Why I have started low level estrogen HRT

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Andrew,

You often speak of the 'eunuch calm'. It's a fact that high testosterone levels drive BP up. It's also a fact that pets and relaxation with fun hobbies do lower BP as well.

So between no T., the cat, and the estrogen - which would also help stamp out the T. made by the adrenals, you SHOULD be seeing a drop in BP. I don't know if you have any fun hobbies.

For the record, my own BP is usually 110/60 or so and seldom exceeds 130/90 even when I'm angry. That's also with constant time-release allergy meds in my system, which are documented to be culprits in driving BP up.

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Paolo wrote: Tue Jul 16, 2002 4:23 pm Andrew,

You often speak of the 'eunuch calm'. It's a fact that high testosterone levels drive BP up. It's also a fact that pets and relaxation with fun hobbies do lower BP as well.

So between no T., the cat, and the estrogen - which would also help stamp out the T. made by the adrenals, you SHOULD be seeing a drop in BP. I don't know if you have any fun hobbies.



That would depend on how you define hobbies. But I have a strong interest in classical music, and listen to it all the time. I read a lot of books. But I do not have a TV set and rarely go to the movies. Hence my choice of smilies.

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Gentlemen:

It's good to know that your blood pressure is low. Mine is sky-high, sometimes a bit lower, and of course I am taking BP medicine. I'm also trying to lower it via diet and exercise.

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slave_jim (imported) wrote: Tue Jul 16, 2002 3:16 am New Thoughts on the Use of Estrogens to Treat Prostate Cancer:

"Estrogens induce the release of proteins from the liver that cause high blood pressure. Renin and angiotensin act at the level of the kidney to then cause the body to retain salt and water. Estrogen increases the production of angiotensin by the liver. The extra salt and water can cause edema and high blood pressure."

This is what my concern is. Reading about estrogen patches, they don't have the ingestion "risks" of taking orally, but there are some other severe side effects of patches.

Again, I ask if anyone knows if estrogen hormone therapy leads to permanent sterility or permanent loss of erections. If estrogen indeed lowers BP (because it limits, decreases, or eliminates testosterone) it could be a potential wonder drug for those of us interested in methods, less drastic than castration -- and not permanent, who also have high BP.

Oh, I have birds...

Thanks!

- Jim
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slave_jim (imported) wrote: Tue Jul 16, 2002 8:05 pm Gentlemen:

It's good to know that your blood pressure is low. Mine is sky-high, sometimes a bit lower, and of course I am taking BP medicine. I'm also trying to lower it via diet and exercise.

Actually, a week ago Monday, at my physician's office, I was so relaxed that she measured me at 100/60. I asked her to recheck it with another cuff, she did, still 100/60. I am RELAXED. The Eunuch Calm in action, or lack of action <G>.

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slave_jim (imported) wrote: Tue Jul 16, 2002 8:05 pm "Estrogens induce the release of proteins from the liver that cause high blood pressure. Renin and angiotensin act at the level of the kidney to then cause the body to retain salt and water. Estrogen increases the production of angiotensin by the liver. The extra salt and water can cause edema and high blood pressure."

This is what my concern is. Reading about estrogen patches, they don't have the ingestion "risks" of taking orally, but there are some other severe side effects of patches.

Again, I ask if anyone knows if estrogen hormone therapy leads to permanent sterility or permanent loss of erections. If estrogen indeed lowers BP (because it limits, decreases, or eliminates testosterone) it could be a potential wonder drug for those of us interested in methods, less drastic than castration -- and not permanent, who also have high BP.

Oral estrogen alone, in high enough doses, will lower testosterone levels to castration levels and may increase BP, but you can also expect the effects of feminization. Estradiol is the most potent of all the estrogens and can be easily tested in the blood. Transdermal estrogen patches are usually given to to those over 40, who have liver problems, high BP, or are at risk for blood clots. The patches are less harmful on the liver and reduce the risk of blood clots. But, as in MTF HRT, "2" 1.0mg patches must be worn simultaneously. A total of 4 patches per week must be worn, changed bi-weekly, and that can be more expensive than oral estrogen. You may have a skin reaction to the patch. The patch may start to itch or may fall off in the shower or in hot weather if you sweat a lot.

