My Penectomy story from the hospital

[Caith721 (imported)]

Well apart from sex what use is the penis, there truly is no other use and if you are happy to have it removed, i dont see why we should be forced to keep it.

Apparently my spouse seems to believe the penis is what makes you male. When shown a picture of an obviously castrated M2F Transsexual, she claims they are a boy, simply because they have a penis.

I tend to disagree, because I believe the testicles make you male. For most people, after testicles are removed, the penis does nothing but assist in urination. I'm certainly hoping once my testicles are gone I'll become more female than I am already, regardless of whether I retain a penis or not.

[Batman (imported)]

Very true. Removal of the penis and testicles should be more acceptable. It is much more acceptable for a woman to have her uterus and ovaries removed. Why are the views of the medical community so vastly different for women and men?

Some reputation for you.

Endometeriosis, ovarian cancer, cervical cancer, ovarian cysts...a heck of a lot more going on in there than in men.

[sw1911sc (imported)]

Thank you YodaNell for your postings. It has been a very enjoyable read. I really hope your future surgery goes very well for you! You are in my thoughts.

Yes, you can used to not having a penis in a very short time!

After a body part is amputated, the brain stops receiving neurological information from that part. Usually over a period of a few to several years, the brain loses the ability to access memories about the missing part. By the time 3 to 4-years had passed by after my castration and scrotectomy, I essentially no longer had any memories of having testicles or a scrotum. Occasionally, for a couple more years, something would trigger a brief memory, but it was soon forgotten. I have now been a eunuch for almost a decade and I assure you that I have absolutely no memories of ever having had testicles or a scrotum.

However, I do have the memory of watching each testicle being dropped into a kidney-shaped stainless steel bowl right after each was severed.

This memory loss process occurred much more rapidly after my penectomy. I very quickly got use to not having a penis. Likewise, I very quickly got use to sitting to pee. By 6 to 9-months after the penectomy, it seemed like I had never had a penis and memories were few and far between. Today, I barely remember very carefully feeling my entire penis, both externally and internally, for about 20 minutes about an hour before it was amputated. It has been 16 months since the penectomy and as far as my brain is concerned I have always been a nullo.

Bill

[Hash (imported)]

Hi Bill, thanks for posting and adding to our discussion. I've been a eunuch now for many years, Dr. Kimmel, just recently had my 5 year castration anniversary. As a eunuch, I've used low dose testosterone for some time, but my penis has shrunk a lot and lost a lot of bulk. It's not what it once was, that's for sure. I can compress it or squeeze it flat between my fingers to a little less than 1/2 inch! It's a limp noodle to be sure. What was the condition of your penis before you had it removed? Any memory of that? Hope it's o.k. to ask.

Also, I wonder if being a eunuch helps one in their quest to get a penectomy? Haven't tried it yet, but I theorize that it might help, perhaps just a little.

[moi621 (imported)]

Wish to see uploads and experience of persons who opted to only have a penectomy and keep the nuts and sac.

My main fantasy.

Understood such an approach is a more major surgery as the penis is not diminished by the absence of whore-moans.

Moi

[YodaNell (imported)]

Yoda, sorry for asking yet another question, it is all so fascinating to me. Was there any problem when the question of stump removal came up? I mean, why wouldn't they just leave it and do a better urethra relocation? On the other hand, what good would there be to leave it? It's not benefiting you. But I do think some surgeons might not want to remove it because it's quite invasive surgery to remove the complete penis when not entirely necessary.

Hi Hash, sorry for answering so late. Actually, I was shocked when I woke up after the Penectomy operation and discovered that I still had a stump left. I asked my Uro about it as by definition, a TOTAL PENECTOMY is the removal of the whole penis. He looked a bit surprised to me. I suppose, he thought that I will not know these things. Thanks to EA I'm quite educated!

I insisted that he clean up the mess he's done AND remove the stump because I signed the operation authorization form which states a TOTAL PENECTOMY.

He agreed so I'm w

aiting for the 2nd operation in a couple of weeks.

Thank you YodaNell for your postings. It has been a very enjoyable read. I really hope your future surgery goes very well for you! You are in my thoughts.

Yes, you can used to not having a penis in a very short time!

After a body part is amputated, the brain stops receiving neurological information from that part. Usually over a period of a few to several years, the brain loses the ability to access memories about the missing part. By the time 3 to 4-years had passed by after my castration and scrotectomy, I essentially no longer had any memories of having testicles or a scrotum. Occasionally, for a couple more years, something would trigger a brief memory, but it was soon forgotten. I have now been a eunuch for almost a decade and I assure you that I have absolutely no memories of ever having had testicles or a scrotum.

However, I do have the memory of watching each testicle being dropped into a kidney-shaped stainless steel bowl right after each was severed.

This memory loss process occurred much more rapidly after my penectomy. I very quickly got use to not having a penis. Likewise, I very quickly got use to sitting to pee. By 6 to 9-months after the penectomy, it seemed like I had never had a penis and memories were few and far between. Today, I barely remember very carefully feeling my entire penis, both externally and internally, for about 20 minutes about an hour before it was amputated. It has been 16 months since the penectomy and as far as my

brain is concerned I have always been a nullo.

Bill

Bill, I have such memory loss regarding my penis that it's like explaining to a woman what a penis feels like. Truly, I have NO idea what my penis felt like. I can still fell the stump and it still feels like that bottom part of the penis I had all the time, but, I have NO recollection of how the top part felt. That's good because I thought I might be very depressed at moments as I will miss it. A hidden blessing, I suppose.

[Hash (imported)]

Yoda, have you ever looked at castr8edmale's pictures on "tribes.net?" He initially banded his balls and cut them off becoming a eunuch, then he cut off his penis, had the stump removed with only the penis bulb remaining. The results are amazing and I think he's going to have some additional surgery to create a faux vagina. I suppose you'll end up looking somewhat like him as he is now. This is becoming a more and more frequent reality for many men and I can't help think that someone will come up with a simple bloodless way to get rid of one's penis without ever going to the hospital.

[YodaNell (imported)]

Yoda, have you ever looked at castr8edmale's pictures on "tribes.net?" He initially banded his balls and cut them off becoming a eunuch, then he cut off his penis, had the stump removed with only the penis bulb remaining. The results are amazing and I think he's going to have some additional surgery to create a faux vagina. I suppose you'll end up looking somewhat like him as he is now. This is becoming a more and more frequent reality for many men and I can't help think that someone will come up with a simple bloodless way to get rid of one's penis without ever going to the hospital.

Hi Hash, w

e South Africans cannot access tribe.net.

Pitty...

[Hash (imported)]

castr8edmale has posted multiple times on this site. You can at least read about his experiences if you haven't already.

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=14987

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=15545

[YodaNell (imported)]

So, my dear brethren, I went to the Plastic Surgeon yesterday. The sad news is that he decided to do the urethral relocation and smoothing up in two more phases. In a week or so, he is going to perform a liposuction in my groin area and cut off that horrible piece of skin flapping around.

Then after 3 months, he will perform the urethral relocation and smooting up operation.

Darn, I wish that all this can be over with.

Later