erikboy (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 23, 2010 12:00 pm I wounder if those eunuchs who are able to orgasm now, were able to have orgasms before puberty too. Or if there was no orgasms before puberty then there was no orgasms after castration? Any experience?
What an excellent question to have raised ericboy.
I have been lurking this site, BME, Manmods and others for many years, explored erotic body modification, masochism and many forms of sexual expression all of which proves to me, over and over again that sex really is primarily, though not exclusively, in the head.
Of course testosterone is a factor, especially where semen production is concerned, and muscle mass, body hair, male pattern baldness, voice etc. But you have just reminded me of what it was like as a boy of 6 to 12 years old.
During this 6 year period before puberty I fantasized about sex and masturbated to orgasm almost daily. After the first few years I often prolonged the experience for as much as 30 to 90 minutes and occasionally had multiple orgasms which seemed to pulsate through every nerve in my body, not just the genitals.
I distinctly remember the very first time a little semen came out when I was 12. From then on orgasm seemed to happen faster and was clearly focused much more on the act of ejaculation itself. My cock and balls got bigger, my body got hairy and gained muscle bulk and I think post orgasmic let down (prolactin?) was greatly increased too. But my erotic pleasure in general and orgasmic ecstasy itself did not improve one bit. If anything they decreased, all closely related to testosterone levels.
So there you have it ericboy. If/when I manage to have myself castrated I, for one, am hoping to have a kind of Peter Pan experience. I've had a very active erotic imagination since long before puberty and nothing would please me more than returning to those prolonged, diffuse, blindingly pleasurable erotic experiences of my youth. I don't mind if my penis shrinks or doesn't get quite as hard. I had a vasectomy many years ago so I'm shooting blanks as it is. Totally dry orgasms sound kinda fun actually.
This is my first posting on the eunuch archive and I realize most members here have very different feelings about castration. I hope to be able to return to this one day soon with an update (after castration) so that all of the above can be compared to actual experience. How exciting..... looking forward to it, but how to get there? Hmmmmm.