I am writing this thread reply with two purposes in mind. One is to share some of my thoughts on the chance someone may find some use for some of them; the other is to learn if someone will tear some aspect of said thoughts to shreds through the use of scientific principles.
Elizabeth (imported) wrote: Tue Oct 11, 2011 4:56 pm
Hi Janekane,
I really enjoyed this post and there is a lot of it I agree with. Being an existentialist, I also believe guilt is a delusion created to control and be controlled by others. Laws, customs, rules, guidelines, etc. are all created to give the illusion that we somehow have choices that we really do not have. Indeed our thought processes, whatever those are, are not something we control, but rather they control us.
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There are no "normal" humans.
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Elizabeth
Elizabeth,
Oh, dear.
Oh, dear me. I studied way too much mathematicalisticalismish stuff.
There is the normal distribution function ( of sigmoid shape?) and there is the normal density function (of bell-curve shape?) The normal density function is the slope of the normal distribution function, at least as I learned in my study of maths.
So what?
Well, for one thing, the whole normal curve (whether sigmoid-curve or bell-curve, take your pick with whimsey or something else) is normal. There are not three normal curves, each both sigmoid and bell in shape.
It is a social convention, one I find to be stunningly unethical, to allow some central portion of the normal curve, wide enough to safely include me, yet narrow enough that I can haul out enough bigotry to find quite a few folks farther out from the middle than I am who I can label abnormal so as to maximize my egotistical prejudices favoring myself to the exclusion of others.
My view, and I have gone through the mathematics, is, to put it simply, everyone is normal.
To me, it is perfectly normal for each and every person to be exactly one-of-a-kind in forever (and beyond).
It is neither more nor less normal for some folks who get outdoors much of the time to need sunblocking (clothing?) to reduce skin cancer risk. It is neither more nor less normal for some other folks who do not get out doors much of the time to need considerable dietary vitamin D to minimize the risk of rickets.
It is socially normal in some social groups to regard those aforementioned who need sunblocking as "white" people and to regard those aforementioned who need vitamin D as "black people."
It is normal for me to question what some social groups regard as normal, especially because I have a lurking sense that such social groups will relentlessly deem me to be intolerably abnormal.
I have a "colored" paper assortment, which includes "white" paper and "black" paper, along with brown, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, violet, and grey paper. When I was much younger, folks kept trying to tell me that I am a white person, something I have never found to be true. Neither am I a black person. Come to think of it, I have seen some folks who were very blond and others who were, by contrast, very dark. However, I have never yet seen any actually white person, nor have I ever seen any actually black person. I have seen many diversely colored people, and never any person who was not of color diversity.
It occurred to me that I may have made a lifelong mistake. So, I decided to make some measurements, the better to find out whether my lifelong view is true or false. Being an engineer, I hold the view that I need to be decently competent in making measurements. Ah ha! In one of the drawers of the desk on which is the computer I am using for writing this is a measurement instrument. General Electric, Model 8DW40Y16 "FOOTCANDLES" meter.
Something which is actually white will not absorb visible light. Keeping the path length the same, I find the incident light to be 37 footcandles. If I am white, the reflectance will be unity, and the light reflected from the skin of my hand will also be 37 footcandles. Reflected light is 7 footcandles. Wow! I was right, but not extreme right. The 7 foot candle reflected light measurement clearly demonstrates that I am neither black (reflected light would be 0 footcandles) nor white (reflected light would be 37 footcandles). Scientific proof! I am neither a white nor a black person. White is every color (not me) and black is no color (not me).
Perhaps someone else who was once a member of the Society of Photo-Optical Instrumentation Engineers understands the phenomenon of light better than I do. Absent clarification from someone else who understands light, and measurement of light, better than I do, I shall take it as a demonstrated fact of science that I am, by actual photometric measurement, a colored person.
While it may be ethical to label me as a white person, doing so is demonstrated scientific nonsense at best?
I solve the problem of what is normal and what is not in much the same way as I solve the problem of whether I am a white person, a black person, or a colored person. I make observations and some of the observations I make are measurements. I find that it is normal for some phenomena to not fit the mathematics of the normal curves; some phenomena are multi-modal, some are very asymmetric as contrasted with the normal density curve.
One day, a thought came clearly into my mind. The bell curve (normal density function) has been treated as though only some central portion is normal. What if the problem is, to put it simply, that the bell curve is a density curve, and what if the folks who reside within a standard deviation or two from the mean are simply too dense to comprehend the whole range of what is normal?
If so, such density is situational and not dispositional... Therefore, the dense people are neither at fault nor to blame for their density.
Is it true that, in the final sense, interpretation is the essence of observation, because it is, and only is, interpretation (and not sense datum) that can be noted and remembered?
For myself, I deem guilt to be a delusion, not created to control us, but the simple result of the process of evolution not having yet evolved enough to allow humanity to fully recognize guilt accurately as delusion.
Until someone truthfully describes a mistake/action/choice/decision actually made and also truthfully tells of a demonstrable way whereby the mistake/action/choice/decision which was made could actually have been avoided through an achievable process, I shall take the notion (which I find to be the essence of the traditional infant-child transition) of avoidable mistakes having actually been made to be not only a delusion, but what (I wildly conjecture?) may well be the most stunningly addictive delusion which may ever be possible for people to regard as not a delusion.
I find I need to offer an apology. I do not challenge authority, because I regard authority as being authoritative.
I do challenge authoritarianism, and do so with the whole of my available effort, and do so because I find authoritarianism to be the process whereby the brain-damaging trauma of the traditional infant-child transition is accomplished.
If my notions of child abuse, the infant-child transition, brain damage, depersonalization and deindividuation, and social violence are found scientifically valid, the validity will reside in the authority of rigorous scientific scrutiny, and not in the authoritarian egotism of any person, myself included.