A long time in the works.

[Eunuken (imported)]

A few of you may be interested to know that exactly 4 weeks had past as of yesterday of my Orchiectomy. I had a Creatnine level and a Testosterone test yesterday, The results of the Creatine is 1.2, that falls within the normal range of the kidney function, this pleases me. But to really make me happy My Testosterone level is 24.7. Normal range for this is 239 to 836 ng/dl. I would say with no doubt having your testicles removed effects your testosterone levels.

Ken

[OneBallBoi (imported)]

Thank you for sharing your experience. It was interesting.. You are the second person that I know that used the alcohol method to achieve a surgical castration using the medical community. Both of you used the alcohol to kill the testicals and then were surgically castrated in a sterile hospital situation. It was shame the other person was banned for sharing his experience. I say it is a shame when any real Eunuch is banned from the site that is suppose to support them. I would think that two adults could talk out their issues and not resort to lifetime banning when it real Eunuch that need the support of this group created especially for them.. Off my soap box now.. I am pleased to welcome you into the group of Eunuch.. I admit that I was done by a cutter on a kitchen table.. I am not proud of that but that is the means we have to stoop to, to achieve our goal. At the time I was castrated, I knew nothing about alcohol.. I had no clue how to achieve my goal.. I just knew I had to do it because "Christians are cruel" and they doing some very mean things to me because I was not dating. Expressed no interest in male nor female.. I was run out of Church.. My car was smeared inside and outside with cow manure by Christians are there means to get me to leave the state of New York because I may be a homosexual but they had no proof one way or the other. So when Riverwind tells me that I could not have been castrated because of religion and he has numerous times.. Think on it.. I think I am right.. I chose castation because of the Cruelty of Christians.

[loveableleopardy (imported)]

I just knew I had to do it because "Christians are cruel" and they doing some very mean things to me because I was not dating. Expressed no interest in male nor female.. I was run out of Church.. My car was smeared inside and outside with cow manure by Christians are there means to get me to leave the state of New York because I may be a homosexual but they had no proof one way or the other. So when Riverwind tells me that I could not have been castrated because of religion and he has numerous times.. Think on it.. I think I am right.. I chose castation because of the Cruelty of Christians.

OBB - a lot of what you write here highlights what is wrong with humanity. How horrible for you to have to go through that.

[OneBallBoi (imported)]

I wish you the best Ken..

[Eunuken (imported)]

Yesterday, Friday my Dr sent me an email

"Do you want to start hormone therapy for testosterone?"

This was my reply.

While my T level is super low, I have yet to feel any different. No loss of energy, No Mood changes, No Hot Flashes. I feel fine. I can still obtain an Erection if I want, its not as easy has it was in the past but it works.

I think I will wait until the 1st of the year to make that decision.

Ken

[tugon (imported)]

And My reply.... Go ahead Riverwind and bann me for life to.. Because you know so much better than me.. I could have never been castrated for religious reason.. Now you know the whole story.. What would have you done if Christian smeared cow manure all over the inside and outside of your car while you were in church?

You know everything Riverwind and I AM AN IDIOT.. Dumb stupid.

We should never internalize the hate we are shown and then act upon it. That was an important lesson I needed to learn. Anyone who would do that were not christians. Jesus rejected no one and if members of a church reject you they are not emulating Jesus' life and you are in the wrong church.

[devi (imported)]

I myself have always had high ceatine levels even before I had my two little troublesome grapes which kept falling into my scrotum from my abdomen removed. Nobody seemed overly concerned. Remember that children also have slightly higher creatine levels than adults and we are as eunuchs in fact children in a certain biological sense. For years I could not find a physician to remove them. They would always site me the same reason about them being that small testicles were never any reason to remove them. So it is somewhat of a big surprize to me that someone would remove them for being unnecessary afterall. But hopefully times have changed from when I grew up.

As for being accepted into church, being always "neat and clean shaven", I was always accepted and even allowed to sing in the choir as a "sopranist". No single women ever wanted anything to do with me though as far as dating is concerned. But on their behalf, I am a person that has never had any type of career, working menial part time stents nor having any type of prestigious car, home, or anything else.

[KewlDawg (imported)]

I then met up with a wonderful young man that became my Domestic partner for 3 years and was a eunuch before we met, it was a wonderful time however he felt that his sexuality was in question and decided to move on with his life and return to the life of a heterosexual man, while I was and sill decimated by this departure he feels he is better now.

I just couldn't get past this one part of your story. Not without expressing my sympathy. Many of us have had our hearts crushed at one point or another during life's journey, and can easily empathize.

[Eunuken (imported)]

Tomorrow Thursday the 22nd of December makes 9 weeks sense my orchiectomy, and while my sexual desires and ability has been reduced quite a bit, I have had NO hot flashes at all, can anyone tell me if I may be out of the woods when it comes to them? or do I have them to look forward to in the near future?

Ken

[janekane (imported)]

If your life goes, regarding hot flashes, you may never have one; I haven't, not even once in more than twenty five years.