The mind is a powerful thing

[avalon69 (imported)]

So I've been a lurker here for a long time, always had an interest in (chemical) castration.

Since being an active member here, and chatting to a lot of other members, I've noticed that I don't get as hard as I used to. I also get 'hard' just moments before I cum.

I am a chronic masturbator though, for example, today I have spent over 6 hours jerking. One of my reasons for interest in this place is about killing my sex drive so I can spend my time doing more useful things.

But yeah, I'm not getting as hard anymore, I have a fleshlight that I now can't fuck

[cocktamer (imported)]

You want to lower your sex drive, but then get upset because it seems to lower ?

If you still can manage to wank for 6 hours + it must still be pretty high...

be aware that anxiety is a libido killer.... relax, give your body some rest & try again...

[bignutsac (imported)]

i totally get what you are saying, and yes its possible. I don't have very much hardness and can't fuck my fleshlight either but i do still jerk off for many hours its just not a very powerful erection and sometimes i cum a little soft, definitely no diamond cutters. Avalon is basically saying its stopped us from being able to penetrate.

[avalon69 (imported)]

i totally get what you are saying, and yes its possible. I don't have very much hardness and can't fuck my fleshlight either but i do still jerk off for many hours its just not a very powerful erection and sometimes i cum a little soft, definitely no diamond cutters. Avalon is basically saying its stopped us from being able to penetrate.

Kinda scary, but kinda delicious too!

[Ernie of Maine (imported)]

So I've been a lurker here for a long time, always had an interest in (chemical) castration.

Since being an active member here, and chatting to a lot of other members, I've noticed that I don't get as hard as I used to. I also get 'hard' just moments before I cum.

I am a chronic masturbator though, for example, today I have spent over 6 hours jerking. One of my reasons for interest in this place is about killing my sex drive so I can spend my time doing more useful things.

But yeah, I'm not getting as hard anymore, I have a fleshlight that I now can't fuck

How old are you?

[bignutsac (imported)]

its is scary, im 32 and it wont stay very hard now

[avalon69 (imported)]

How old are you?

I'm 27, yeah!

[cocktamer (imported)]

One day i was reading in a bookstore in a medical text book about chemical castration; in it was a discussion on determining the maintenance dose of Androcur to keep a cock down. It did cite a few cases and the dose required. ( 20 - 86 mgr /day ) I found it highly arousing to read this and had a instant hard on...

There where also a few graphs that did show penile activity during the process; starting high, and over a period of 6 -8 weeks going - with a few recovery spikes down to zero...

During the process some cases had twice a dose increase to weaken a powerful cock...

( In fact I have a number of such graphs on my computer, if anyone likes to see them, pm me )

[avalon69 (imported)]

I came last night with a tiny limp dick.... maybe only 10% hard.

I didn't know it was possible to chm wihout being hard.

I don't know if I should keep visiting here. The idea of being impotent for life is kinda scary to me if it's happening in real life. It's super hot if it's fantasy.

[Begoneboy (imported)]

Hey! avalon69

Keep posting as it's often how we vent. While I don't really vent it's so nice to read and share the experiences.

While my body doesn't produce much testosterone (even a cis female produces small amounts) I can still cum.

And in fact do regularly. Remember that it is the prostate gland which produces the physical ejaculation.

While I don't have anything externally to get hard there is always a wave of it deep inside my abdomen.

The pre-ejaculation tension builds slowly deep within bringing on the hard and short breathing and tingling

down the legs and up the back right up until the prostate has orgasm which sends a soft warm liquid soothingly

between my legs.

So what you have described should be considered quite normal with either chemical or physical

castration. Even if the castration included removal of the external portions of the penis as was

done in my case. Remember, if we only have the external pieces removed there still exists the base

so to speak internally.