Virgin wants to be virgin for life (NULLO WANTS)

[Xavier Butler (imported)]

Hi, I'm Xavier C. Butler. I am fairly new to the Eunuch community. I am actually surprised that there are others like me out there. As the title says, I like to remove a part of my body (a few parts actually) that I don't like and need anytime soon. I am hoping that someone out there can make my dreams of becoming nullo. I want to be a smoothie in my underdrawers. I originally thought all I wanted was a pectonomy. However, through my days of discernment, I think it would be better for me to be a smoothie instead. So, please if anyone can help me with fulfilling this need, you know where to find me. Thanks for your time and reading of this post.

[muslgeld (imported)]

Xavier,

You will find that once you're castrated you won't even be able to think about sex. It is mentally impossible because that part of your brain shuts off. I strongly suggest that you try chemical castration first. You will likely find that it will give you the freedom from sex you want. Be warned though it will become addictive, and after too long (more than a year) it will become permanent. Try chem cast first and then if you're sure, have a surgeon remove your nuts. You will want to keep your dick for peeing. It won't be a sexual organ anymore anyway. You will come to think of it in the same way you think about your little finger. Castration will leave you a virgin for life if that is really what you want. BE REALLY, REALLY SURE, then try chem cast and then after 1 year get the orbs removed surgically. Please listen to the people who are experienced on here, you are very young, and I would hate to see you make a permanent mistake you will regret. Good Luck.

[punkypink (imported)]

Musgeld, throughout the ages, there have been people who have not been castrated who have been virgin for life. Monks, nuns, etc. Also I am not sure that being castrated means you won't be able to think about sex. I know eunuchs here on the EA who're sexually active even though they are not on T, so clearly it varies from person to person. It's a bit misleading to be telling him castration will mean he will not think about sex anymore. The mind is probably the most important thing. If you have the mental discipline you can be unmodified and if you don't want to think about sex, you won't.

Xavier, from what you've said, it sounds to me that you desire removal of several parts due to body dysmorphia. In any case, there is a story on the fiction archive you should read, that is somewhat based on a true story:

https://eunuchworld.co/s5492

Read that and then think long and hard about what you really want. And no, that story is not based on me in case you were wondering.

[Mac (imported)]

Xavier,

You will find that once you're castrated you won't even be able to think about sex. It is mentally impossible because that part of your brain shuts off. I strongly suggest that you try chemical castration first. You will likely find that it will give you the freedom from sex you want. Be warned though it will become addictive, and after too long (more than a year) it will become permanent. Try chem cast first and then if you're sure, have a surgeon remove your nuts. You will want to keep your dick for peeing. It won't be a sexual organ anymore anyway. You will come to think of it in the same way you think about your little finger. Castration will leave you a virgin for life if that is really what you want. BE REALLY, REALLY SURE, then try chem cast and then after 1 year get the orbs removed surgically. Please listen to the people who are experienced on here, you are very young, and I would hate to see you make a permanent mistake you will regret. Good Luck.

Your statement to Xavier that he will need his penis for peeing is incorrect. It is possible for him to pee without any complications if he gets an appropriate urethra reroute.

[unencumbered (imported)]

I am not sure that being castrated means you won't be able to think about sex. I know eunuchs here on the EA who're sexually active even though they are not on T, so clearly it varies from person to person.

My experience, while on Siterone and then from the alcohol injections, is that I do not think about sex or get sexually aroused any longer, even if I were try to, although I can still have sex. Maybe after three months without sex do I have brief semi-sexual dreams at night once in awhile, but they're not anywhere near the intensity, length or frequency of the ones that I always had before. Then I'll have sex and I'll be good for another couple of months without it.

What are others experiences?

[punkypink (imported)]

My experience, while on Siterone and then from the alcohol injections, is that I do not think about sex or get sexually aroused any longer, even if I were try to, although I can still have sex. Maybe after three months without sex do I have brief semi-sexual dreams at night once in awhile, but they're not anywhere near the intensity, length or frequency of the ones that I always had before. Then I'll have sex and I'll be good for another couple of months without it.

What are others experiences?

At least some are sexually active, others find that the removal of T from the system changes the way they think about sex but does not remove thinking about sex itself. One guy was saying he still has nocturnal emissions, etc. The fact is, it is probably hard to say for sure because 1) we do not have a clear picture of everyone's body chemistry prior to castration and 2) we do not have a 100% knowledge of how everyone's body chemistry reacts to the removal of T from the system.

[punkypink (imported)]

attention was drawn to the fact that the link i posted will just take you into the index.

The story is titled: A Warning to Others. Author name: TheOtherSide.

[janekane (imported)]

I have heard it said that the future is impossible to predict without error.

I disagree.

Herewith, I predict the future, and do so, methinks, without error:

I predict that events will happen, some of which are partly predicted with some semblance of accuracy and are partly predicted in error, and some of which will be fairly accurately predicted (depending on what is meant by "fairly accurately"), and some of which may be nearly to totally surprising, and there will be all other forms of events which happen as they happen, and I predict that this prediction may be inaccurate in part or in whole or otherwise.

As long as a prediction about the future is sufficiently useless, it may be accurate?

It would never occur to me to predict that orchiectomy and/or penectomy would give the result in the life of one person which is essentially identical to the result in the life of another person.

The notion that people are alike, and not diverse, may be the essence of "theory of mind," whereby some folks believe they can understand another person whom they do not actually understand.

I have come to a description of the way my life works, not that I expect said way to work, or not work, for anyone else. My way of living is simple, to me and with me, whatever happens, as it happens, is necessary and sufficient. That does not accord to me a life or way of life that is passive.

What it does in my life is to allow me to accept and affirm the value of every moment of my life with equanimity; sometimes I learn about something that turns out to be something I find wisely worth avoiding in the future, sometimes something worth encountering again as such becomes possible.

What I seem to always fail to learn is how to actually hate my life, myself, anyone else, or anything else.

If I do something which I learn was of folly and/or stupidity and I hate it, my life thus far informs me that I am very likely to do it, or something much like it, again and again until I learn to accept whatever it is as a necessary part of my life.

Having been castrated (as part of a series of cancer-preventive surgeries) over 25 years ago, I can state without qualification that I am not less a sexual person than before, yet I can also go for a considerable time without being bothered by orgasms if they were happening regularly in response to testosterone (as was so for me prior to the orchiectomy) when there is something that I find far more valuable as a way of living my life.

In my reading of the medical case history literature, I find remarkable variation in the results of orchiectomy, and I had done most of said reading prior to my orchiectomy. I expected the unexpected, and was not disappointed.