My Penectomy story from the hospital

[YodaNell (imported)]

Hash! at last...so nice to hear from you.

The pain is decreasing as time goes by. I doubt I'll be able to orgasm, but I will let you know.

Yes, you told us last February that you are going to remove your penis in ONE year's time. A year is past now. Is your wife ok now with the idea? Wish I was there to assist you.

Anyway, it is now 05:26 and the nurse just brought me some coffee. I might go home today...we'll see.

Keep well old friend.

[Mac (imported)]

So good to hear from you. Yes! It feels fantastic not having genitals. It is weird in the beginning trying to touch it only to find there is nothing there.

How did you convince the docs to remove it?

Talking about Hash (and Mac), I wonder what happened to them because I have not seen them here since I logged in on Friday.

Keep enjoying being a nullo!

I have been very busy the past week. Glad to hear that you have finally completed the procedure. I still don't have much hope of getting mine removed.

[YodaNell (imported)]

I have been very busy the past week. Glad to hear that you have finally completed the procedure. I still don't have much hope of getting mine removed.

Hi Mac! Nice to hear from you too. Don't worry...it will happen, when the desire reach it's maximum.

I hope you have a blessed Easter.

[wishtobe (imported)]

So good to hear from you. Yes! It feels fantastic not having genitals. It is weird in the beginning trying to touch it only to find there is nothing there.

How did you convince the docs to remove it?

Talking about Hash (and Mac), I wonder what happened to them because I have not seen them here since I logged in on Friday.

Keep enjoying being a nullo!

Yoda,

I used ethanol to remove my testicles, after that I went one step further and did the ethanol over 18mnth period into the two corpus of my penis. I was then diagnosed with Peyronie's and of course it got worse and worse to the point that I had also damaged the prudential nerves and had serious pain and urination problems. In the end I begged them to remove it so I could be in less pain. the last 6months was hell.. your way was much less painfull, I was thinking about doing the same as you but it would have been hard for me to hide a squashed penis for 2days.

take care.

[Hash (imported)]

Hi Guys,

Boy "wishtobe" those pictures on MBM are amazing. Did the surgeon remove everything or leave a stump? Right now the aftermath looks gruesome, why didn't the surgeon clean things up to give you a more smooth look? Also what does your wife/partner think of your penectomy? Sorry for the questions, but I think it will benefit me as well as others. Thanks again.

Yoda, I'm not sure my wife is totally o.k. with me getting my penis removed. I have told her repeatedly about my desire for several years and I think she is at least somewhat prepared. I almost cut it totally off in 2009 and that through her for a loop. I ended up in a Psychiatric Hospital for a week and I certainly don't want to do that again. It was a nice rest from the stress of life, but it was also embarrassing. My wife doesn't use my penis and intercourse would be difficult since I can't get a full erection, but I think from her perspective, without a penis means I'm somewhat less a man or husband. Maybe it makes me more like her and that's hard for her to accept, I'm not sure. Being castrated took awhile for her to get used too, but she accepted it. She also has a low sexual desire since her hysterectomy years ago. She actually blames herself for my problems, stating that had she been more sexually active it (my castration) might not have happened. Some of that might be true, but it's probably true for most couples. Sex early on in the marriage is good, but after a few years, women start to lose their desire and a lot of men become frustrated and resort to other sexual avenues or deviations in order to satisfy their sexual cravings. So getting my penectomy is complex or complicated, I'd cut it off today if there weren't any physical or emotional complications from doing it, but as I said, the timing has to be right. Keep me in your prayers my brother. Stay on the path of righteousness. Hash

[YodaNell (imported)]

Hello Hash...I hear you. My wife was also not interested in sex so much, which was very frustrating to me. Being a Christian, I could/would not try to find it elsewhere. I felt it was very unfair and reading posts on the forum where men and woman really enjoy sex, brought me great despair. After the divorce, I could obviously find another woman (and there were a few), but it is just like you said, they loose interest as they get older.

It is because of THAT AND the constant sexual clouding of the mind, that I decided to get rid of my genitals and sexuality. Now, for an 'every day' kind of guy, he would never even consider it, but as I disliked the looks of a penis and testicles from a very early age, the decision to remove it was not difficult at all. That is maybe why I do not regret this action or feel intense frustration. There were moments when I missed my penis, but it is just for a minute or two when I look at a girl and 'knew' I could make love to her if I still had a penis. But, looking in a mirror, I am reminded of my age and 18 year old girls don't take guys of our age...normally. I really like girls between 18 and 25. Those are their best years...sexually...imo.

Anyway, your wife had a hysterectomy, and she is not less of a woman. If she should get breast cancer and they remove it, she will still be a woman and loved by you. Our bodies are just 'tents' in which we live. People loose their teeth, eyes, limbs, breasts, genitals, hair and minds Go for it, she will always love you.

Regards old friend

Penectomy feels amazing and I know you will love it...IF that's what you want.

[YodaNell (imported)]

Hello julle...

So...my doc just gave me a visit. He is happy with the outcome of the procedure so far. He removed the catheter (which was not a nice feeling) and instructed me to go pee every two hours. Not looking forward to pee...scared it will burn the micro stitches around to urethra.

One more morphine shot after supper, then on to pain tablets...damn!

[Hash (imported)]

I got my catheter out after my reroute and it did sting a bit, but after a few trips to the bathroom, things were better. Keep us informed of your progress. Run the race to win!

[YodaNell (imported)]

I got my catheter out after my reroute and it did sting a bit, but after a few trips to the bathroom, things were better. Keep us informed of your progress. Run the race to win!

Come run with me!

[YodaNell (imported)]

This is my last post from the hospital. The doctor released me. I'm going home at 10 AM, hour and a half from now. He prescribed strong pain killers. I'm still quite sore and some bleeding. Will stop at some time. I must just keep everything clean and make use of salt baths.

Ok...let's see if I reached my goal at last. I will visit again to report.

All the best to everyone.