Dreams (or nightmares) about castration

[JeffEunuch (imported)]

My obsession with being castrated initially began with dreams about being castrated. It was always me being castrated, usually in a medical milieu, but not a hospital. I didn't know then that one's testicles could be expressed outside the sac and the cords sliced. A surgeon would just slice off my entire package (nuts and sac). I gradually realized that I did want it. It then grew to daytime thoughts and then to a full blown obsession.

As I tell others, I had always had a very tight package, and a urologist told me in my 20s that I would eventually have physical problems with my testicles as I aged - infections of the epididymis. I did. My production of testosterone eventually decreased 'til I was diagnosed with hypogonadism.

I'm not sure that either the fantasy or the physical problems by themselves would have been sufficient to cause me to follow through. Together they were. I did finally follow through, and I think it was one of the best decisions I ever made. I only sought to have the physical organs removed and did not seek to affect my sexuality. I'm just a ballless guy.

[XXX (imported)]

But again, I do NOT regard it as mutilation, or "poison".

Would it have been better if I substituted the word 'tea' instead of 'poison'?

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And since when did I mention that I was straight?

Some of you people are reading too much into my intial post.

Sheesh.

[XXX (imported)]

Funny you look at it as mutilation but how would you feel tomorrow if your doctor said you had cancer and that they had to be removed.

Aah. That's different.

Cutting off your hand: mutilation.

Cutting off your nose(inspite of your face): mutilation

Cutting off your nipples: mutilation

Cutting of your foot: mutilation

Cutting of your balls just for the hell of it: mutilation

[jab (imported)]

So? Tattoos are mutilation, piercings are, even coloring your hair is a form of temporary mutilation.

I'm still a fence-sitter on the topic as far as my body parts are concerned, but you speak of modifications as if they're bad things.

Eisenhower had his appendix removed, voluntarily and without medical need, because he could NOT have a common infection incapacitate him during a battle, and appendicitis was common enough to be a concern. Was that mutilation? Sure. Was it justified? Yup.

Just because it's not to my tastes doesn't make it evil. It might make it something that *I* don't like, or that I don't want to look at, but that's a reflection on my choices and tastes, not someone else's.

(Personally, I believe that modifications/looks that you force onto others, to push their buttons, are boorish and dumb. That goes double for the creep in the Nazi SS outfit, with the swastika armband, who trots around the S/M events from time to time. Thanks, but go push someone else's buttons for a while.)

-jab

[A-1 (imported)]

(Personally, I believe that modifications/looks that you force onto others, to push their buttons, are boorish and dumb. That goes double for the creep in the Nazi SS outfit, with the swastika armband, who trots around the S/M events from time to time. Thanks, but go push someone else's buttons for a while.)

So, when you take your leaded Louisville Slugger that you shag balls out to center field with and smash the creep in the nose hard enough to put the majority of the base of his nose on his left zygomatic arch...

1. Is this body modification?

YEP!

2. Is it justified?

I DUNNO...

3. Is it fun?!

HELL YESSSS!

(maybe not for him, though, even though it was a GRAND SLAM)

A-1

[Paolo]

Play nice, kids.

[Andrew (imported)]

Cutting off your hand: mutilation.

Cutting off your nose(inspite of your face): mutilation

Cutting off your nipples: mutilation

Cutting of your foot: mutilation

Cutting of your balls just for the hell of it: mutilation

But that is the point. I can only speak for one eunuch, myself, and others will have to tell you their opinions. I did NOT have myself castrated "just for the hell of it". What is so hard to understand about that? I have had libido problems all my life, and wanted to end that problem. I now have "The Eunuch Calm". It was not just "for the hell of it".

[A-1 (imported)]

...I hate to quote the Bible here but...

...cast not your pearls before the swine, lest they turn again and rend you...

A-1

[XXX (imported)]

But that is the point. I can only speak for one eunuch, myself, and others will have to tell you their opinions. I did NOT have myself castrated "just for the hell of it". What is so hard to understand about that? I have had libido problems all my life, and wanted to end that problem. I now have "The Eunuch Calm". It was not just "for the hell of it".

Did I say YOU Andy are doing it for the hell of it?

It's not something for you to take personally.

I'm talking about the many other people here that want their balls chopped off because it's "erotic", etc.

Capice?

[XXX (imported)]

So? Tattoos are mutilation, piercings are, even coloring your hair is a form of temporary mutilation.

I'm still a fence-sitter on the topic as far as my body parts are concerned, but you speak of modifications as if they're bad things.

Eisenhower had his appendix removed, voluntarily and without medical need, because he could NOT have a common infection incapacitate him during a battle, and appendicitis was common enough to be a concern. Was that mutilation? Sure. Was it justified? Yup.

Just because it's not to my tastes doesn't make it evil. It might make it something that *I* don't like, or that I don't want to look at, but that's a reflection on my choices and tastes, not someone else's.

(Personally, I believe that modifications/looks that you force onto others, to push their buttons, are boorish and dumb. That goes double for the creep in the Nazi SS outfit, with the swastika armband, who trots around the S/M events from time to time. Thanks, but go push someone else's buttons for a while.)

-jab

Jeez, Jab, you sure took my posts out of context.

Since when did I bring up piercings and tatoos?!

Don't grasp at straws, dude.

Lol.