My Idea for a Story.

[Atreyu69 (imported)]

Here's my idea for a story. Please let me know what you think of it.

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Title: At the Cabin

By Atreyu69

Minor

Nullification

No Sex

No Violence

Summery: On a fishing trip with his father a young boy makes a stunning

discovery in a secluded cabin. This is a tale of the not too distant future.

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As we had done every summer for the past six years my dad and I had

rented the little cabin by the lake for a week of fishing. Fishing and exploring the

wilderness. It was just the two of us. I was eleven now and I loved our

time together. I always felt happiest at the cabin even though there was no

internet, TV or video games. My dad called it a vacation from technology.

After the sun went down we entertained ourselves by talking and reading.

The cabin had a constantly changing collection of books and magazines.

Visitors would take magazines that interested them and leave new ones

behind. I enjoyed reading Sky & Telescope, Field & Stream and Road &

Driver. However since turning ten last year my favorites were Playboy and

Hustler magazines. Dad knew it and he didn’t mind.

But on this particular visit and on the first evening as I went to the tiny room

were I slept I found a strange magazine on the little table beside the bed.

The magazine was glossy and very professional just like Sky & Telescope.

The cover photo was of a very good looking blond boy about my age.

Above the photo of the boy was the magazines’ title. In block letters it read,

“Today’s Young Eunuchs”. Below that in smaller fount were the words,

“The Monthly Magazine for Eunuchs and Boys Considering Castration”.

My hands shook. Could this be for real? Could this be an actual magazine

about castration? I flipped it open and read the Table of Contents. The

topics were as follows:

Cover Story: An Interview with new eunuch Zack Franklin. He talks about

his castration.

Discussing castration with your parents. Not as scary as you might think.

A life without Genitals equals a life of Freedom.

How will your friends react? Some will envy you!

Penectomy, Bilateral Orchiectomy or Nullification, Which one is right for

you?

I’m a Smoothie not a crippled boy!

Retaining or removing the scrotum. How to decide.

Overcoming locker room anxiety. No big deal.

Girls who prefer their boyfriends neutered and the reasons why.

What was this weird magazine doing in the cabin? I didn’t remember seeing it

when I unpacked and so I wasn’t sure if I simply hadn’t noticed it or if

it had been placed there by my dad. But if it was left by my dad, well why

would he?

I should’ve stopped right there and dropped the magazine into the trash, or

better yet, used it as kindling. But I couldn’t help myself, I had to learn

more. I turned the page. What I saw next left me flabbergasted. There

was a full page picture of the boy from the cover, Zack Franklin was his

name. He was in his bedroom seated on the edge of the bed with one leg

off to the side thus exposing his crotch and he was totally stark naked. He

was also totally smooth. Zack had been nullified. I couldn’t imagine letting

a photographer into my bedroom to take a nude picture of me even with my

little dick in place. How was it that this kid was willing to be shown in all his

glory after being fixed? The caption read, ‘A new eunuch for six months

Zack wants to help other boys overcome the reluctance he once felt to

castration.”

Zack was gazing directly into the camera and the expression on his face

was hard to read, a pensive look you might say; thoughtful. He wasn’t

embarrassed but he didn’t look proud either. He looked sort of defiant. It

was as if he was challenging the viewer to find fault with what had been

done to him. It was like he was saying that he didn’t need the approval of

others and if anyone had a problem with kid nullification, well that was their

problem not his. Zack was a full on eunuch but even so he was cool.

I began to read his interview.

Today’s Young Eunuch: Today we talk with 12 year old Zack Franklin who

was castrated six months ago. Zack the numbers show that in the US

about six percent of the boys your age have been castrated but only about

one percent have been nullified. Why aren’t more boys opting for

nullification?

Zack: I think a part of the problem is with internet fantasy writers. In most

of those stories nullification is about slavery or banishment or humiliation.

The boys in internet nullification stories aren’t able to handle the

responsibility of being intact. Or they’re members of some weird religious

order. Or they have psycho parents and live in the Bates Motel. Or they’re

victims of a castration accident. Or they chose nullification to make

themselves vulnerable or more sexually desirable. Nullification stories are

never about boys who are normal everyday sorts of kids.

