Hey, just some academic curiosity at this point

[Christiaan (imported)]

If you had held up a burdizzo when I was 25 and promised you could make me stop mutating into a hairy beast from Hell with hairs that looked like something that would emerge from a nightmarish twat appearing on my previously virginally smooth legs, I would have said, "YES, FOR GOD SAKE HELP ME!!!!!" and that would have been that for my "maleness."

Oooookay, that period in my life is passed, and I'm gradually, with trips to the gym, transforming into my mate's beloved stud, and I'm actually starting to get into the role and kind of getting oddly intoxicated by it in ways I never would have expected years ago. I guess it's the fact that he is so deeply affirming and appreciative and treats me so much like a thing of beauty, but it appeals SO MUCH to my girlish vanity...and I'm such a girl sometimes, I SWEAR, it's pathetic. Heh, I'm so silly, I carry around my muscles like a lady rocking a pair of heels, and realizing that, I just sigh at myself. Maybe someday, I'll stop being a teenager.

Soooooo, anyway, besides that silliness, I would like to say that I'm at this point carrying mostly an academic interest in castration. By that, I mean that I'm a little bit beyond "curious." This is a subject of long-term fascination. That doesn't mean that I'm actually an academic researcher intent on publishing a paper based on anything here. I wouldn't take such a convenience sample even if I were. I'm just saying I have an "academic" interest in that I already have a fair amount of depth on it and want to learn more.

Anyway, I am glad to meet you guys.

[ZeuterMe (imported)]

Welcome to the Archive, Christiaan.

I understand exactly what you mean, regarding the amateur academia; I engage in that sort of thing more or less constantly.

PS: Good on you for getting in shape. I should do the same. :p