When and how did you know...

[demale99 (imported)]

When I was 9, I realised with horror that I had "something" between my legs and hoped for an accident to be forced to be castrated.

[MidAtlAlex (imported)]

I always wanted a little slit in between my legs instead of male genitalia. When I was young, I was always jealous of my girlfriends who could wear a small swimsuit and had a flat front. When I looked down into their swimsuits, I'd get incredibly jealous. I'd hide my candy between my legs and look at my young body in the mirror, wishing I had little titties and a pussy too. I knew deep down inside that I wanted to get the experience of being a girl, even if I didn't see myself as one. I'm still trying to find the courage to take the cut and accept myself, but I can't find it yet.

[MidAtlAlex (imported)]

...when I got arrested for having consensual sex with someone under the age of consent. In other words I discovered to my horror that I was a sexual predator.... I was living in a fantasy world where what you do is driven and fueled by Testosterone. When that world was shattered by being arrested, I was forced to look at my behavior and thinking in a very different light. Instinctively I knew that I needed to have my balls cut off, as that was the only way that I could be free from my T-driven fantasies that I was acting out. Unfortunately, it took me decades of searching and experimenting before I found the EA and ultimately Dr. Kimmel.

Was the castration successful in stopping your attraction to underage?

[Missouri_Steer (imported)]

I was about 6 when riding my horse that my nuts and the saddle horn made contact with each other and I almost passed out and fell off my horse. I hated my nuts from that point on. When I was 10, I castrated my first calf and knew before he got up off the ground that I'd be as nutless as I had just made him at some point in my life. it only took me 66 years to achieve my goat to be rid of them. It was the best and most exciting thing I have ever done for myself.

l'm tohappensoon on this site, but as Missouri_Steer on all the other sites. As you can guess, tohappensoon was before I reached eunuch status.

[Losethem (imported)]

Was the castration successful in stopping your attraction to underage?

A good question, but before asking, you may wish to take into consideration the person who posted what you're asking about made that post 9 years ago. They're likely not here any longer as they now show up as "guest" as their status.