Spironolactone, a "diuretic", rids the body of excess salt and water, thus reducing the negative effects of oral estrogens on the liver when taken by itself. Spironolactone is also an anti-androgen and usually given as a mild anti-hypertensive treatment for high BP, but is also given in addition with estrogen in MTF hormone replacement therapy to lower testosterone levels and reduce the need for higher doses of estrogen.

As I have stated in others posts on this board, I had been self medicating myself for over a year with oral estrogen, transdermal estrogen patches, and spironolactone. During that time, I had reached the levels needed for castration and feminization. Although no blood test were taken during that time, all of the symptoms were evident,[eg. atrophy of the testicles, loss of erections, breast enlargement, reduction of body hair, softer skin etc.].

At the end of last year in December, I entered into a gender treatment program. I agreed with my doctors that I would follow there advice and would not use any medications unless they prescibed them. About four months passed, until May of this year, with no hormone use at all. During this time, everything seemed to return to my pre hormone use levels. The aggresion returned, the erections were back, testicles enlarged to normal, hair growth returned. In May blood tests were taken and I was started on low levels of estrogen. The blood test that was taken in May, showed that I had a testosterone level of 413, well within the range of normal male hormones. The test verified what I felt, that I had returned to a normal male hormone range.

As far as permanent reduction in sterility and erections goes, I have not had a sperm count taken and erections had returned to normal. From other posts that I have read, the loss of spontaneous and nocturnal erections if done over a long period of time, will lead to a permanently reduced size of the penis.

For 3 months now, I have been on an estrogen only dose[4mg daily] and have noticed a reduction in testicle size and less frequent erections. Last week my doctor increased my dose to 8mg estrogen and added 100mg spironolactone. I hope to see and feel more of the effects in the next couple of weeks and will keep you up to date if you like.

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Chris,

Thank you for the information! Of course, I would vote for being kept up-to-date, and again thank you in advance.

May I ask what compelled you to see the doctors, since you mentioned "self-treatment" in the beginning of your post? Entering the gender treatment program?

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slave_jim (imported) wrote: Wed Jul 17, 2002 3:22 am May I ask what compelled you to see the doctors, since you mentioned "self-treatment" in the beginning of your post?

Yes, I would be glad to answer that.

Before I started using hormones, I searched countless web sites for information regarding the typical dosage of cross- sexed hormonal use. Many of the web sites advised me that this should be monitored by a physician. This can be potenially dangerous, especially if one's health is in poor condition. Although I felt I was not in poor health, I was not in the best of shape. This was my first concern. So I made the decision to start myself on hormone without the care of a doctor. I had started on very small doses and worked my way up to the typical dose over many weeks time. After I had been on hormones for a while, I knew that this was what I had been searching for all of my life. Then I started to ask myself other questions. Was I harming my body and not knowing it, was I taking too much or too little? Only a doctor could answer these questions and do the proper blood tests to be sure. I felt a sense of guilt inside. How long could I go on by myself without the help of a doctor? This is when I made a decision to find a doctor that would help me.
slave_jim (imported) wrote: Wed Jul 17, 2002 3:22 am Entering the gender treatment program?

My decision to enter into the gender treatment program is two-fold. First. Doctors that administer hormones, will not do so unless you are in a program and seeing a therapist. Second. In order to obtain GRS, at least here in the USA and Canada, you must have several letters of approval. One from your doctor stating that you have been on hormones for X amount of time, and a letter from at least two therapist's saying that you are ready for surgery and that this surgery is necessary to improve you quality of life. I realized the longer I wait to enter this program, the longer it will take to achieve my ultimate goals. This is what I truely desire in my life, and in order to get there, I must follow these rules.

The doctors in these programs follow the guidelines outlined in the HBSOC, [Harry Benjamin Standards Of Care]. These rules, however, are not set in stone, and may be adjusted to fit an individuals needs. Since I have been in this program, I have recieved nothing but positive results with the doctors and therapist's that I have been dealing with. The future looks bright for me and I see no reasons, other than money, that would keep me from reaching my goals.

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Chris,

Thanks again!

Thanks for sharing your information and goals. Although I have not decided yet what course I will be taking, it seems mine is similar to yours. And - I am currently not in the best of shape either.

So, I have made some immediate changes like drastically reducing alcohol intake and revising my diet. I have noticed already that I am sleeping far better! As well, I have started exercising again but that is tough in the very humid desert monsoon season. One thing I hate is early-morning exercise but now I am forced to go out for a walk/jog.

