My Penectomy story from the hospital

[YodaNell (imported)]

On a lighter note... I can now understand how women can do the splits far easier than men. I think I'll be able to do it as well, with a little effort. D

[Mac (imported)]

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Later...

Yoda,

You really did a real mess of that thing. The new pee hole will probably eventually ok, even if slightly depressed. However, it will be a big improvement over what you had.

You said that it works well for peeing while sitting. That is what is really important. I would like yo see a picture when it is completely heled.

[YodaNell (imported)]

Yoda,

You really did a real mess of that thing...

Yeah! Imagine what I'm capable of if i get tired of my mind! ;)

Yes, things are improving greatly now.

Last night, though, I had an awful time. I had strange phantom feelings which will drive me insane if it last for ever. After some investigation I discovered it was two things:

1) My urethra is much shorter than when I had a penis. One can actually sense the difference. When one have a penectomy, the brain 'forgets' about the penis' tissue. As some of the urethra remains, the brain does NOT re-wire the urethra because it is still there, but it does sense that it is shorter. Now you do 'miss' that part that is cut away. I remember having the same sensations after my penectomy, but it went away a day or two later. I guess I'll quickly get used to it.

2) The groin's skin's sensation are returning. That skin was totally numb since the lipo-suction. This feels weird. I feel little bubbles dancing under the groin's skin.

These two feelings together makes for weird phantom feelings. But it's much better now this morning. My brain will re-wire in a few days.

I must say that I am extremely glad that I went through this. I feel like a new person; smooth, clean, pure (sexually). I have some serious work sorting out my mind in order to become completely asexual.

Hope you have the courage to go through penectomy as well. The result is definitely worth it!

Peace...

[Hash (imported)]

Amazing pictures, thanks for providing them and updating us on your progress. I'm glad you've passed through this journey and are doing well. Interesting that you're a musician, I am too, play guitar. I wonder if there's a connection between artist types and these sexual struggles that push us toward asexuality? Hmmm? Well, thanks again and God bless.

P.S. Is picture #4, Post Op Penectomy, what you meant by "skin flap" in a previous blog?

[YodaNell (imported)]

Amazing pictures, thanks for providing them and updating us on your progress. I'm glad you've passed through this journey and are doing well. Interesting that you're a musician, I am too, play guitar. I wonder if there's a connection between artist types and these sexual struggles that push us toward asexuality? Hmmm? Well, thanks again and God bless.

P.S. Is picture #4, Post Op Penectomy, what you meant by "skin flap" in a previous blog?

Hi Hash,

1) I'm sure about 90- 95% of all musicians EVER were gay. I'm not sure about asexual though. Traditional musicians, mostly, struggled in life. Most musicians between 1500 and 1600 did music out of love for the art. They tought music for an income. There are those like J. Strauss who were the 'Michael Jackson' sort. They made a business out of music. So, the Mozarts were 'poor' and the Strausses were rich. I guess their women got were frustrated with their poor husbands and left them. Maybe they did not have enough money to pay the harem. Some composers also liked young boys (which the church condemned), so I guess the prospect of being asexual (sexual frustration & sexual guilt) looked very inviting. Who knows?

2) That 'skin flap' was a piece of the scrotum the surgeon for some reason did not remove. It was triangular in shape and irritated the hell out of me. It's gone now!

Regards

[hdlss_hrsmn (imported)]

1) I'm sure about 90- 95% of all musicians EVER were gay.

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d have to disagree with this. Is the rate higher than that of the general population? Almost certainly. But the overwhelming majority? I doubt it highly. I know far too many musicians who are either relatively normal straight guys, or outright abusive womanizers, for this to be the case. If you said 50% I probably would have stayed silent, though I don't think it's even half.

Even within the community of musicians, there are still segments that are intolerant. Why do you think it took Ricky Martin so long to come out of the closet, when I personally knew he was gay ten years earlier?

[YodaNell (imported)]

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d have to disagree with this. Is the rate higher than that of the general population? Almost certainly. But the overwhelming majority? I doubt it highly. I know far too many musicians who are either relatively normal straight guys, or outright abusive womanizers, for this to be the case. If you said 50% I probably would have stayed silent, though I don't think it's even half.

Even within the community of musicians, there are still segments that are intolerant. Why do you think it took Ricky Martin so long to come out of the closet, when I personally knew he was gay ten years earlier?

Hi, first of all I made a guess. I also talked about musicians from the 1800's back to 1500's. Most 'serious' musicians where employed by the rc church.

I just have to look here in SA and notice that MORE than the majority of organists are gay. Even most of the lecturers in the universities. The other night, one of our organ (Church Pipe Organ) maestro's gave a performance in St. Anne's here in Cape Town. Almost all the organist in the Western Cape attended. Most were gay.

Our military bands have fewer gays (although in the military being gay is generally kept to oneself). One band is predominantly gay and they don't hide it.

In MY experience, musicians (orchestral and church) are art musicians and are generally finer in nature. They are not all macho. There are womanizers (or rather party animals), but mostly in the orchestras.

Here in South Africa, gays are quickly getting out of the closet because of our gay rights. Gays are EVERYWHERE! I'm beginning to wonder if being straight is not unnatural.

Again, I'm definitely guessing at the numbers.

[YodaNell (imported)]

Hi folks, I just added some more pics to Tribe.

They are of my testes 'popping' and castration.

I will add more pics when I heal up more.

Later...

[Hash (imported)]

Thanks, wealth of information and pictures say it all. Your journey has almost ended and I pray you'll finally be at peace with yourself and with the Lord. One thing we know is that at the resurrection, believers will be "like angels" and angels are sexless, Matt. 22:23-32:

That same day the Sadducees, who say there is no resurrection, came to him with a question. “Teacher,” they said, “Moses told us that if a man dies without having children, his brother must marry the widow and raise up offspring for him. Now there were seven brothers among us. The first one married and died, and since he had no children, he left his wife to his brother. The same thing happened to the second and third brother, right on down to the seventh. Finally, the woman died. Now then, at the resurrection, whose wife will she be of the seven, since all of them were married to her?” Jesus replied, “You are in error because you do not know the Scriptures or the power of God. At the resurrection people will neither marry nor be given in marriage; they will be like the angels in heaven. But about the resurrection of the dead—have you not read what God said to you, ‘I am the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob’? He is not the God of the dead but of the living.”

[ka.dick. (imported)]

This picture (

http://people.tribe.net/f9e9a815-3213-4 ... 512b55642b

/photos/47e93055-af6f-473a-89de-dda4b571c09c) is made of pure win. (Not for the squemish though).