You don't write or call or message or anything.

[Scottie (imported)]

did I say or do anything wrong here? Nobody has written. As I near the C date which is on the third I have noticed I get a bit dis quieted about all the unknowns. Maybe I have burrned you all out or something. Just becasue I need an occasional erection it seems that I am a trator. Well im not! I don't know why NOBODY has written for any reason at all. Well Ill just say Merry Holidays. As of the 3rd I will be a total euncuch. That was my goal... is my goal and I will acheivcve it on the 3rd. Take care, Scottie

[luvpain (imported)]

Scottie,

I think it is just this season. I know I've been getting really happy then depressed and get frustrated by the lack of people in the chat room the last few weeks.

[Scottie (imported)]

Thanks for your responce. You know... when the topic was hot... I mean the injections, the swelling, the sexuality of it all. the emotionality of it all, then there was alot of replies. I can understand that. but when somebody asks for support cause they are afraid or feeling alone or just confussed then well then pooooof! So Im greatful that you have replied. come hither or yon no matter how scared I am... no matter how high my bp is Im going ahead with this surgery, In fact Mistress is now taking control and she will not have it any other way. Shes had enought of all the chat with me and is demanding that the surgery takes place. and so it will be. With or without support it will be. Scottie

[Losethem (imported)]

Scottie,

We're still with ya. At least I am. My goals seem fairly similar, only I may go and do a few other things in addition to having my testicles removed.

Like yourself, I plan to keep myself masculine afterwards by way of HRT. This doesn't mean that I feel others that have done this and do not partake of HRT are not masculine, I just find it to be a different kind of masculinity.

I've been on a bit of a roller coaster lately with this asking myself such things as, "Do I do it now or wait until I'm older?" Mostly this is due to health concerns. I hear the HRT can eat away at a guys liver, so it may be advantageous for me to wait until I'm much older (I'm 32 now). I could also do it now and enjoy what I feel will be a higher quality of life. Enjoy it even if it means it maybe a bit shorter due to HRT eating out my liver. If there were relatively minor health concerns, I'd probablby be ready tomorrow.

Anyhow, there are a few of us around. I wish you luck on your trip into eunuchdom.

--LT

[Paolo]

OH get a grip, honey.

If someone was mad at you here and reported it to me, or I was, or the staff was, believe me you'd have KNOWN IT LONG AGO!

It's the season - everyone's busy. We all still wish you well and think of you, trust me. Don't let it upset you (although with a low hormone count, it's hard NOT to) that no one replies to a post. Sometimes these things happen.

Do take care and thanks for the reminder and wake up call.

[sag111 (imported)]

Scottie i see you are a senior wember now that is good to see like i was saying in the other post dont be to angery with us we are all in the same boat anyway.

[sag111 (imported)]

Scottie i think the reason people dont answer wy posts is the fact i cant spell i ment to say you are a senior member not wember.Anyway hang in thair i have.

[Scottie (imported)]

FYI to all but especially to LOOSE THEM. there is a new form of testosterone called adrogel which is a r/x. It does not go through the liver and does not affect it as an oral medication. The testosterone shots are also better for general health. So you might want to look into this and proceed. If I had to do it over again I would cut them off in my 3o's it would have saved me alot of sexually insane behaviors that I regret today. Scottie Good Luck!