About my desire for castration

[sparkey49 (imported)]

I had thought about it and thought it would be nice then as the years went by it got stronger and stronger till it was no question time and when I sat there and injected the Calcium Chloride I was so ready and excited and am so greatful now but you must be at that 100% point or don’t do it!

[Peter47-NL (imported)]

Thank you Begoneboy and sparkey49 you are right about the 100%.

Today I felt this: It is a prelude but not jet the final work.

It is now Saturday afternoon, groceries are done and while I cycle home my balls flop up and down in the scrotum between my legs. It feels wonderful, as if someone is kneading my balls and pulling hard. It seems to be a prelude to something that comes later, through the bike movements in the street to the naked body at home, where my balls are kneaded and pulled, painful tapping.

Yes, it is true, it is a prelude. The delightful foreplay of my castration.

Finally my testicles will come out of my bag one by one, after which the empty scrotum will be carefully cut away and the skin will be sewn tightly.

Yes, at last I lost my balls and my bag, I was castrated, I am a eunuch, a gelding.

Finally, finally, it happened, the step was made, I dared to take the step. It feels so good.

Maybe my dick comes later and I get a nice smooth pubic area.

Occasionally I still think about how it was when I still had my genitals, it was great to play with them, but as it is now, it is much nicer.

[DerKastrierte (imported)]

On and off and on and off, I know what you mean.... and I hate it, especially the "off" moments!

[Peter47-NL (imported)]

Last night I had a strange experience. I felt and touched my body and my genitals seemed to have disappeared. I understood that my willy was limp between my legs under my body. I realized that it could be wonderful to have no more dick and balls, to be a nullo.

Now that I am thinking back to this, my little cockie is getting stiff, as if he wants to say: "Nice to feel like a nullo and to have the possibillity to get a a litle hardon out of it."

[Peter47-NL (imported)]

i want my castration. just simply that, no fantasy. Some castrated guys as friendsi

[sparkey49 (imported)]

Once I got to the right point there was no turning back and no regrets!

[DerKastrierte (imported)]

So if you are sure - go for it - good luck!

[Peter47-NL (imported)]

So if you are sure - go for it - good luck!

Thank you very much for your nice word. My feeling is now "Please don't take much time with the procedure. Please cut my balls soon, cut them off and make me a happy eunuch."

[DerKastrierte (imported)]

As I said, just go for it, sometimes it's good to realize wishes and you dream of it for a long time. Nevertheless the procedure needs it time, and as soon as they are off a new life is going to start