big problem during my youth, so I had no label for my feelings. I simply didn't know there's a way to get the genitals removed and that it's totally OK to have such a desire. What I want to say, if I would have had my current knowledge about these things already in my youth, I'm quite sure that I would have tried to get the surgery during my teenage days already.