Peter47-NL (imported) wrote: Fri Nov 01, 2013 6:45 am
When I was 11 years old I had a fantasy about being castrated and as Atreyu69 says I never thought about asking to have my balls cut off. But I still wonder and fantasize how my life would have been when I was castrated at the age of 11.
I've been wondering a lot recently, even though it's impossible as I was a completely different person back then, could I have been able to be a child forever if I were castrated at 11 or 12 or any time younger? I know castration alone would not make me a child forever, but if I ate very little, would that have done the trick, or would I have become deformed and/or crippled from malnutrition?
I always thought there should be a minimum age requirement. Something like 40 years old. When you are in your 20's and 30's you tend to make too many decisions with no or little thought to the decision.. It is a shame when people become Eunuch and then later regret it.
Nestor AEgrotatus (imported) wrote: Fri Nov 01, 2013 2:31 pm
I've been wondering a lot recently, even though it's impossible as I was a completely different person back then, could I have been able to be a child forever if I were castrated at 11 or 12 or any time younger? I know castration alone would not make me a child forever, but if I ate very little, would that have done the trick, or would I have become deformed and/or crippled from malnutrition?
Well, both being a eunuch and fasting are both ancient "rituals" so to speak, and I bet it's been both combined many times before. Don't know if it's recommendet though=p
Nestor AEgrotatus (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 02, 2013 7:40 am
It's too late for me anyway, but if I could turn back time to when I was 11 I would certainly try it.
"too late"??? never... you've only got me by a couple of years.... and i'm getting my balls put into a jar TOMORROW...Saturday the 2nd by Dr. A. I looked at your profile...and have the same feelings and desires as you for most of my life. Now I have the peace and happiness of living as Her eunuch slave. I would have loved to have been castrated at 11...or younger. mentally I was in many ways...just not physically...so I developed as a male. This morning, laying in bed, thinking about my past and how it might have been different...I expressed those thoughts to my Mistress....less than 24 hr away from surgery. She told me She understood. I believe She actually does. I hope you can, and do, find what you need.... never give up. john
rab of MAC (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 02, 2013 8:58 am
"too late"??? never... you've only got me by a couple of years.... and i'm getting my balls put into a jar TOMORROW...Saturday the 2nd by Dr. A. I looked at your profile...and have the same feelings and desires as you for most of my life. Now I have the peace and happiness of living as Her eunuch slave. I would have loved to have been castrated at 11...or younger. mentally I was in many ways...just not physically...so I developed as a male. This morning, laying in bed, thinking about my past and how it might have been different...I expressed those thoughts to my Mistress....less than 24 hr away from surgery. She told me She understood. I believe She actually does. I hope you can, and do, find what you need.... never give up. john
Oh of course I'm still going to be castrated as soon as possible, but it is too late to be a child forever, or at least look like one.
Nestor AEgrotatus (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 02, 2013 12:10 pm
Oh of course I'm still going to be castrated as soon as possible, but it is too late to be a child forever, or at least look like one.
If you were castrated at 11, then by now you would have not looked like a child. Your limbs would have grown out of proportion, as there was no testosterone to stop big bone growth. And probably had some man boobs. It is called eunuchoidism. And if you look pictures of old eunuchs, they just look as old as any other male of same age.
I don't know how testosterone affects brain developement, but I am sure it does.
erikboy (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 02, 2013 1:10 pm
If you were castrated at 11, then by now you would have not looked like a child. Your limbs would have grown out of proportion, as there was no testosterone to stop big bone growth. And probably had some man boobs. It is called eunuchoidism. And if you look pictures of old eunuchs, they just look as old as any other male of same age.
I don't know how testosterone affects brain developement, but I am sure it does.
I'm fully aware of that, that's why I wondered if I could have found a way around that by starving myself.
Nestor AEgrotatus (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 02, 2013 1:18 pm
I'm fully aware of that, that's why I wondered if I could have found a way around that by starving myself.
No, starving yourself only results in starvation and the resulting bone disease and other systemic organ problems.