I have tried some glandular therapy with some interesting results but am now interested in hormone (estrogen) to make myself more neutral. As much as I would like to see the end of erections, ejaculations, sex drive, and would like to find the "calm" Andrew speaks of, blood pressure is my main concern.

Please keep us posted on your ongoing results if you want.

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It has been 8 days since my dosage was increased. I have noticed a firmness in my breasts and they are begining to get a little tender again. Also my labido and erections have decreased somewhat. These changes are very small but notable.
slave_jim (imported) wrote: Thu Jul 18, 2002 2:16 am Although I have not decided yet what course I will be taking, it seems mine is similar to yours.

Please, I don't want to sound like a mother hen or something, but I strongly consider you to do some soul searching for yourself. Along with the castration like effects that you will get from taking estrogen, there are emotional changes that happen as well. There can be waves of emotion that can overcome you and for someone who identifies theirself as "male" this may be totally unacceptable. You may find yourself crying for no reason at all! If you feel that you have "female" qualities, like I do, then by all means this should be the right course of action for you.
slave_jim (imported) wrote: Thu Jul 18, 2002 2:16 am I have tried some glandular therapy with some interesting results but am now interested in hormone (estrogen) to make myself more neutral. As much as I would like to see the end of erections, ejaculations, sex drive, and would like to find the "calm" Andrew speaks of, blood pressure is my main concern.

May I suggest another course of action to take if you are not 100% sure that estrogens are right for you. Spironolactone can give you all the effects of castration, plus the added benifit to reduce your BP, and it's a lot cheaper than Androcur! Some people have reported their skin to become very dry and get brittle nails, and you might get some breast growth, but nowhere near what you might get from estrogen and you won't have to deal with the emotions.

If you decide to go this route, and you don't want to invole a doctor, I would advise caution. Start yourself on a low dose, say 100mg a day, for 4-6 weeks and let your body adjust. It will take time for you to feel the effects, please do not over do it! If after 4-6 weeks you feel comfortable, and you have no problems, then you could increase the dose to 200mg a day. The maximum dose seems to be about 300mg, but I would suspect that you will feel the results before reaching this level. Each dose should be divided so that you take them twice a day. Don't take the last dose before going to bed or you will have to get up several times to go to the bathroom. Try to take the last dose around 6pm if you can. Again, this is only the results from my experience and as Andrew is fond of saying "Your Milage May Vary".

Thank's, and I hope I have given you a little bit more insight on your decisions.

Chris
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Chris,

Thanks for the additional information. At first I was shocked by all the warnings of Spironolactone but have decided to give it a try -- in the very lowest dose, 25-mg. at first. I have also started estrogen therapy.

I suppose I identify myself as being male, or possibly someone asexual. I don't necessarily want to change myself into a Woman; however I do have strong Female feelings like you do.

Or, I identify with Women most often. Most of my life I have been interested in Female issues, Women's health, Women's political action organizations and I have participated in same. I took Female Psychology courses in college. Physically I have been jealous of the body parts and aspects of the Female body and disappointed that I lack them. I wish I could look pretty but not with make-up or clothing. While I like large and attractive penises on men and am strongly attracted towards them, I don't want one for myself. I sort of feel like I have a limited female heterosexual drive instead of a male bisexual drive (if that makes any sense). But, that couldn't be because I am still highly attracted to Women.

I do not have low self-esteem; I just want to change myself a little bit.

At this stage in my life, I prefer that erections, the urge to masturbate, etc. just go away or become lessened. For comfort, I hope to reduce the size of my testicles or tighten up the scrotum -- which can also be done temporarily via exercise. Breast growth is neither a positive or negative issue for me; I already have boobs from being overweight. If they get larger, it won't make much difference. If I am able to lose a lot of weight through changes in diet and increased exercise, they should also get smaller. It doesn't matter.

I thank you for your concern about "waves of emotions". I believe that I already have that anyway. My moods are in constant change. If I don't commit something to paper (or computer) I could change my whole outlook 15 minutes later or after a brief nap. In the long run, I do feel very submissive towards Women and would like to be closer to them spiritually whether I am taking drugs or not. Since I do go through so many changes, one would be correct guessing that sometimes I do believe I am Female --- but thinking that at 100% strength does not occur often. Do I wish I was born Female? Yes, most of the time.

Thank you for being so kind to me and for your helpful suggestions. If there are any parallels between us, I'd like to know. I am very interested in the path you are taking --- as much as you want to reveal about yourself.

- Jim
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