At what age were you aware of castration?

[kristoff]

I was uncomfortable with all of the pubertal changes about the age of 11. Didn't like what was happening. Started to realize that my nuts didn't belong where they were. But I could not name what I felt, nor even identify it as castration until much later. Even after I started banding and tying things off in my teens and twenties, I never made the connection. Must have been too sheltered - knew the word, just didn't realize that it applied to me.

[YodaNell (imported)]

I went to a primary school in a farming community. I was 8 years old and knew the farmers tied rubber bands on the sheep to 'make their balls drop off'. The boys liked to joke about it but I was intrigued. I got a normal rubber band and banded my little right foot toe before bedtime. Sometime during the night, my whole foot pained like hell and I took the band off. I did this a couple of times because I wanted to see how my toe drop off.

One evening before bedtime, I tied the rubber band around my very small child penis. I never like that thing anyway. I also figured with no bone inside there, it might drop off much easier. Same story...I hardly fell asleep and pain shot up my abdomen. I remember feeling so sorry for those sheep being banded and they can do nothing about removing those bands. Even their tails were removed.

In high school, one of my classmates was extremely overweight. I asked him on occasion the reason for it and he informed me that the doctors removed his balls. He was 13 years old. I remember pitying him very much for his misfortune and never thought I would do the same 30 years later to myself.

I just realized I did not start banding my penis a few years ago, but actually banded my penis at the age of 8!! Never thought it would become culture.

[nuderthannude (imported)]

I hated puberty from the moment I started going through it. I hated the body hair and deep voice although the erections, sexual thoughts and orgasms were great. I also hated when girls I knew went through puberty. It seemed like they transformed from such sweet innocent things into miserable manipulative bitches. I always preferred the smooth look of female pubes over having all that junk hanging there and had wished that I was born a girl many times. Heck, they had nicer cloths (especially skirts, panties and bikini bathing suits), nicer hair, smooth skin and shapely bodies. The one thing that changed my mind quickly though was thinking about having to put up with the monthly periods!

[wantobe65 (imported)]

i was around 5 or 6 grow up on a farm watched 2 bulls castrated by my grandfather and uncle . after they were done my female cousin took me to the hay loft and played i was a bull that need cut . i know thats what i need after that and have banded and cut my sac open tring to get the job done . Now when castrating both boars and bulls i wish it were me feeling the knife the calm that comes to you once castrated and your nuts not running your life .

[cast1988 (imported)]

I learned of castration around age 10 which is when I started puberty and by age 11 my sex drive was in full effect and from that point until I was castrated I dreamed of going back to pre-puberty and having no sex drive

[Marian-Zero (imported)]

I don't remember exact ... must be the age of 6 or 7. It was not realy a castration idea but I dreamed of becoming or being a lizard child without any sexual parts. This part of the phantasy was very important.

[Peter47-NL (imported)]

I knew about castration before puberty. We boys were telling jokes like about the bull Hannibal who was in a field and in the adjacent field separated by a barbed wire fence was a cow. The bull wanted gladly be with the cow and jumped over the fence while his balls were caught on the barbed wire. "Nice to see you Hannibal" said the cow. "Call me Hanny," said the bull "while my balls are hanging now on the fence."

I didn't like the pubertal changes and knew they were caused by my testicles, I must have been about 12 yo and also started to band my balls. As a choirboy I knew that my alt voice would change. At that age I admired some boy singers of my age and was aware that they only could keep their voice by getting castrated.

[wantobe65 (imported)]

yes i remember them fighting to save the balls and then seeing them eat them ,i would get so hard thinking about it being me

[wantobe65 (imported)]

how did you get done

[OneBallBoi (imported)]

12-13....Although I thought it was impossible till I met Luvpain 99 about 10 years ago... Although Matt is not alive.. I am so glad I am a Eunuch now..