Greetings..long time Reader/Lurker.

[vandervecken (imported)]

Hello there,

Long time, lurker/reader and chat'er that I feel comfortable enough to finally say Hello! I've been fascinated with Chastity and Orgasm denial just about since it wasn't imposed on me. Divorced in 1995, I've explored and find that to want, is more sublime than to have. I've been through a few Devices (current is a CB600s/Ksd-2) and have had Keyholders both Gay/Dom and Straight/Domme. I find the longer I am denied the more submissive I become. For a type-A Business guy, this is a cliche perhaps, but it is true for me. I have traveled in my work for the last few years and hope I can settle back in the USA. My goal is a live-in or close proximity relationship with a preferable Domme but Dom person, who I can establish a real and true TPE. I want to surrender my Sexuality and Orgasm ability to another. MY personal first-goal is one year denied Orgasm. I want to serve and live with what I've to date, read about and 'hired' for years. The 'end-game (Fantasy perhaps) is a Glansectomy and to forever yearn. I've collected an array of the obvious 'props' at first ordered from the Stockroom, at night, semi-drunk till I am ready to hopfully contribute to a real relationship. Take Care and Thank you!