Hi

[CuriousSteve (imported)]

I'm a 32 yo MWM. I've been obsessed with castration for about 2.5 years. It started when a patient came in and told the story of how a patient at the urology clinic she worked at kept missing his appointments for a bilateral orchiectomy, until his wife and his girlfriend brought him in, together. My wife knows, but doesn't support it.

[Frida G Cavic (imported)]

Welcome curiousteve, It would be good that you read the stickys and browse in the forum the topics where you feel you better fit in. here there´s a big diversity, so you would need to do you homework, and you could also extend your background so we can give you better answers. do you want be physycally castrated and then take replacement? or do you want to be an eunuch? do you have some gender dysphoria? or posibly you have just a fantasy, finally I just can tell you that being without hormones It´s no so funny sometimes, howeverI have no regrets

[CuriousSteve (imported)]

I really don't know what I want. Except for the few seconds immediately following an orgasm, I am completely sure. I love my wife and that's the reason I don't pursue it more. For now my ideal would be to have the balls gone, scrotum maybe gone too. I still want to provide my wife what she needs, but she has been so stretched by birth and toys she doesn't really feel me anymore anyway. Sorry I'm at work. I'll fill in more on my profile later.

[jcat (imported)]

Welcome Steve, There is a lifetime of material to read here. I am sure we often go over the same old ground, but memeber here are always willing to help and advise or even listen

[unencumbered (imported)]

I'm a 32 yo MWM. I've been obsessed with castration for about 2.5 years... My wife knows, but doesn't support it.

32 is way too young for your reasons, IMHO.

[Hash (imported)]

Steve, that's the way it starts out for many of us. It's an obsession that grows over time until you become so obsessed/possessed that you eventually follow through with it, which is what happened to me. You must stop now, turn from it before it's too late. Try to steer yourself away from the thought, the desire, before it overwhelms you and possesses you. I got to the point where I was so consumed, so immersed by the desire that I acted on it and was castrated. http://www.zentastic.com/pdf/meet-tommy-ebook.pdf That's me on page 173.

But I did not stop, after castration my obsession continued until I removed my penis. So now I'm a nullo, I have nothing, no genitals. For me it's good and my obsession is over simply because there's nothing more to remove and I'm happy. However, if you're frightened by the prospect of not having any genitals, then work on stopping your obsession because if you don't, it will grow and grow. You will end up getting castrated and possibly penectomized. So this is a warning to you and others. Obsessions can be overcome or at least you can steer yourself away from them if you really try. Focus on something else, something else you're passionate about, if you don't you will most likely pursue your castration desire to the full extent. I know everyone is different, but this archive proves how many of us were obsessed with castration and were castrated because of our obsession.

http://allwomenstalk.com/ways-to-get-ov ... -obsession

https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/mr ... your-perso

[CuriousSteve (imported)]

I'm a long way off from having my penis removed, I don't know if I ever would or if I would ever be able to find a Dr willing to do it. It is an obsession though and I've tried going back to old fantasies, but it always comes back. I masterbate at least once maybe twice a day and have since before high school. The most I've ever done in one day was 5 times. I look at porn constantly on tumblr etc. I spend untold hours a day doing it and I know my wife gets annoyed because she has to do everything in the morning while I'm jacking off. I feel like this would be the best way to get her what she wants (a participating husband) and it would free up my time to workout and such.

[Hash (imported)]

CuriousSteve,

It sounds like you might lose your wife over your obsessive desire to masturbate. If you're spending hours a day on porn, your wife will eventually leave. It happens every day to lots of men. You might want to try chemical castration. Talk to your doctor, ask him or her to give you something to lower your sexual desire.

[CuriousSteve (imported)]

I don't think I'll loose her, but she doesn't like it. Sorry for the late reply. There's so much to read here. I just spent a day and a half reading the story of the lady who destroyed her husband penis and he got a penectomy.

[ambiguous (imported)]

I have had similar feelings about myself as you.

Mine go right back to when I was 13 (Puberty) and still feel the same about myself now (I'm 58).

As my problem goes back so far that it's a mental thing (I have read posts here that seem to fit the bill).

I have opted to living with the situation but if I woke up with them gone I would jump for joy.

On the plus side you could go under the knife then go on HRT.

A bit after your weekly T shot you will be horny as hell for the first day and your wife should be well satisfied (Well thats what I would tell her anyway).

Am I leading you astray?