I don't know where to put this...

[strivexwolf (imported)]

I would initially start about reading up on "Chemical Castration" posts in this forum.

Going down this route first may provide you with more answers as to where you want to be.

If you don't like it then stop the medication.

Any surgery is usually a one way trip,Once done you've got it for life.

There are many posts from folks achieving your goals so spend a few ho

urs


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Being young, if you suppress testosterone and take estrogen you could develop some large breasts. Suppressing testosterone and taking estrogen wi

ll mess with your fertility as once you

start even if you stop you may infertile (you mileage my very).

To be feminine as possible castration wou

l

d be the starting point. And a good t

herapist which will give you a prescription for estrogen.

Your profile says that you live in Iowa, though it doesn't pin it down any further than that. You might want to think about attending the August gathering in the Min

neapolis area. There will be a number of the experts from th

e EA there. It would be far easier to sit

around a table and discuss your thoughts. I'm sure you could get a great deal of help in a very short time.

Where does that put you? It makes you a gender non-conforming individual, like all of us here who are serious about making these changes to our bodies.

I am gender non-conforming in that I identify as male, but I have a brain that never took ownership of the flesh that hung between my legs. As a result of therapist appointments and long identified desire I was given permission to have the excess flesh removed last summer. So now I'm a flat crotched, testosterone injecting, male.

I think where you're at is wanting to be a nutless, estrogen driven male. How you do that and not take on secondary

female sex characteristics I do not know, but it is something there is professional help available to explore. You should seek a gender therapist to assist you.

I want to be a feminine male that doesn't conform to normal standards does that make sense? Please can you help me I still want my nuts, but I don't want them to run anymore.... Please help???? u_u

[strivexwolf (imported)]

I would initially start about reading up on "Chemical Castration" posts in this forum.

Going down this route first may provide you with more answers as to where you want to be.

If you don't like it then stop the medication.

Any surgery is usually a one way trip,Once done you've got it for life.

There are many posts from folks achieving your goals so spend a few ho

herapis
neapolis area. There will be a number of the experts from th
around a table and discuss your thoughts. I'm sure you could get a great deal of help in a very short time.

Where does that put you? It makes you a gender non-conforming individual, like all of us here who are serious about making these changes to our bodies.

I am gender non-conforming in that I identify as male, but I have a brain that never took ownership of the flesh that hung between my legs. As a result of therapist appointments and long identified desire I was given permission to h

ave the excess flesh removed last summer. So now I'm a flat crotched, testosterone injecting, male.

I think where you're at is wanting to be a nutless, estrogen driven male.

How you do that and not take on secondary

female sex characteristics I do not know, but it is something there is professional help available to explore. You should seek a gender therapist to assist you.

I did not think that I wanted the feminization at first but t

hen as it has happened and my wife likes to caress my man boobs and the sensitivity of them and all I have really embraced them and want to keep them! What I am saying is that you never really know till you are there!

I may be new to this group, and still learning to use this forum, but I do agree I want breasts as well!!!! n_n

[Losethem (imported)]

Are you wanting to approximate the physical body of those who term themselves shemale, but remain your masculine facial features? On that one, perhaps just taking estrogen if you find a willing physician would do the trick?

I have to admit that I'm at a loss to help because your experience seems well removed from where I fit on the spectrum of gender. I'm not sure how much help I could be other than again suggesting you seek out a gender therapist. I want to be helpful, I'm just not sure I can be because we seem to be in different places.

[ZeuterMe (imported)]

It sounds like he needs masculinizing steroids that don't cross the blood-brain barrier, and an estrogen supply that doesn't interact with somatic cells - maybe a birth control implant injected via lumbar puncture?

This would represent a fairly drastic human experiment, but is theoretically possible.

[strivexwolf (imported)]

Are you wanting to approximate the physical body of those who term themselves shemale, but remain your masculine facial features? On that one, perhaps just taking estrogen if you find a willing physician would do the trick?

I have to admit that I'm at a loss to help because your experience seems well removed from where I fit on the spectrum of gender. I'm not sure how much help I could be other than again suggesting you seek out a gender therapist. I want to be helpful, I'm just not sure I can be because we seem to be in different places.

I am sorry, but I am just looking for help i didn't mean to confuse you....

[strivexwolf (imported)]

It sounds like he needs masculinizing steroids that don't cross the blood-brain barrier, and an estrogen supply that doesn't interact with somatic cells - maybe a birth control implant injected via lumbar puncture?

This would represent a fairly drastic human experiment, but is theoretically possible.

What are you talking about? n_n'

[ZeuterMe (imported)]

I'm talking about experimenting with drug use to give him an estrogen-driven personality without feminization.

No-compromises approaches are possible, but difficult.