"I love the idea of being castrated"

[Hyperion92 (imported)]

Speaking for myself here, my desire seems to come from something like BIID. I used to get terrible anxiety in public about the fact that my stuff was just "hanging" in my pants. I read about tucking on an MTF forum and decided to try it. I now do so every day and am very happy that I can wear comfortable, tight fitting pants without having the terrible anxiety I had previously experienced. I hope what I said makes sense.

[CircItaly (imported)]

very interesting topic. I can speak only for my self, I have just a kink for the idea, sometimes to be castrated, sometimes to do it to someone else. But is just a fantasy, even If I would love have real sex (or a proper relationshop) with a nullo or castrated guys. I'm the one you call wanker, I get it.

I think my brain just coped, in the more functional way, to some sexual abuse I had in my childhood, and I'm fine with that.

[cutnbulls2ox (imported)]

very interesting topic. I can speak only for my self, I have just a kink for the idea, sometimes to be castrated, sometimes to do it to someone else. But is just a fantasy, even If I would love have real sex (or a proper relationshop) with a nullo or castrated guys. I'm the one you call wanker, I get it.

I think my brain just coped, in the more functional way, to some sexual abuse I had in my childhood, and I'm fine with that.

Sorry about you being abused in the past. Glad to hear you are handling it ok now. Castration is one way of controlling your own or any other man s sexuality. Keeping it a fantasy makes you realize how much you enjoy and value your own sexuality, sex drives and abilities. But knowing that can all disappear by castration is a coping mechanism in knowing you can control it if you want to. Some men like controlling the amount of testosterone in their body by removing their balls and going on artificial testosterone that they can choose what level they want in their lives.

Hey wankers unite ! Being a wanker who keeps his balls and his sexuality while he enjoys getting off on castration ideas and fantasy is great !

[veryshyboy1995 (imported)]

I don t think its a dislike of their balls or not feeling they belong on their body. I think most fantasy wankers love and treasure their balls. Its more like an ultimate sacrifice or the ultimate manly loss to lose a dick or your balls. More like risk takers in an extreme form who don t want to die doing cliff climbing or racing cars. They want to triumph over the dangers and risks and still come out whole and fully functioning in spite of risks or having lost their highly valued balls.

If they hated or disliked their balls, it would be no loss to lose them. But the great degree of loss is what turns many wankers on ! That huge loss is the basis of their excitement and fetish. The finality and emasculation is the big risk and turn on for men who love their balls and love sex and having extra high sex drives. Losing all that is the fear, the challenge, the risk, the ultimate price that a sexual male can be forced to pay, short of death !

One perspective from fantasy wankers that is not hating their own balls, but just the opposite extreme of seeing their balls as the engine driving and powering their entire manhood, maleness, sexuality and abilities, all in 2 vulnerable balls !

That was me at the beginning

[kastranja (imported)]

A few words on BIID and transgender.

Transgender is currently used to address (or categorize) people whose sex assigned at birth does not coincide with their experienced gender (the gender they feel). This gender is of course not limited to male and female. Eunuch (or neutrois) is sometimes (or by some people) seen as a third gender, but often only used to describe the state of being castrated. There are people feeling to be genderless or agender (not necessarily wanting to shed with their gonads or genitalia), or feeling their gender changing with time (genderfluid/genderflux) or people that feel to be of a third gender or even more than one at the same time. For all of those, their sex assigned at birth does not coincide with their experienced gender, and thus they can be called or call themselves transgender.

By principle, the statement if one is transgender can only be made by the regading person themselves, not by a medicine or psychologist. Nowadays this is also no longer seen as a disorder (let alone a disease) but more as a variant. To some people, being transgender causes gender dysphoria, and to diminish that, for some (like myself), castration is a viable option.

The boundary to body integrity identity disorder can be be blurred. I think an individual can never grasp all aspects of their motivation, a lot of things might be very deeply buried, internalized, stemming from early childhood and other reasons. It is not yet decided if BIID can or should be seen as disease. There is nor recipe for securely "diagnosing" it, as for being transgender (or trans*). And it can have the same aim, like with castration.