TYE: How’d you become interested in all this.

Z: I’d always wondered what it would be like to be a eunuch. But as most

boys are, I was afraid of it. Castration really freaked me out. Why would

any man or boy ask to have his stuff removed? It was a question I couldn’t

stop thinking about. I wanted to know more.

TYE: So you tried to satisfy your curiosity?

Z: I went on line and a lot of the fantasy stuff I found there was creepy. But

I discovered that I could request a free first copy of Today’s Young Eunuch

Magazine mailed to me and that it would come in a discreet envelope.

That was important. I didn’t want the mailman, or anyone else, to know. I

was scared but I requested that first copy. I didn’t want my parents to see

the envelope and ask questions about it. So everyday I’d race home after

school to get to the mail before my mom and dad came home from work.

Finely the magazine arrived. I locked myself in my room, tore off the cover

sleeve and started to read. Once I finished I read it all over again and

again, cover to cover.

TYE: How did you react?

Z: I was gobsmacked. All the stories about kids my age having it done just

blew be away. What were they thinking? I had to know more. I used my

birthday money to buy a money order and sent away for a subscription. I’d

read TYE every month and then I’d hide the magazines so my parents

wouldn’t find them.

TYE: But they did find out didn’t they.

Z: Yeah, mom found my stash and she told dad. At first I was mad it her

for snooping in my stuff but it was all for the best. My parents asked me if I

wanted to be a eunuch and I told them no. I really didn’t want to be one at

that time. But they said I didn’t have to hide the magazines. If I wanted to

read them it was okay with them. It felt good to have it all out in the open. I

don’t like secrets.

TYE: Why didn’t you want to be a eunuch?

Z: None of my friends were and lots of stuff about it really scared me. I

was afraid that if I was a eunuch and my friends found out they won’t like

me. I was afraid the doctor wouldn’t be gentle and that it would hurt. I was

afraid that after having it done I might regret it. I was afraid people might

think I had it done because I couldn’t handle sex or that I was a religious

freak.

TYE: What happened next?

Z: My dad and I started reading Today’s Young Eunuch together. At first I

was embarrassed to be reading it with him but I got over that. We’d read

articles about the health and safety benefits of castration and we’d spent a

lot of time talking about that. My dad said that although he’d never want to

be a eunuch himself he’d understand if it was something I really wanted. If

I wanted to be castrated he’s support me all the way and he’d clear

everything with mom.

TYE: How’d this make you feel?

Z: Really weird but I was glad dad loved and supported me. Up to that

point I’d just been interested castration it but now it was a real possibility.

That changed everything. I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I decided that

for a first step I would lose only my balls. That was something I could deal

with. I could have fake ones put in and I could take T for the times in my

life when I wanted to have sex. I’d be able to pass myself off as a boy even

in a locker room but I’d have control over my sex drive. I’d have just as

much or as little of that as I wanted.

TYE: So you told your dad?

Z: No, I couldn’t bring myself to ask for it in words. I couldn’t just come out

and say, Dad I’ve been thinking and I want you to tell the doctor to cut my

balls off. So I sent him note instead.

TYE: A note? What did this note say?

Z: Almost nothing. I wrote, “Dad, I think I’m ready for the procedure.” Dad

understood that I was afraid I might change my mind. He understood

everything. He never said a word about the note but a week later over

breakfast he said, “Zack, no school today. We’re going for a drive,” and I

knew this was it. Mom didn’t say a word but she knew as well.

TYE: How did you feel then?

Z: For the past week, ever since I’d written that note, I couldn’t think about

anything else. It had been hard for me to get to sleep at night. I kept

thinking that tomorrow might be the day and I’d cup my balls in my hand

wondering if this was my last night as a complete boy. The only way I

could calm down to fall asleep was to whack off.

Climbing into the car I was sleep deprived and I felt that I must have lost

my mind. Here I was being driven to my own castration and I wasn’t

fighting it. I wasn’t trying to stop it. I was just going along with it. How

crazy is that?

TYE: Tell me about the drive the clinic.

