After 12 years of wanting it done (since I was 13), on Friday (1/6) I was finally castrated. Was done in Europe by a medical professional, looking for a side source of income in these tough economic times. Surgery went well and was fairly uneventful, with eunuchdom being achieved at 2pm. That moment will be etched in my mind forever. So far, recovery has been ok - felt okay enough yesterday to endure a 2 hour coach trip, 2 hour train trip and 2 hour flight home, although that was helped by a healthy amount of painkillers. Woken up today after long sleep, and most abdominal pain is gone, although Sac is fairly swollen still. Actually feel well enough to join my friends at their Jubilee Celebrations. I'm hoping that the fact that I'm young is meaning that recovery is going to be quick and fairly uneventful - reading other posts, I certainly seem to be fareing better than many did. I actually feel well enough to masturbate, and have done a couple of times since being cut.
Why did I have it done? I've thought about it for a long time, and trialed chemical castration drugs. In the end, I guess it comes down to Body Integrity Disorder. I hated my balls, I felt they didn't belong to me, were ugly and shouldn't be there. Now they are gone, I feel alot better. I guess I could say I feel complete, and have the body I've always wanted. This brings me onto the point of my post and request for help - getting Hormone Replacement Therapy in the UK. I know from my trials of chemical castration, that I don't want all the effects of being a eunuch. In effect, I wish to be male, but without balls, still having a sex drive, but being in control of my hormonal levels, and being able to adjust levels as my circumstances require. I definately don't want weight gain, tits, loss of strength etc.
Thus its a given, that as soon as I've healed, I need to get started on HRT. In the UK we are lucky enough to have state provided healthcare, which despite its flaws, is pretty decent. Ideally, I'd like to get TRT prescribed by a doctor. Can people, particularly UK resident eunuchs, provide me with advice on the best way to go about this without getting sectioned/having to go to a shrink? I'm moving to London to start a new job in September, and could in theory wait till then, using intenet bought meds until then? My reasoning for this is that I currently live in a small town (near Manchester though) and I doubt my GP would be receptive. In London, I'm sure they've seen it all before? In terms of internet bought meds, which gels or tablets are the best?
Apologies for so many questions, but its the start of a new journey, one that I've waited a long time to get started, but am looking forward to
Edit - Admins - is there any way to change my user ID? The term "Manc Wannabe" seems somewhat "dated" now lol.