paring (imported) wrote: Wed Jul 04, 2018 2:26 pm
How many of you guys were threatened by your mothers of cutting your pee pee ?
For whatever unknown reason, as a child, I was always "playing with myself". I would streak around the house nude, which was funnier when I was younger and probably more odd once I reached age 5 or 6. Every time I was alone, my dick was out and I was doing things with it, putting it in places, closing a shower door on it, try to close closet doors on it as much as I could, even holding scissors up to it. I dunno why, it's just something I always did. I clearly remember being around five and tying the string of a helium balloon around it. And I see on EA how kids don't get erections until later but I clearly remember being hard all the time. I have no idea why, or if I'm "deformed" or what it is. I'd be lying if I didn't admit it's given me some form of a complex. But, here I am on EA writing about it all the time like a form of therapy I never had access to when I was younger.
Anyway, to answer your question. My mom did used to warn me I was going to lose my penis if I kept doing stuff with it. I guess either I never believed her because I continued the abuse, or in my mind I wanted to see what I could do with it if it actually did come off. I used to have dreams about it coming off in my hands, and they were always fun or exciting dreams - never really scared me. I already know, I'm really weird.