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[geoffrey (imported)]

Great. Do keep us updated as to how you feel.

I was happy to hear that my shot was ready today. I just came from the health center and got it. I was kind of embarrased because they had to give a deep muscle shot and I had to pull my underwear down for the nurse. Right now the injection site is pretty sore, I hope it gets better, I might take some aspirin if it keeps up.

They said and from what I hear on this site it takes a week or so to feel any effects. It is just a huge relief to know that things are started and hopefully soon I won't have to deal with a sex drive. I will try and keep this site updated if I feel any changes, right now I feel horny as usual.

[daifu-orchid (imported)]

Excellent news! While it all kinda-news to hear 'bout someone's sore ass, do be sure to keep us posted with how it feels in about a week. Now THAT'S the real news!

I'm sure everyone is Thinking Good Thoughts for you while you wait for it to start. Very best wishes...

[geoffrey (imported)]

Excellent news! While it all kinda-news to hear 'bout someone's sore ass, do be sure to keep us posted with how it feels in about a week. Now THAT'S the real news!

I'm sure everyone is Thinking Good Thoughts for you while you wait for it to start. Very best wishes...

Thanks daifu. It is a weird feeling right now knowing that if this works I will basically be a boy again. I am scared of side effects, but also a little worried I might like this so much I will never want to go back. They say I should stay on this drug for nine months (three shots) and then see how I feel. I do enjoy having orgasms and "being a man" but I cannot take the guilt and problems that go along with my paraphilia. So hopefully in nine months I won't even think about orgasms or miss getting erections, but who knows. Anyways its too late now, my balls should be shut down in a couple weeks.

[daifu-orchid (imported)]

Well, it's a fine start, and hopefully will bring peace soon.

Afraid of liking it too much? For one, I'm a happy old eunuch and wouldn't have it any other way. It's a pretty good life.

Feeling better shouldn't be feared, rather, looked forward to and enjoyed.

We think Good Thoughts for you.....

[geoffrey (imported)]

a quick update: its been several days since my shot now. I had some pain initially from the injection, but that went away slowly. since then I have started to feel a little tired, especially in the morning. just recently my face has started to feel flushed or something, it might be the "hot flashes" I was told to expect. And there is a slight "tingly" feeling in one of my testicles. anyways it feels like something is definitely happening, I don't feel anything different sexually though, things are definitely still working down there.

[Uncle Flo (imported)]

My observation is that physical sexuality changes more slowly than some other signs of Testosterone deprivation. My guess is that the tissues of the reproductive organs either retains some Testosterone for a time or that these tissues respond to hormone stimulation differently than the rest of the body does, perhaps they gain and lose function more slowly. --FLO--

[geoffrey (imported)]

Today is pretty touch, I am getting flushed about every 15 minutes and just feel like sleeping. I have a feeling my balls aren't going to put to sleep without a fight.

[daifu-orchid (imported)]

Hooray for geoff!

Seems he is on his way. Wish him well with the journey. These things take a while.....Hang in there, and keep us posted!

[geoffrey (imported)]

haha i talked to my councilor today and he said I am basically going through "manapause" as my my testosterone production shuts down. he says the hot flashes and flushing should pretty much stop in a few days as my body adjusts. not too much else to report except both my nuts now have a feeling which is hard to describe, not quite painful but they feel kinda like they're being squeezed or something. things down there still seem to be working so I hope things start to kick in soon.

[geoffrey (imported)]

just a quick update, my hot flashes continue to go down and my nuts are definitely now shutting down or something as they have a dull ache like a toothache. I know it will be awhile before my nuts go to sleep and my cock does as well, hopefully my cock will at least get to be more drowsy. I hope to experience what it is like to be a true eunuch and have the sex drive of a very young boy, like none. sometimes i prefer not to wear underwear but I am always afraid of having an embarrasing "accident" but with time I might be able to not worry if everything is asleep down there. anyways still having to relieve myself several times a day, will post an update if that changes.