So I've been taking Siterone (50mg) for around a week and some change. I took the first four days with extreme caution only taking one pill, especially with my body size. On the day the meds came in I was real excited, as I was told my pills would take 4-6 weeks to get there and it got there in a week if that, so it was an unexpected treat. I waited a few days after it arrived to begin my transition because the next couple days were pretty busy and stressing, and I wanted to begin on an easy and relaxed day. The first day I wasn't expecting much esp with just one pill but I noticed my testes felt kinda sore, not in a way you'd expect, but if you've ever had something in your eye and you end up rubbing at it too much. Over the next few more days I did everything carefully inspecting to find any red flags, all I got was a few aches and pains in my bones, sorta groggy and my skin felt kinda tingly. Slowly this has all been fading away as I think my body is begin to adjust.
I haven't got any radical changes emotionally, maybe a little more sensitive to certain stuff, maybe not. There is only one instance so far where I think I felt the pills might be affecting me during an argument I got in with my dad on a sensitive topic, even though I knew it'd go nowhere we continued to bicker, and I ended up spitting on him. It was a bad day for the both of us and I feel like that maybe it might of brought on by the pills a little (At least the spitting part.) and made me a bit more hotheaded. I'm almost never reactionary like that. I don't think occurrences like that will be a ever lasting issue though, it was probably just the toll of the day.
Bumping up to two pills didn't seem to hurt, and I've been really happy with the results. No real intrusive thoughts no interrupting images, about the only time I think about that sorta thing is when I think about how I'm on Siterone, and it's not really sexualized. So, so far I've been really loving this and it's been working for me, no real horrors or overbearing pains, I feel like a monkey has been lifted off my back. Plus to boot, I'm moving across the country in a few months with a friend who currently lives in that area, I did some research and found a feminist clinic that works with transgender issues and transformations but they're willing to work with me using just T-blockers once I get there, and get everything done properly.
I don't know if I missed anything real important but ask questions, give advice, whatever. I'll probably post some more updates if you guys want in a few days. This is too awesome, couldn't ask for much more regarding my experience thus far, it's gone way better than I thought. I've told about three trusted friends and they've all been supportive of me which helps a shitload too. I know it's been only like 7-10 days or so but that's enough to have some sorta taste right?