...finally arrived at this archive.

[Dominic_Demeyn (imported)]

Hi to all who are reading this,

My non-real name is Dominic Demeyn (both names are chosen by me), but the name feels more eral to me than any other, and I even thought about imprinting it on my skin forever in form of a tattoo.

I have struggled greatly with my identity ever since I could think, sometimes I even questioned whether I belonged to the human race, but mostly I questioned my gender I.D., or rather why I had one in the first place.

I consider myself Neutrois, and while there are several definitions and varaints of such, I will specify that I am gender-and sex-less. No gender, no sexuality, no desire to have any.

I had breast removal (without reconstrution) in June this year and feel much better having had this procedure. Now I am contemplating removal of other tissue/organs 'down there', which would probably render me a 'enuch', at least semantically. (Please feel free to educate me on this term).

I wonder if anyone can provide advice and/or (personal) experience on this.

I am currently still female (in the minds of others), but am striving to adapt my body to how I think about myself (Neutrois).

What is your experience with gender and other identity, what are your aims regarding your body expression or mental image of yourself, what are your thoughts on this?

All the best,

Dominic.

[talula]

Welcome to the zoo. I'm not much help on this so will leave it for the others. You found the right spot.

[devi (imported)]

There is really a very great deal of variety here. And there are many varying degrees of eunuchism also. We have had various discussions about this in the past. In my mind an 'xy' CAIS female would be the purest form of eunuchism. Then 'XY' PAIS. After that any other born female eunuchs followed by born male eunuchs with varying forms hormonal underdevelopement and so forth. There could be an 'xx' male here also. I don't know. I'm a mid-adolescent male in my developement. We have our latter day eunuchs and trans people. All of us are eunuchs one and the same. Many of us take hormones (hrt) of various regimes. Some with testosterone. I take minimal estrogen myself. And there are just so many varieties here. Anyway welcome aboard.

[devi (imported)]

Guess I should mention here that I am also a latter-day eunuch as per losing a couple of marbles. Went to Philadelphia for that a few years ago. After that I felt like I was finally "official" and not just some borderline half-way wannabe eunuch. I've always identified as a neutrois though but I can pass through between genders with relative ease.

[The_Broken_poet (imported)]

Guess I should mention here that I am also a latter-day eunuch as per losing a couple of marbles. Went to Philadelphia for that a few years ago. After that I felt like I was finally "official" and not just some borderline half-way wannabe eunuch. I've always identified as a neutrois though but I can pass through between genders with relative ease.

From looking at your avatar I can say that is acurate