Test Results

[Blaise (imported)]

My internal medicine doctor gave me the results of my rest medical tests. I have almost no production of our favorite substance. That indicates time for a CAT Scan!

I'm not certain that I'm as thrilled about his as many of you would be in my situation. However, I'm almost amused.

[Mac (imported)]

... the results of my

medical tests. I have almost no production of our favorite substance.

If that substance is testosterone, consider yourself lucky. Most of us have too much of it.

[Blaise (imported)]

is going wild, but I have too little functioning to enjoy even masturbation. I crave sex, but can't function. I don't yet know what any of this means. I had a triple cardiac bypass less than a month ago. That left me full of raw energy.

Some much has happened recently than I simply cannot keep up with the range of feelings I experience. Nevertheless, I think about sex all day long. And that is with virtually no testosterone in my body. I can get erections, but I can't climax or even get going for masturbation. I have virtually no production of seminal fluid or semen.

[happousai (imported)]

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I can get erections, but I can't climax or even get going

> for masturbation.

Heh, I've always been that way; I haven't ever orgasmed once in my life, although I have had nocturnal emissions. (I've only tried masturbating; I've never had sex with anyone.)

Have you tried having someone perform oral sex on you? That might be more pleasurable than masturbation.

[Blaise (imported)]

in my case probably comes from a medical condition that the CAT scan or experimenting with changing my medication for depression will reveal. In my early and middle adult years, I enjoyed a delightful and rich sexual life, 21 years of that with a lusty and sexually experimental wife.

The situation just now is that, after not having libido for many years, I enjoy a return of desire even with a loss of the production of testosterone. I hope to enjoy a return to sexual functioning. However, I can accept loss. I'm even enjoying the experiences that I now have. The psychology of all this intrigues me. That is mirrors some of my fantasy world intrigues me further. By not being able to get off, I find myself more obsessed with sexual fantasy than any time in my life. The irony in this almost amuses me. [FONT=century gothic]

Now back to a fantasy:

[A-1 (imported)]

Nice pic.

Beautiful LADY!

Is this pic from Havana, Cuba? Sort of looks like it from what I can rmember. The lady looks Latino. The bicycles look old and the guys on the Spanish looking wall are not contemporarily dressed.

The Lady, however, looks like she is wearing a dress of contemporary fashion. Kind of a culture contrast, what?

Lots of ways to appreciate this pic.

A-1

[Blaise (imported)]

I'm trying to find a copy. For me, it captures that sense of impossibility that sometimes prevades sexual desire. :tongueout