Z: We drove in silence, I had butterflies the size of bats in my stomach. I

also had a painfully hard erection that would not go away. Dad realized

that I had a problem when he noticed me squirming around in my seat. He

handed me a little red pill and said, “Take it Zack. It will help”. I had no

idea of what the pill was but I did as I was told. After a few minutes I felt

really weird, sort of weak and dizzy. It was as if my thought process had

slowed. Dad said, “The doctor told me to give you the pill on the drive over.

It’ll relax you and make you compliant and manageable.”

TYE: Is that all the pill did, make you weak and dizzy?

Z: The pill made my dick go limp and dad knew it. He said, “Zack you just

had your last erection. Your little dick will go to sleep now never to awake.”

And I replied, “What? They’re just going to take my balls, right? My dicks

is still going to work.” Dad said, “I’m sorry sport but in a few hours you

won’t have a penis. Since you’re not going to be giving us grandkids your

mom and I decided that there’s no reason for you to keep it.”

TYE: How’d you react to that?

Z: I was too shocked to say anything. I just sat there and wondered if what

my dad said was true. Were they really going to take my dick? Was that

really my last erection? I was scared.

TYE: What happened at the clinic?

Z: I was striped. Dad stayed with me the whole time holding my hand as a

catheter was inserted into my limp little dick. I was given a pain killers but

left awake to witness my nullification. My legs were put into stirrups that

held them wide apart. That was really embarrassing being seen all

exposed like that. I teared up as I watched as doctor cut around the neck

of my scrotum and press my balls from my sack. I cried as the cords were

snipped and my balls were placed in a little medical tray. I found out later

that it’s not unusual for boys to cry as they’re being castrated. But it’s not

always out of sorrow. Often times boys cry simply because castration is

such an emotional event. Once I saw I was castrated, well I changed. I no

longer had to be strong like a boy. Dad kissed me on my forehead the

way he did when I was really little and as a eunuch I didn’t object. In fact I

liked it. I wanted him to do it again.

TYE: But at this point you still had a penis?

Z: The doctor said, “You’re doing just fine my brave little eunuch. Now let’s

see what we can do about this little penis of yours. I don’t think you’ll have

anymore use for it. Why don’t we remove it? It wont hurt a bit.” I turned to

look at my dad and he said. “Zack your balls are gone. You no longer have

any need for your penis. Let the doctor take it.”

TYE: Then what happened?

Z: The doctor cut around the base of my penis and slid it up the catheter

and off me. Next he sliced it open to remove it from the catheter. Seeing

him holding my penis in his hand was really strange. He then placed it on

another tray. He cut away my scrotum and rerouted my urethra so that

once healed I would sit to pee. Days later, after the bandages came off

and the tube was removed I was still a bit red and tender. But in time

everything settled down my new crotch was smooth and prefect.

TYE: Was there an adjustment period?

Z: It took a while to get used to sitting down to pee and at first I spent a lot

of time standing in front of the mirror just getting used to my new look. But

I soon came to love the feeling of being smooth. It felt great to be freed

from the annoyance of having stuff I didn’t really need dangling down

between my legs. I don’t need to wear a jock. I can cross my legs without

things getting trapped. It’s so easy to keep clean. I showed my mom, dad

and two little brothers and everyone agreed I looked great. Excellent

workmanship and nothing to be embarrassed about.

TYE: You went to the clinic expecting to be castrated and you ended up

being given a penectomy as well. Weren’t you mad?

Z: Yeah at first I was mad. My tricked me but I can’t really blame him for

that. He’s a male and males always view other males as competition for

females, even their own kids. Now that I’m nullified we’re much closer then

ever before. And there’s something else, now that I’m a eunuch I can’t stay

mad for any amount of time.

TYE: Are you still active in sports?

Z: I don’t care for contact spots anymore but I’m extremely active in tennis

and I’m doing really well. After hard work out dad will bath me and then

give me a full body massage and the feeling of freedom is wonderful. As a

boy when I used to get a rubdown I was always aware of my genitals. Now

that I’m de-sexed I can enjoy being massaged without the fear of anything

standing up.

TYE: You agreed to pose nude for our photographer. That’s very brave of

you. Will you tell us about it.

Z: I really think it’s important that boys to see there’s nothing to be afraid

of. The more they know the more likely it will be for them to get the help

they need. That’s why I did it.

TYE: Have you shown your friends?

