My Penectomy story from the hospital

[YodaNell (imported)]

Losethem...I JUST GAVE YOU THE BIGGEST KISS AND HUG EVER RECEIVED BY A HUMAN!!!

Thanks a lot. You Rock! ~

[YodaNell (imported)]

Thanks to LT my pics are now uploaded to MBM. After LT moderate it you can view it.

BTW...I had my Gastric Bypass Surgery in February this year. My weight came down from 145Kg to 99Kg weighed this morning! All this in about 6 months.

[Losethem (imported)]

Yodanell,

Congrats on the weight loss! Also, your photos are moderated and available. The video will take a bit as I'm applying the watermark. Maybe this weekend before I get to it.

Thanks!

--LT

[YodaNell (imported)]

Happy new year my friends. I hope 2016 will be a prosperous year to you all, in all shapes and forms.

Regarding my nullification, I am still very happy and still do not regret it at all. In fact, It's not even part of my thought process anymore. Allow me to make a statement. I discovered that nipples have a lot more role playing in a man's sexuality that one might realise.

Before I had my nipples removed, I still wanted to orgasm at times. I would look at a woman and still admire that beautiful creature. Then I amputated my nipples...only the actual nipple...not the areola part. Same story. I would look at a beautiful creature and, not necessarily wanted sex, but orgasm at least. And I was able to orgasm if I wanted to. So, as mentioned in my previous post above, I had my WHOLE nipples, including the fatty tissue, removed.

This is my point. As my nipple wounds healed, my desire for orgasm became less as time went on. Today I have had not any sexual desire in any form since my operation. So I think, nipples MUST play a far greater role in sexual desire than before. I have no sexual feeling in my chest area and I feel totally sexually numb between my legs.

I BELIEVE I'VE REACHED MY GOAL! I'M NOT SEXUAL ANYMORE AND THE NIPPLE WAS THE SECRET.

Regarding my Gastric Bypass Surgery. I have lost LOTS of weight. I came from 145kg to 93kg! Some people are not happy as they don't like my new look. They say my face is falling apart with extra skin. But, I don't care. I'm not diabetic anymore and my blood pressure I normal So, I could not be more ecstatic!

PS. Just wondering, does anyone know the secret how to brew a potion to remove ugly nipple scars?

[YodaNell (imported)]

Boy, it's amazing how time flies. It's 5 years that I am a nullo! Feels like yesterday.

[YodaNell (imported)]

Heelo my friends, it's been a while.

I just want to report to you (and especially Christians who seeks freedom from sexual lust) that I have achieved my goal!!!!!!

It is propably a year now that I have ZERO interest in human sexuality! I FEEL NOTHING! I look at woman (and a man) and have ZERO sexual arousal/feeling/lust. I have ZERO desire for orgasm/sexual tension release. PG!!!! I feel like an angel...a sexless being who are not sexually identity-wise a male, female or even eunuch. I am a-sexual in it's greatest form. A sexless being....AND I LOVE IT!!! I havn't orgasmed for ages!

How did I achieve it. Well, I believe that God played a vital role in this BUT natuarally, body chemistry and "impulse response" had a major role in this.

In my attempt to achieve this, this was the sequense I took:

1) Got castrated

2) Got penectomized (still no success) so;

3) Attempted to castrate my mind through meditation/prayer/suppresion of sexual thoughts and looking away from sexual stimulus...(it helped, but sexual feelings still present), so;

4) Stopped Testosterone totally. I only used to take a little bit to keep fatique and hot flushes at bay...but too hell with that...so I STOPPED T TOTALLY! For long time now. (It helped, but there was still sexual FEELINGS down there...in the nerves), so;

5) I discovered that one's nipples plays a vital role in this. I think there is a major nerve that joins the nipples to the genitals. I know you will understand this. So...after amputating my right nipple (aeriola included), I asked my Plastic Surgeon to remove both my nipples properly...yes my right one as well. The idea was to cut away a major portion of the nerve bundle of both nipples, which I did not achieve when I removed my right nipple myself.

Now, a few months after I healed from my nipple amputation procedure, I have obtained my goal. I do believe that my brain rewired itself and I am now like a persone born without a sexual "department"! I tested this by taking 100mg T once a week in September and still NOTHING! NOTHING can stimulate me to get aroused and interested in sex! I feel NOTHING!

WOW! I am joy overjoyed not to be controlled by this freakin' libido again.

Now I can focus on more important things like my faith and job...and not getting primal wanting to hump another human being like at little bitch (dog) running in the street with 10 lusting, drooling male dog all competing to hump her!

I AM FREE...AT LAST!!!

To my Christian brothers who desires this...It is possible to achieve this! It took me 11 years (mostly due to doctors retarding the proccess) to achieve this...but all praize to God, it IS possible.!!!!!

Just thought I should let you know.

Keep well my friends...ALL OF YOU ON EA!

Y.

[Mac (imported)]

Boy, it's amazing how time flies. It's 5 years that I am a nullo! Feels like yesterday.

I can't believe it has been that long.

[YodaNell (imported)]

It is with sadness in my heart that I am going to greet all you (my Eunuch fiends) farewell. I had a mission in 2005 to become a nullo and it realised in 2010.

I had the wonderful support from you, my friends but spiitually, I finally attained what I wanted. I a totally sexless. I have not desired sex for almost a year and orgasm is something I cannot even remember.

I am very pleased in achieving my goal and now I am serving Gog with clear heart and minds.

To those Christians who need to be sexless, it does work, but you will have to remove your nipples as well.

May you all be blessed...and don't forget your maker, but rather invest in the life after this one.

LOVE YOU ALL!!

Y.

[C&TL2745 (imported)]

You'll be sorely missed.

Sandi