My Penectomy story from the hospital

[YodaNell (imported)]

Hello all... I was asked a question and would like to answer as truthfully as possible (according to MY opinion).

Matthew 19:12 does it mean only testicle removal or penectomy is allowed too?

My main sin is masturbation I want to stop this so do you recommend castration or penectomy?

Hi, sorry for answering so late. I rarely come here as I'm usually so busy.

You know, I'm not quite sure that masturbation is a sin. I believe it is the lustful thoughts that accompany masturbation that is a sin. I found that, while I'm able to masturbate, I will never fully work at crucifying my mind. But, with my genitals gone (I figured), I'll HAVE to train my mind not to look at women lustfully as, being unable to masturbate, I will frustrate myself extremely.

Having still a little stump left, I'm still able to orgasm (to my dismay). So I'm having no victory yet. I'll have to get the doc to remove EVERYTHING so that I'm completely without feeling down there. Frustration will then force me to train my mind more aggressively.

If you are TOTALLY convinced that this is you path and destiny, then remove EVERYTHING and train your mind.

Jesus also said that if a body part causes you to sin...chop it off. It's better to be without it, than going to hell WITH IT!!

Tune in to the SPIRIT and you'll know what to do...

Best Christmas wishes to you all. May y'all prosper in 2013 and be healthy.

[YodaNell (imported)]

Well...next week, Thursday (Valentine day), I'll celebrate my second nullification anniversary. How time flies. Happy new year to y'all!!

[Dave (imported)]

And many more good celebrations

[YodaNell (imported)]

Today I celebrate my second nullo anniversary!!!!

[Mac (imported)]

Today I celebrate my second nullo anniversary!!!!

Great to hear from you again and glad that you are doing well.

[moi621 (imported)]

Great to hear from you again and glad that you are doing well.

Agreed !

What do the "liberals" say.

[YodaNell (imported)]

Aaaaaw!!!.....you guys miss me??????

[considering (imported)]

I've been following your thread with some curiosity. It has also brought up some questions that plague me. For one, how did you get in the navy at your age? From what I can find, you're well over 35 and that's usually as old as anyone's navy will accept a recruit. Certainly, a very long time ago, we would never have accepted you, with or without genitals, in the BSAP. Also, I was somewhat amazed when you recount that an Urologist gave you five phials of pain killer. One assumes they were not associated with Groote Schuur, that sort of activity would have cost them their license to practice. It may be that somewhere in the many pages of this thread I've missed these answers so please forgive me if the are repetitive.

In advance, thank you for such responses as you may choose to give.

[YodaNell (imported)]

Hello considering...

I've been following your thread with some curiosity. It has also brought up some questions that plague me. For one, how did you get in the navy at your age? From what I can find, you're well over 35 and that's usually as old as anyone's navy...

Forgive me I don't want to appear to be rude but I don't understand why "...some questions that plague..." you. Sounds like you have sleepless nights about this trying to connect all the dots, and my personal life and work is no-one's concern here. Can we please stick with the theme of this forum.

BTW, you'll be surprised how many men are employed by the government who lost their penises through surgery. (Cancer, Diabetes, tribal traditions...even negligence)

Also, I was somewhat amazed when you recount that an Urologist gave you five phials of pain killer...It may be that somewhere in the many pages of this thread I've missed these answers so please forgive me if the are repetitive.

Yes you definitely missed it for I stated in my very first thread: "...

So, I went to my GP and asked her for some lignocain. She was.....

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You'll be amazed how many medical practitioners sell stuff at gyms...not that is your concern either.

Let me ask you a personal question. If you live in the central US how do you know about Groote Schuur Hospital?

May God bless you.

[Hash (imported)]

Hi Yoda,

Congrats on your second anniversary, amazing how time flies. It sounds as though you've been doing extremely well overall and I can only hope that you continue to grow and mature spiritually in your relationship with Christ. Keep fighting the enemy, be alert, on guard for as you know he seeks to destroy (devour) you. However, as David said, "All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the Lord saves; for the battle is the Lord’s, and he will give all of you into our hands.” 1 Sam. 17:47

I saw that you wondered how I felt about the feminine mental paradigm that seems to occur after castration and I would say that there's definitely a shift towards the feminine, especially if the eunuch chooses not to use any testosterone supplementation (HRT). I only use a low dose regiment of HRT and I know that both my body and mind have become more feminine. I am less aggressive, not as strong, cry more easily, have very little sexual desire, seldom if ever get erections, see more beauty in things, and enjoy sitting to urinate through my reroute. My desire for a penectomy has also increased tremendously. I think the feminine mental changes have a lot to do with this. It's as though the feminine mind is rejecting my penis. I know that it will be removed, but the timing has to be right. I don't believe I'll have any problem afterwards since there are times even now, when I don't even realize I have a penis, except when I need to use the bathroom. So I believe that castration tends to push one towards complete nullification. Certainly not every eunuch will remove his penis, but they'll be more inclined to do it, in my opinion.