Anyway, I am Futurist and I am a 23-year-old aspiring eunuch from Southern California. Basically, I want to get surgically castrated for sterilization purposes (due to the fact that all non-drastic forms of contraception and sterilization, including vasectomies, can and sometimes do fail) but also to use surgical castration as a vehicle for feminizing myself if possible. Basically, in addition to my desire for guaranteed permanent sterilization (indeed, we have a strict liability theory of sperm in regards to child support here in the U.S.; thus, I certainly can't take any chances in regards to this), I am also a (male-to-female) cross-dreamer and a genderqueer person and thus want to strongly feminize my body and my face by permanently getting rid of as much of my body hair (which I unfortunately have a lot of) and facial hair as possible, by androgynizing my face, my getting rid of the bald spots on the top of my head (if I'll be able to afford this--if not, then I'll simply wear a wig or a hat instead), very possibly by taking female hormones (either on a full-time or on a part-time basis), et cetera. In addition to this, though, I also sometimes want to wear female clothes. (Also, for what it's worth, I myself generally prefer male pronouns.) Also, for what it's worth, I myself certainly want to be able to continue being able to get erections using my penis and to have penis-in-vagina sex after my planned surgical castration.
Anyway, does anyone here have any questions for me? If so, then please don't hesitate--rather, please ask away!