Hello from Massachusetts USA

[Boston3inch (imported)]

Hi,

I am a transgendered person, born male with tiny genitalia, small stature, and lacking in body and facial hair. I have never been more than 3.5 inches fully erect. I have been married for over 23 years and shared my wife with two long term lovers of hers. I discovered tremendous satisfaction in watching and cleaning up after her lovers filled her. Ultimately I came to the realization I no longer wanted to use my penis for intercourse. The mere thought of it now makes me go soft. I self identify as a lesbian in a boy's body (although I am decades older than being a boy).

I have secretly been on hormones for over 10 years: 2.5 mg Estrofem and 100 mg Spiro daily. I have real 34Bs which I have explained away to my wife as mid-life weight gain. It is difficult to manually stimulate myself to an erection (but not impossible). My ejaculate is clear and less than half a teaspoon in quantity.

I am not at a stage where I wish to lose my testicles. Sexual Reassignment Surgery is still an ultimate possibility in my future but I want my testicles gone before I even get close to SRS. I wish to put myself in a position where castration is medically required but looks "natural" to doctors and my wife.

I would prefer castration by a "cutter" who will accommodate my requests for videotaping the procedure and how I want to see my testicles used immediately afterwards.

In the short term I seek a woman who will administer Calcium Chloride injections to kill my testicles.

I am very enthusiastic to be photo/video-ed during all procedures and have my face included. There are several female friends whom I wish to have "made aware" of my useless erection, my real breasts, and later my castration. I am reluctant to share this information (text and/or photos) directly with them but would prefer to be exposed with the help of a third party.

That is my introduction.

Peace,

J

[Riverwind (imported)]

Welcome to the Archive, look around ask questions and most of all meet the others here who will share your dream, some of them have the same kind of dream that you do and can help you on your way.

One of the things we don't do is recomend a cutter, nor allow them in the Archive. We recomend that if you wish to be castrated that it be done with a doctor in a safe clean environment.

Again welcome to the boards.

River

[Littledick (imported)]

Welcome to the group. You will find lots of information. Hope you find what you need, and i am sure you will find the support you need as well.

Interested in how you want to use your testicles after?

Again welcome

[dark_soul (imported)]

Hi from México, Welcome to the Archive, to the group and welcome to the boards, see you later.

[jako9999 (imported)]

Hi from the England and good luck on your journey:)