Chemical Castration help?

[Stiomn11 (imported)]

Hi im somewhat new to this website. I have been trying to navigate to find out more info about chemical castration. I been banding on and off for a while. Recently I have been seriously considering trying Chemical castration to see if this is the path I really want to go down. Also my sexual needs are really getting in the way of my schooling and general life. I am 21, poor college student. Where would I go to get these drugs? What is best to used? Are they expensive? I dont want my parents to find out as they are nosy and would not under stand my reasonings. I dont have a lot of money if any to spend on this is there any way to get like free trial offers or does that not exist. Is their any dramatic side effects I should be worried about? How long does it take for the drugs to work? Any help would be greatly apreciated. Thank you all.

[fhunter]

First, see this thread: http://www.eunuch.org/forums/showthread ... feminizing

It describes different protocols for chemical castration.

As for the prices and where to get - see inhousepharmacy, (please, anyone with experience, give proper address, I am not sure, that inhousepharmacy.biz is a legit one).

In my country, cyproterone acetate is over the counter, in USA it is not.

Be careful, as the long time chemical castration would cause irreversible damage. Also, be aware, that after stopping taking the drugs, you will spend at least two-three (may be longer) months recovering to the state you were in.

As for the side effects - read the link, which I posted.

[Stiomn11 (imported)]

Thank you. i have read this link. I kind of understood parts. like the effects. other than that it was all lost on me. Also i do not wish to enduce feminization on purpose. Thank you very much Fhunter. Btw youre cute. Yes i am gay.

[~Tiamat~ (imported)]

.biz is legit, they sent an email out a couple of years back

(They sent one to those of us in the uk, at least. They had to shut .co.uk down due to pharmaceutical marketing law changes or something. Not sure what happened to their .com.)

[Stiomn11 (imported)]

So inhousepharmacy.biz is a good place to go too?

[~Tiamat~ (imported)]

There are an absolute ton of effects you will get from low or blocked testosterone and another ton you may get. There's information in the stickies It really is take it all or leave it. Some are effects you may want. Others are effects nobody in their right mind would want, such as osteoporosis.

Another thing I don't see mentioned here very often is cyto and spiro don't really cross into the brain or at least not for a long time. For that you need something like flutamide. You will lower it gradually though via a feedback mechanism which will affect your mind. You can lower it to a greater degree with depo provera which I'm imagining is why it's the first choice for sex offenders, although it's the only one I've mentioned that I've never tried myself. Lots of people here use it or have used it but it seems to be a bad one for depression, probably for the reasons I've stated and also because it's a progestogen.

There are other ways to lower your sex drive if that's your only problem, or as patronising as it probably sounds you could just enjoy it!

If this is still something you still really really want to try then yes inhouse has been a good place for me!

[fhunter]

Thank you. i have read this link. I kind of understood parts. like the effects. other than that it was all lost on me. Also i do not wish to enduce feminization on purpose. Thank you very much Fhunter. Btw youre cute. Yes i am gay.

Whenever you want it or not, you will still get some feminization. The big question is - how much and how fast.

As for being cute, well, thanks .

[foxytaur (imported)]

Whenever you want it or not, you will still get some feminization. The big question is - how much and how fast.

As for being cute, well, thanks .

Yo fhunter, will a low dose spiro + low dosage E make me pretty? probably a siily question but i dont think a high E and high spiro will really be good for my bigender identity. i dont care if the penis stays flaccid. ont use it anyways as im a bottom and i dont mind being sterile for life and with little and clear semen.

personally all i care is the face the most, I want it to be really femmy, the body can stay androgynously femmy. as for boobs.

i dont care if i end up with small titties or flatchested.

libido will drop and im ok with that. i would not be ok with a complete depletion of male/ female libido.

Geez....I hope its not complicated trying to describe my hybrid self

NB= I dont care about how long it will take (3-4 yrs) I care if results will make my face defined and pretty as a female given my current bone structure. Am I asking for too much or would I have to up the E?

worse case scenario i def have FFS in mind. I fear the backwards forhead slant and the nose.

[fhunter]

I am in no way an expert. And I was off that stuff for two years, so... I do not know.

I was on cyproterone acetate only. After some time, I've got really sensitive nipples, and some buds under them. That would have probably evolved into small breasts with time.

I am not an almighty wizard of endocrinology (my interest are more with electronics and computers), so, I do not know...

As for E - you can take a small dose for protection against osteoporosis. And if you do not like results - increase the dose.

[foxytaur (imported)]

I am in no way an expert. And I was off that stuff for two years, so... I do not know.

I was on cyproterone acetate only. After some time, I've got really sensitive nipples, and some buds under them. That would have probably evolved into small breasts with time.

I am not an almighty wizard of endocrinology (my interest are more with electronics and computers), so, I do not know...

As for E - you can take a small dose for protection against osteoporosis. And if you do not like results - increase the dose.

Well, thanks for advice anyways fhunter, I suppose it's all about trial and error initially till you get the dose right.