Z: I’ve only shown the ones who are thinking about having it done. I don’t

make it into a formal medical demonstration or anything like that. I don’t

drop my pants and have them all gawk at me like I’m some sort of medical

curiosity or side show freak. I’m a eunuch not the dog faced boy or the

elephant man. We might go skinny dipping or into the sauna so they can

see how I look. More often than not it’s more difficult for them then for me.

TYE: More difficult for them? How so?

Z: The first time a boy sees a naked kid who’s been nullified he’ll get an

uncontrollable erection. Happens every time. I think it’s funny but they

think it’s embarrassing.

TYE: Have you ever been nude around strangers? Have you showered at

the public pool?

Z: I have but I’ll hold one hand over my crotch or face the wall. People

think I’m just shy.

TYE: Why hid yourself in the showers?

Z: Some boys are sort of weirded out by showering with a eunuch.

They’re afraid they might be next. Some men will think you’ve been

castrated just to entice them. There are men who have a thing for young

eunuchs and they think you’re too weak to resist. They think eunuchs have

a need to be swept of their feet and, if necessary, taken by force. You

have to be very careful.

TYE: It sounds dangerous.

Z: For a young eunuch being left alone with a intact man always has an

element of risk. Men are programed for sex and when they’re in heat

watch out! They can’t control themselves and nothing will stop them. So

far I’ve been lucky. I’m still a virgin. But I know that someday a man will

have me. When that happens I hope he’ll be tender and loving. I don’t

want to be hurt. Fantasies aside, I don’t want to be raped.

TYE: What about females? Have any women, other than your mom, seen

you since the operation?

Z: Not yet.

TYE: Have any of your friends decided to join you and be neutered?

Z: My ten year old brother decided to be nullified. They’ll do him as soon

as school lets out for the summer. I know he’s scared but at the same time

he’s supper excited. He loves reading TYE and he’s always wanted to be

in it. He says that once he’s been fixed the two of us should model

together for TYE. Two nullified brothers with nothing to hide.

TYE: You’re final thoughts.

Z: I’m not saying it’s easy but life without genitals can be a beautiful thing.

If you’re a kid and like the way I look you should have yourself nullified.

By the time I finished reading the interview my hands were shacking and

my dick was throbbing. I knew that I should throw away the magazine and

never open another copy. But I knew that was impossible. The weird

thoughts were running rampant in my mind. There was no way to bring

them under control. There was no way to put the Jennie back in the bottle.

This talk of castration and of nullification was sick but I had to have more.

I undressed and laid down on the bed. With one hand I held the magazine

so I could study the nude photo of Zack Franklin and his empty crotch and

with my other hand I began to gently stroke my little dick.

[curious_guy (imported)]

It looks very good to me with just a few minor spelling errors. I hope your story will include at least one penectomy only story. Please send me a private message or an email if you want me to correct the spelling errors.

[Atreyu69 (imported)]

It looks very good to me with just a few minor spelling errors. I hope your story will include at least one penectomy only story. Please send me a private message or an email if you want me to correct the spelling errors.

Hi C.G.

I'm working on another chapter of this "reality" that is a penectomy only story. I have a number of ideas that I'd like to explore. In the mean time if you'd like to make the spelling corrections that would be wonderful. I'd really appreciate it.

Thank you for your help.

Atreyu

P.S. If you'd like to submit it to the EA for me that would be even better!

[curious_guy (imported)]

Hi C.G.

I'm working on another chapter of this "reality" that is a penectomy only story. I have a number of ideas that I'd like to explore. In the mean time if you'd like to make the spelling corrections that would be wonderful. I'd really appreciate it.

Thank you for your help.

Atreyu

P.S. If you'd like to submit it to the EA for me that would be even better!

I will make the corrections for you and then submit the story but my health is very poor these days so it will probably take me a few days.

[Atreyu69 (imported)]

I will make the corrections for you and then submit the story but my health is very poor these days so it will probably take me a few days.

Hi C.G.

I was sorry to read that you're not feeling well and I hope your health gets better very soon. Anyway I don't mean to impose upon you. If you can do it that's really great but please don't feel that you're under any pressure to do so. Just take care of yourself.

All the best,

Atreyu