The life and struggles of a Southern Eunuch.

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The other day I prayed for my employer's stock to goto $42.00 as a test of a "prayer" where coindence is the result of faith / prayer. I did it, instead of getting $42/share the price begins dropping. Then, going through the normal course of due diligence, I decided to reindex my crashplan backup so any corruption is caught early. The cache folder has a GUID Folder for the cache of each backup set. Sixteen, give or take, digit random number is what it is suppose to be.

Instead of 7401563523790087 I get 42. I want to believe prayer works and this is the result of that. A random number generator, that keeps my life's digital work safe, picked 42. I almost don't trust it though, because I feel like I've seen 42 before and it's a cruel joke played by Crashplan.

Prayer doesn't not work?

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The friend that was taken advantage of by Anthony Raf was present when something happened weird on my phone.

I have a file that got created with a non-standard random name that is at least 30 alphanumeric ending with .mp4. It's 2.76 Megs in size and -1x-1 in resolution. It has no location information and a time stamp consistent with when my friend, let's call him Matt, was "praying" to something. I couldn't make sense of what he was praying to, but his mom seems to think it's Pokemon.

I noticed the file 5-6 days later on my phone.

This corrupted file also shows as (!) in the Gallery. During a meeting earlier this week I tried to find that (!) in Word so I could properly share what the icon may look like to my coworkers. I spent a good five minutes looking for that icon and gave up. I just did (!)

I don't know what to make of this.

Maybe if we ask Anthony Raf for his insight then maybe we can figure out whats up with Matt. He's going to the doctor for phsycho therapy on Monday. The Doctor has decided to stop treating him for depression. Anthony Raf won't talk to Matt anymore, even though Matt has told me numerous times Anthony Raf is his best friend.

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[TheIncuse (imported)]

Today I've invited someone that has contacted me elsewhere on the internet in regards to my own castration to this forum.

I don't know what handle he'll use. He needs to make his own appearance when he's ready.

He is someone that could get more help from the group here than solely from me. It takes a forum to help. Hopefully he'll make his appearance soon.

Regards,

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The random video mentioned yesterday has been viewed finally; took me a bit. I ran it through VLC and it played this Van Gogh video, but it was silent.

This was that video.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-9zlfvqxQ9Y

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I pulled it off! The Climax has peaked The Climax has Peaked!

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Nope, it hasn't. False alarm.

So let me pose this question to you?

If you made a new scientific discovery on your own and decided to use it to better the world or just yourself, which would you choose?

So, yesterday a shark showed up at the beach nearest courthouse road. I swear the coincidence there is that he was trying to collect his BP Oil Spill settlement, but it's just a coincidences.

A friend of mine was being tested when I saw a concentration of coincidences surrounding her. She passed, I felt a shot of a needle near where I injected a weight loss drug that I had just wished was a placebo. The drug worked up until I wanted to kill myself. She stopped me from taking anymore of it.

A coworker of mine, new guy, also got surrounded a bunch of coincidences. He was tested on a phone call and failed, but mainly because the policies at work failed, not him.

The next time I went to the bathroom I peed a little blood. It's gone away, but I peed a little blood. Or at least red urine.

So I'm not saying I'm anything, but I'd ask that you ponder it.

@OneBallBoi: Tell them about the burn marks on my hands. I let some friends burn me with a red hot cigarette lighter between my thumb and index finger. Their aim must have been off.

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Oh, the new guy... I was walking past him and he high fived me. My pants fell down a little, my butt didn't show. I do like him, because he's a good person. He's married and straight, if anyone speaks to him, tell him my junk doesn't work and I really do like him personally, not his junk. He's a good guy, but if the chance came, I'd snuggle that.

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I am writing portions of this post as informational more than just life. So feel free to join in.

A friend of mine went to a graduation. She posted a live video and I swear all I can hear the professor say is "These Eunuchs, Please Stand".

I am trying to make my people, US Eunuchs, have a say in America. We live the life of average and are non-violet, we generally don't have much of an agenda and would therefore be a good resource to find how to improve the world for all a little rather than a lot for one. We're the perfect survey.

I am proud to be a eunuch and told the Christians whenever I was at Canopy of Prayer. I ended up there by pure coincidence and one Christian may have gotten some of what I was saying, but whenever he tried to friend me on Facebook, he only had the option to follow me and it wouldn't even let him select that. He kinda stayed cringed when I told him I was castrated 9 months or so after learning the meaning of life.

Anyhow, the video really said "These Students, Please Stand".

My bad, hope I didn't embarrass anyone.

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I went and saw my shrink. I laid out what was going on and she seemed genuinely interested in what I had, but "didn't have the luxury of spending any extra time".

She asked what she can do to help. I got my refill prescriptions and the advise that if things start turning to religious, that is when I may want to look at coming back early. I have friends that keep me in check. If she's needed, I'll know.

Regards,

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I forgot to mention. I've thought for a while that Samsung was a corrupt company, I have proof now! Life has it's moments of humor and here it is... Work had a Samsung Giveaway. I had won a Samsung Backpack, but when I realized the Samsung Stress Balls have my name on them. The label literally has my name on them. I asked for a pair of my own balls from Samsung. I gott'em back people and here is what they look like. One has a manufacturer defect on it. See the glue separating on the left ball? Poetic.

http://i.imgur.com/rOJ5jZz.jpg

I can't make this stuff up.

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